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How Did I Fall in Love With You

Chapter 31

Bella POV

It was one in the afternoon when I finally had the strength to get up from my bed. I took a hot shower hoping that it would relax my tensed muscles. I was there for quiet sometime, and I knew myself to well that I was trying to avoid the problem as much as possible.

When Alice and I came back from the drive, tension was in the air and it was so thick that you could cut it with a knife. I knew that Alice was just trying to help me with my situation, but I had to deal with this myself. I couldn't let her take and make all the decisions and risks for me. I love Alice with all my heart, no matter what she is still going to be my sister.

I started talking to Rosalie, and she was a bit more helpful. She helped me think things through and gave me the space I needed to think. She understood what I was going through.

I stepped slowly out of the bathroom, not wanting to slip and cause a trip to the hospital. Alice kindly laid out some jeans and a sweatshirt for me in the bed, knowing that I didn't want to get all dressed up today. Once I was done, I gladly went back to the comfort of my warm bed and just watched the outside world from my window.

New York was beyond beautiful. No words could explain it. The room we were staying at was right across a park, so I could see all the little kids and parents playing from my bedroom window.

Putting my hands on my stomach, I smiled widely knowing that I was going to have two bundles of joy with me soon.

"Bella? Can I come in?" Alice asked peeping her head out of the door.

"sure." I said sitting up in seat position so I could see her more properly.

"Hey, how are you feeling?" she asked.

"Alright I guess. How about you?" I asked looking down at my fingers.

"I'm fine. I just wanted to let you know that you have a guest." she informed me.

My eyebrows wrinkled in confusion. Who would want to see me? Then it hit me. Edward.

"Umm, yeah. Since I know that you weren't in the mood to go shopping, Rose and I were going to. The boys went for a jog, bonding time with one another I guess. You could come if you want?" she shrugged her shoulders.

I shook my head, not able to find my voice at the moment.

"Okay, we'll see you later than.." she lightly kissed my cheek and gave me a smile.

I laid back into my bed trying to rest my erratic heart. I took slow breaths, but it seems like it wasn't working.

My heart thumped quickly in my chest. I was feeling mixed emotions right now. A combination of excitement and nervousness. To be honest I'm scared, but I had to trust him. I knew too well that Edward would never hurt me, never, but I had to hear these words coming from him. Doubt was still in the back of my mind.

Edward had the past of being the bad boy of the family. Had the reputation of having relationships with numerous women, never having a stable relationship. I couldn't help but think that he went back to his old ways, but I had to trust him.

My body still ached needing him to hold me, but I still couldn't get the picture of Tanya almost naked in his room. Doubt was filling my mind. The heart he owned, was in pain. So much pain that I could no longer bare it.

But I knew one thing, I needed to see him.

Every time I see or even get in a close proximity of Edward, I felt the spark and this magnetic pull against him. He was the only one I could ever feel this magical, spectacular, tingle in my body.

He owned my heart. Only he had the key to it.

Knock! Knock!

Before I could even have time to get up and answer the door, Edward appeared looking as handsome as ever. He was wearing plane old blue jeans with a red t-shirt and black jacket. His bronzed hair was still in its usual disarray state. His eyes were red, tired, and in pain. I wanted to take it away from him.

"Bella, we need to talk." Edward's alluring voice said. Its been a few days since I've heard his voice, and I just realized that I did miss him a lot.

"I know." I whispered.

He walked over to me, close enough distance that I could face him eye to eye. My hands were shaking and I started biting my lip, nervous habit I picked up when I was a child.

"Bella, its not what it looked like. It was Tanya who came on to me. Please, love let me explain." he pleaded and I could see the sadness in his eyes.

"Edward, I-" before I could even finish he silenced me with his finger.

"Bella, please let me explain. Don't try and interrupt me, love. I just need you to listen to me."

I nodded, feeling my eyes fill up with tears.

"I have never loved anyone the way I loved you. You're the only one that holds my heart and will be the only one. Before you, my life was a mess, and I know you knew that. Its still amazes me that you loved me, after I was broken mess. You slowly picked up the broken pieces of my heart, and replaced all the missing ones with your own love. Please believe me when I say, that I love you, because I don't think I can live in a world where you don't exist."

I was beyond speechless. He poured his heart onto me, and I had no idea what to say. I always thought that I was the one that didn't deserve him, that he should have someone who was amazing as he was to me. But the tables turned and I didn't think that he would think that I was too good for him.

"please say something." he pleaded. Edwards eyes full of sadness, that I cant bare to handle.

"I always knew that you were too good for me Edward. Anyone could see that. To me it had to be a miracle that you loved me back. I'll be honest, it hurt too see you in the arms of another woman. No matter what I try to do, your still here in my heart."

"Bella please don't shut me out. Just please."

"I just don't know what to do right now." I admitted.

"love I made a promise when we got married, that I will be faithful to you and love you with all my heart and I do. We can get through this if we do it together. I love you so much." he took my hands onto his and held them tightly.

"I love you too so much." he pulled me into a tight hug, as if I was going to disappear right in front of him. He locked me into his arms and for the first time, I felt whole.

"Bella forgive me please? Can we move passed this?" his eyes locked into mine.

"I don't know, but I'm going to try to." I whispered with my cracking voice.

He nodded and continued to hold me in his arms. We honestly fit perfectly, like two missing puzzle pieces. Edward held a tight but gentle grip onto me and I could feel his beating heart. It was the most amazing sound in the world, and right there I could fall asleep to its beat.

Alice POV

Jasper linked his hand onto mine and that made me smile with happiness. Rose and Emmett were in a similar position, but were walking in front of us. You could see the smiles and sneaky glances they shared. All four of us were currently at the mall, and for the first time, I could not concentrate on shopping. My mind kept going back to conclusions about Edward and Bella.

"Alice, honey, what's wrong? Your unusually not in the mood for shopping and that's just creeping me out." Jasper asked nudging me gently.

"its nothing. I'm just not in the mood to shop today, I guess." I shrugged my shoulders hoping that he would let the subject slide.

"its seems pretty important because it captured all you attention. Come on, what really going on Ali?" Jasper's tone worried and curious.

"I'm just worried about Bella and Edward. I really hope they work things out, especially with the babies coming. it's a lot to deal with and I just really hope that I could help them." I told him honestly.

"hey, its gonna be okay. I knew Bella and Edward and they'll get through this. Its just a little bump in the road for them, and I'm sure their talking things out and straightening everything out. Its going to be okay Alice, because they belong together, just like you and I belong together." Jasper explained kissing the hand that was connected to him.

I could really feel the love that he was giving me. I honestly couldn't ask for anyone better and perfect for me that Jasper. We just knew how to connect to one another. He completes me just like I complete him.

"thank you. I guess I just needed to hear that." I gently reached up and lightly placed my lips onto his. I could never get tired of the way his lips move perfectly with mine.

"Ewwww. Can we please stop with all the tongue hockey?" Emmett complained, giving us a disapproved look.

"Hey, we never said you had to look! And look who's complaining! Your always making out with Rose and that certainly not kept at a PG level." I retorted back.

"okay, guys calm down. Man what is up with siblings fighting all the time. Thank god I'm an only child." Rose said flipping her golden hair behind her shoulder.

"yeah, come on save all the bickering for later, okay? Right now lets go have some fun." Jasper suggested.

I smiled at him and lightly pecked him on the lips. Ahh, I love him so much.

"okay, I'll behave." I promised, and quickly got a hold of his hand and continued our journey around the mall.

Bella POV

I didn't know if I could tell him. I didn't know if he could handle the news of becoming a father. I didn't know if I could tell him straight up, that I was pregnant.

Its been a few days since the misunderstanding, and everyone was once again safe at home. Edward and I have been trying hard to get back to the relationship we had before. It was hard, I'll be honest, I want us to be the way we used to be before Tanya stuck her fake nails into it.

It was Sunday today, and as usual all of the family was at the living room with the T.V. on with no one paying attention to it, but instead talking to each other. Edward and I, occupying the couch in front of the television, Carlisle and Esme on the loveseat next to us, and Rose Emmett Alice and Jasper on the floor tangled into each others arms.

Alice has been nagging me about growing some confidence and telling Edward about the twins, but even her pep talk couldn't helot me.

"Love, did you hear what I said?" Edward asked tucking a strand of hair behind me ear.

"hmmm? Sorry, I was a little caught up with my mind. What did you say?"

"just how my beautiful wife staring out of space." he lightly chuckled.

"I'm so sorry. I just have a lot in my mind right now." I told her honestly.

"whets wrong?" he immediately became worried, and his forehead scrunched up.

"its nothing. Its just nothing." I tried to shrug the subject off, and thankfully Edward let the subject drop.

Time seemed to fly by too fast, and before I knew it, I was walking up to my room, as carefully as I could. It pretty hard, considering that I was a klutz, but I was trying my best. Finally I got there without a hitch, and surprisingly found Alice laying comfortably on my bed.

"Hey, Alice. What brings you here?" I asked closing the door behind me gently.

"have to you told him yet? Bella he deserves to know." she casually said shrugging her shoulders.

"I'm trying, Alice. I honestly am, but its hard. I don't know how he's going to take it. I need time, and when I'm ready I'll tell him."

"Bella, I'm sorry if it seems that I'm all up in your business, but remember that I love you like a sister. You mean a lot to me and so is my future niece and nephew." she smiled patting my belly.

"how do you know it's a boy and a girl?" I asked raising my eyebrows.

"I just have a feeling. Don't ever bet against me, cause your just going to loose." she smirked.

"of course Alice." I chuckled.

Alice got up from the bed and came to hug me.

"just don't wait too long to tell Edward Bella. He deserves to know too." she told me.

I hugged her tightly. Oh how could I survive with out my best friend? She's always there for me.

"tell me what?"