Hey guys - I'm back!! Sorry I haven't uploaded in AGES, have been in a very not-doctor-who-ish mood for a long time and haven't had anything to write about... As always though, the new episode set me off brimming with ideas and I couldn't help but write this load of drivle! =D
Second chapter should be up in a couple of days, but I'm not going to make any promises!
And yes, I know I should really be finishing other stories rather than starting something new, but (at the minute anyway) I'm pretty happy with this idea and hope you will be too!

Don't forget to review! Motivate me to carry on writting because I'm not ready to throw in the towl just yet!!

Oh, and I nearly forgot, I hope you all had a wonderful christmas and Santa brought you everything you asked for ;) Did everyone enjoy the new episode... I know I did! Can't wait for NewYear to see the next onee!

Right, I best go before I ramble on too much and bore you all to death before you get to read the story! Choww! xo

We always knew it was never going to last. We lied to ourselves, and to each other, because it was easier, told each other 'forever' because 'the end' was something neither of us wanted to admit. Originally it was something he always told me, but then it became an eventuality, something we'd face when we came to it. Because I think I changed him. Rather than reminding me the end was always coming, I think he began to believe in forever. But that eventuality came too soon, and in the end neither of us were ready to face it… we didn't see the eventuality like we'd always expected… it came too soon for us to be ready.

But I couldn't let go. So I found a way, the smallest possible gap, and I came back where he said it was impossible. But forever doesn't exist, so how could I be stuck so far away from home forever? When I got back, we hoped we'd be ready for our second end, for we both knew for certain this time, that forever would never happen. But this end came around almost instantly. And now it really was the end. Over. 'Caput' as the Doctor once said to me.

I didn't understand then. Not like I do now. I thought I'd never go back again. But now the end truly approaches, and I will be there. And I can be there because this is not my end. My end came a long time ago when I lost him. I didn't realise. I do now. This is his end. The end of time itself. I'm coming back one last time. And I will be ready this time, I'll be ready for the end. Finally I'll have the strength to say the goodbye we both deserve. It's not fair, of course it's not, but the universe is not fair. I'll be strong for our final run. I'll save him, like he saved me all those years ago. I'll hold his hand once more as he ends, as time and the universe ends with him. And just as he continued without me, I will continue without him, because every universe needs a doctor, and he won't be there forever. Because forever is a myth.

So here I go. I'm coming back to my universe.. To our universe… Because I can hear it calling. And I'll save it. I'll save him. This will be my final ending. And then I'll leave. Like we left so many places. No looking back. No more second chances. I've done all I can. This is the end. Nothing more this time. No hope. Just the end.