Well it finally happened I finally got the person I wanted…. Sasuke. We are now an official couple in everyone's eyes. Even Naruto seemed happy for me because I was really expecting a fight but when I told him he was completely calm.

Flashback

"Ok Naruto look I'm going to make this very clear…. We." She pointed at him and then herself. "Well not be having a relationship anytime soon no chance. Also I'm going out with Sasuke and I don't want you to fight for me at all ok. Cause there's nothing there ok?" I looked at him expecting a breakdown of some kind but nothing came I just looked at him and him vice versa. Then he did the most unexpected thing. He smiled "that's great Sakura I'm really happy for you, you finally got the guy you wanted." And that was it then after that he just walked away leaving me speechless and surprised at the same time.

End of Flashback

After this news I practically jumped up and down for hours because now I won't have to worry about him anymore. But yet I was still skeptical about why he was so ok with the news in the first place.

So when I saw him and Hinata walking around and hearing the gossip of other girls telling me that they have been spending a lot of time together I had my question answered. Seeing them got me thinking that maybe Naruto was just using her to fill the space where I was or if she was a rebound but as I watched them it didn't really seem right.

I watched as Naruto and Hinata laughing, Hinata with a faint blush as they walked down the street. I felt something but shook it off I don't really care.

I watched Naruto do small things for a whole week to get Hinata to laugh because of her rough little family outing that, of course, could only end in disaster.

I saw Hinata forget her shyness for a second and say some bold words to get Naruto to get over the fact that he didn't do as high on an exam that he had to take. Watching as he smiled at her and she fainted right into his arms. 'Well Sasuke's never done that.'

As I watch Naruto just hand Hinata his ice-cream because hers had fallen on the floor. Thinking of how Sasuke never once gave me something of his if mine was ruined.

As I bumped into Naruto coming out of a store carrying chicken noodle soup (with no ramen *gasp*) and a teddy bear in the other hand about to go to Hinata's house because she was sick. I didn't care one bit even thought Sasuke never once did such a thing for me.

As I watch Naruto be completely quiet during class, yes even Naruto can be quiet, and even whisper, yes he does know what whispering is, so as not to hurt Hinata more with her already destructive headache, Nope not jealous at all.

As I watched Naruto give Hinata's hand a little squeeze while in front of the Hyuga Clan giving a progress report on how the mission went.

As I watch Naruto take Hinata to a quiet spot and starts stuttering out a date offer and for him to actually faint when the words yes are said. All Sasuke did when I jumped up and down and said yes was ok. Nope not jealous

As I watch Naruto tries to be as sly as possible and give Hinata a kiss and blushes when she faints right into his arms. No jealously not even when Naruto gave the most genuine smile ever.

AS I watched Naruto show up in a handsome suit ready for his date with her, which she asked us to help her get ready for, and him be stunned by the beautiful picture in front of him the one that wasn't me.

Or when Hinata was sick for a date and all Naruto did when he came to pick her up was ask "so what movie do you want to stay home and watch." No I didn't get mad knowing that if I were sick Sasuke would just be upset and go home leaving me all by myself.

So as I seat here at home looking at Sasuke and thinking about how none of those things would ever really be done for me I didn't feel ultimately jealous it didn't break my heart it just cut me.