I walked blindly through the forest. I really have no idea why I didn't take my truck. It was in the Cullen's driveway. I wasn't thinking, I knew I just had to get out of there as soon as I could. I stumbled over a tree root, throwing my hands out to catch my fall. I stiffly got up, letting out a ragged sob. Tears' streaming down my face, the cold wind blowing, was making me shiver. I kept going; I just had to get away. I felt absolutely betrayed. How could he do this to me?

He's only been back for two months. I was ecstatic when he promised not to leave me ever again, but I thought I was prepared just in case he left again, I thought I would be prepared for it...but I was wrong...this time I think it was worse, he broke me. This time, instead of leaving me, which I think I would have preferred, he was sleeping with my best friend. I was supposed to originally go to the Cullen's place in about an hour, but I got impatient, and left early, thinking Alice would see me anyway and just let them know, but it seemed she was to occupied with something else then to see my decision.

A sob ripped from my chest, I collapsed to my knees. My arms wrapped themselves around my torso, desperately trying to hold myself together. My body shook with my sobs. I didn't care anymore, I didn't care what happened to me, if Victoria where to come up to me right now, wanting to kill me, I would let her, I'd probably even beg for it. Just anything to end this pain, it was too much to bear.

"Bella..?" A gentle voice whispered.

I looked up, to see the blurry face of Alice's love, Jasper. Why was it that she got the beautiful men?

"H-Hi" I sobbed.

He bent down slowly, I think trying not to frighten me. He hesitantly reached out, and wrapped his arms around me and held me against his chest. I then felt ridiculously guilty. His love, Alice just cheated on him with his own brother, and yet here he was, trying to make me feel better while he must feel horrible also.

This brought on a new fresh round of hysteria. I heard jasper suck in a pain filled breath and I felt him tense. This worried me, and for once trying not to be selfish, turned my attention to him. And I looked into beautiful, sad honey colour eyes.

"Y-you ok? I-If this is bothering you...?" I said as I started to pull away from him, thinking my blood was bothering him, not wanting to cause him more pain than necessary.

His arms tightened just a fraction, stopping my attempt to move away from him.

"I'm fine, but what about you? You where just feeling a great deal of guilt, and it had me worried" He said while looking at me with worried eyes. He was still worrying about me, I tried to hide my guilt but I didn't fool him.

"Why Do you feel so guilty? You did nothing wrong" He assured me in a voice so assuring, so gentle, it could put a baby to sleep in no time, I sighed.

"You're here comforting me, when you just found out the love of your life just cheated on you...with Y-your own brother...You must be feeling a great deal of pain" I whispered, my voice breaking a few times.

"I won't deny that it hurts like hell, but I've had a feeling something was up, Bella, I should be the one who feels guilty" He told me. I looked at him confused.

"Bella, for the past few months, Alice would leave for about a week and come back, and she would really watch her emotions around me, she had them so low she was next to emotionless" He confessed.

"And when we came back to forks, we all would go hunting, and when we all met back up, I could tell they were trying to make their emotions subtle but I felt feelings like desire, and lust, but me being me, tried putting it off as bloodlust, since we all just finished hunting" He told me, in a voice so sad, I wanted to wrap my arms around him and tell him it was ok.

"It's been going on that long? So he really did get back together with me just because he felt guilty that I was suicidal" I said as it all started to make sense to me. I started to feel angry, so mad that I could just, just hit something!

"Bella? I'm so sorry, I know I should have said something, maybe confronted them about their feelings, maybe this wouldn't have happened" Jasper rambled.

"I'm not mad at you jasper, I'm pissed at Edward! He should have just saved me the pity and let me go on with my life, I was starting to get better to, and I really was!" I steamed.

"Oh Bella" Jasper sighed and hugged me as I started to cry again.

And he just held me, as I ruined his shirt, expensive I'm sure, since Alice made sure no one in that household wore less than the best. Just thinking of her made me want to growl, but I didn't even attempt it since I was with someone who could, and he would probably just laugh at me.

I finally stopped crying, I was surprised that I hadn't started crying dust and I looked up into jaspers eyes.

"Do they know that I know they are sleeping together?" I asked him, when I walked in on them, they hadn't seemed to notice, they kept going at it.

"Actually, I'm pretty sure they think its secret still, they didn't notice me either" He said softly.

I nodded. I was planning something, and I'm pretty sure jasper could tell by my totally zoned out look.

"What are you thinking about?" HE asked me curiously.

I looked up into to his eyes and blushed; I don't even know why it crossed my mind. He wouldn't go for it.

"Ummm...it's nothing" I mumbled.

"Why are you embarrassed? Tell me please?" He asked.

"Ok I was thinking, and you don't have to, but I was thinking well, since they were cheating, well maybe we could pretend we are cheating on them with each other, but we aren't, just you know, pretending, so they know how it feels, but it will be weird I admit to be with them, and pretend like nothing is different, because, you know, it is and-"Jasper finally interrupted my nervous rambling.

"So you mean, act suspiciously around them?" He asked me. I was surprised he was even considering it; I was expecting him to say no right off the bat.

"Yeah, like you could think, I don't know, suspicious thoughts, since Edward can't hear my mind" I said.

Jasper seemed to be in thought.

"You know what, we could try it, it's just acting, but it will be hard to be around them and act like nothing has changed" He said.

I sighed, Edward came to see me every night but he probably left when I fell asleep to be with Alice and be back by dawn.

Then my heart sank, my plan may not work, Alice may see this now since we just made the decision.

"What is it?"Jasper asked me inquisitively.

"What if Alice sees this? Then she will know that we know they are cheating" I explained.

"Actually, Alice seems to be getting less visions these days, she's scared because she's afraid she's losing her future seeing" He explained to me.

"Seriously?" I asked incredulously.

He nodded.

"So, what now?" I asked.

"Well, aren't you supposed to be coming over for a visit?" he asked with a wink, causing my cheeks to flush pink.

"Yes" I nodded.

"Okay, I'll run you over but I should get rid of my shirt" He said then he stripped it off. I watched it all shocked.

"W-Why?" I stuttered.

"It has the scent of your tears, and plus, it will look 'suspicious' with your hair messy and me without a shirt" He winked. I just couldn't stop staring at his chest, it was perfect, he was built, but not overly, but you could defiantly tell he has muscle. And I saw half crescent moon shapes all over his chest and abs. This sparked my curiousity.

"What happened?" I asked while looking over the scars, some over lapping others.

"My story" He said simply. I then looked into his eyes that held over a century's worth of mysteries.

I just nodded and started to get up, and he moved to help me.

"May I?" He asked politely, while holding his arms out. I swallowed then nodded and he picked me up bridal style and we where off, he wasn't as fast as Edward, but it was still incredible, and I was in his arms, I was always on Edwards back.

I saw the Cullen's house start to come into view, and I heard water tinkling, meaning the river was coming up. I didn't even feel a jostle as Jasper jumped up and over the river. I looked down and noticed that we landed, I was slightly shocked by that, with Edward, I always felt the tinniest bit of movement when we landed.

Jasper gently set me on my feet. I smiled my thanks and he winked. I blushed and we started walking towards the door. Jasper held the door open for me.

"Ma'dam?" He held his hand out for me to take, I put mine in his and he pulled me through the door and into the amazing house.

"Bella!" I heard the excited voice of silver, meaning Alice knew I was here.

One second the space before me was empty then the next, Alice was in front of me, reaching her arms out to hug me, and I felt slightly disturbed and disgusted by this. I hugged her back and pulled from the hug, or tried, Alice held me in a death hold.

"Alice" I heard Jasper. I felt and heard Alice giggle.

"Where's Edward?" I asked, since I always normally asked, trying to act as normal as I could.

"In his room" Alice said with huge, innocent eyes, I tried hard not to glower at her.

"Still?" I thought acidly.

"Oh ok" I said. I walked towards the living room.

"You're not going to go see him?" she asked from behind me.

"Nah, I'll watch some T.V, he can come down and see me when he wants" I said as I flopped down on the couch and turned on the T.V.

"Oh...Well I'll go and tell him you're here" She offered

"Mhmm" I nodded and I flipped through the channels. She ran off to find him.

I felt the seat beside me sink under someone's weight. I looked over and smiled. Jasper was looking at me with a smirk. His arm was behind me, resting on back of the couch.

"Here he comes" He whispers.

I nodded slightly.

I looked over at the living room entrance and saw Edward coming through the door and out of the corner of my eye, I saw Jasper move his arm from behind me, like he was trying to keep Edward from seeing that. I knew he saw it, because Edward narrowed his eyes ever so slightly. I felt my face turning into a scowl, I tried composing my features into a happy smile, but even to me it felt phony.

"Edward!" I tried to sound happy.

"My love" He smiled his crooked smile, I use to love that smile, but now it looked so stupid, it wasn't like jaspers smile, and with that thought I felt a quick shock. I glanced over at Alice and her eyes where hard, and she avoided everyone's eyes. Even if she was sleeping with him, he was still mine officially, and I smiled a satisfied smile and walked over to him and hugged him. I felt sick, but I still held him.

"How are you love?" Edward asked me and he kissed my hair.

"I'm great" I looked up at him, and smiled.

He looked only slightly confused, but smiled anyway.

"I love you" He told me.

"Yeah right" I thought sarcastically.

"Thanks" I smiled and pulled out of his arms.

He looked shocked now, and I tried not to smirk. Every time he said 'I love you' I always said 'I love you too' or some other gooey love stuff.

I walked over towards the couch and plopped down beside Jasper, leaving only about an inch of space between us. I heard a hiss and looked up at Edward, momentarily shocked. He was glaring daggers at Jasper while Jasper looked at him with innocent curiosity.

"What's wrong?" I asked. Edward growled in response.

"Why so angry Edward?"Jasper asked Edward.

"Keep your thoughts to yourself" Edward snapped. Jasper rolled his eyes.

"That's why they're in our head; no one is supposed to hear them, so how about you stay out of my head?" Jasper retorted. Edward let out an animalistic growl and crouched.

"Edward!" I yelled and stood up, not quite knowing what to do. Edward turned his glare towards me.

"Enough" I said through my teeth.

"She's right Edward, Enough" Alice piped in. Edward visibly calmed down and stood up straight.

It took all of my being, not to yell at Alice to stay out of this. It pissed me off that Edward would listen to her but not me. Plus it hurt.

I sat back down beside jasper and sighed, trying not to cry. Jasper put his hand on the small of my back and I felt instantly calm. I looked up at Edward to see him looking at us with obvious angry eyes.

"What was that all about?" I asked Edward.

"You have a wife!" Edward snapped at Jasper. My anger skyrocketed, even through the calm. Jasper pressed his hand more firmly on my back and my anger turned to a subtle annoyance.

"No, really? I didn't know that" Jasper said sarcastically while rolling his eyes.

"I Know I do" Jasper said, annoyance seeping into his voice.

"But you would know that wouldn't you?" Jasper asked Edward. I looked at jasper now, curious at where this was heading.

"Of course" Edward said, with very little confusion in his voice. Jasper smiled at Edward.

"Good" Jasper said.

I think everyone is this room was confused. I know I was. I looked at Edward, he was looking at Jasper puzzled. And I then switched my gaze to Alice, who was looking at Jasper in both confusion and worry.

"Can someone find me?" I asked.

Now three pairs of eyes where questioning my sanity.

"Because I'm lost" I stated. It was lame I know, but the tension was killing me.

Jasper had his lips pressed together, obviously trying not to laugh at me. Alice was biting her lip, smiling, trying not to laugh also. Edward smiled his crooked smile at me. I was just shocked everyone thought it was funny.

"Sure darlin'" Jasper said in a very subtle southern drawl. I blushed, it sounded sexy.

I snuck a peek at Alice, she was glaring at jasper from the corner of her eye. And Edward looked like he wanted Jasper six feet under. This made me happy. He was jealous, I almost felt giddy when I realized that.

"Jasper, why are you missing a shirt?" Alice asked, her voice clipped.

"Stuff happened" Jasper shrugged.

"Oh?" Alice crossed her arms.

Jasper sighed "I spilled Blood on it when I was hunting, I had to destroy it" Jasper seemed embarrassed.

"Oh..." Alice uncrossed her arms.

"Bella!" I heard a booming voice.

Then all of a sudden I was pulled off the couch into a crushing hug.

"Em-Emmett...humann...n-n-need...air...!" I gasped. He laughed and set me down.

I felt slightly dizzy and lightheaded and I think I swayed because Jasper wrapped his arm around my waist to steady me.

"When did you get home?" I heard Edward ask Emmett.

"Like you don't know?" Emmett teased Edward.

"We just got here" Rosalie announced while walking into the living room. I looked up at her. She was looking at the hand that peeked from behind my back. Her eyebrow was raised in question.

I averted her gaze and looked at the clock.

"Oh geez, I better be getting home" I announced.

"I'll take you" Jasper offered. I smiled.

"No way in hell!" Edward growled.

Jasper looked back at him and raised his left eyebrow in challenge. Edward hissed then crouched and forward.

~To be continued~

HA! My very first twilight story! I love the twilight books. And I'm celebrating the release of new moon by writing a story. I know the original couples are JasperXAlice and BellaXEdward. Don't get me wrong, i luv the couple BellaXEdward, but i also love BellaXJasper, and i had a better plot for them. At first the idea kinda seemed stupid, the whole "pretending to cheat" kind of thing, still kinda weird to me but i want to see how everyone else like it.

Reveiw plz. I'll love you forever!