She meant every thing to me. She will never trust me though. I locked her in a cave and my mom almost fed her to the sharks. We were meant to be together but I really messed up.

I remember the first besides my sister's voice I had heard. I heard a song. It was actually what had happened to me. I knew that Lake Tash wasn't real. But I needed to get away from her. I needed to protect her.

Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought of you

Of you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it, some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic, you're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this, you're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought of you

Of you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No, I don't know what I want!

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
When I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
From saying something that I should've never thought of you

I knew
I know in my heart it's not you, I knew
But now I know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I've should have never thought!

I should have never thought that I loved her. Never. I should have thought about F.L.O.