Well guys I lost inspiration on my last story. So here's another one. It's what I want Bella to be like. Hehehe… a badass. What I cant wait to turn 16 to do well except the drinking and smoking part ha-ha for me only little less than 8 months left *scowls*

Oh. This story will be rated M for language and shit. haha

OH AND IM SORRY IF I OFFEND ANYONE!

Standard disclaimer applies

So R&R

Peace!

Bella Swan.

First tattoo 15, first drag of a cigarette 14, first time pissed 13.

Age? 17.

I'm rebellious as you may have noticed. I hated being told what to do. I decided to rebel against my parents because that's what I wanted to do. My life also is a fucked up piece of shit. I don't care anymore. After my parents divorced I have lived with my mother and thank fucking god for that! Why? My Father, Charlie is the "Great Police Chief of Shit Town!'. That's my opinion anyway. I started playing with my tongue bar with my teeth. Sitting on a plane with nothing but my cell and iPod no friends, wait I don't need friend nor want any. Ah the great sound of Kittie. The all chick band that I love, I mean who knew that chicks could do screamo? I still love them though.

I knew I drifted off to sleep when they flight attendant was gently shaking me awake.

Fuck off Bitch!

Hmm well now its time to make an appearance in Washington, now, where the fuck is my dad! My fingers itched with withdrawal from nicotine. CHARLIE! That's what I felt like screaming. I need a fucking smoke!

Oh! There's the bastard. I quickly walked over to him and gave him a quick hug, then sent off to grab my bags and leave as fast as I possibly could. 3 hours drive to Forks. Great.

3 Hours Later

Ahh Forks you haven't changed one fucking bit. It's been too long. HAHA! Fuck off I'd rather be in Arizona with the Cacti right now, except I'm in Forks with the moss and clouds. Hmm tomorrow I start school. The new girl, wait no. The new freak, I mean I know one kid in Washington. One! But its too bad he's a complete jerk for all I know, Jacob Black, my father's best friend's son, and they don't even live in Forks! They live 45 fucking minutes away in La Push. It kin of doesn't suck. Ha! At least I don't have to put up with him. I grabbed my packet of cigarettes and my lighter and quickly climbed out my bedroom window into the tree.

Once I lit up I was happy I took one drag and I was in heaven. God this is what I call heaven on earth. Peace and quiet with a cigarette in my hand.

The great Charlie Swan has done it again he attempted to decorate my room. My bed sheets are purple my walls are pale yellow and the desk is mahogany shit. God its only 10:30 I normally fall asleep at around 1:30 in the morning! God what to do, what to do. I think may have to freshen up a little bit. So I grabbed my toiletries bag and towel. When I took the first step outside my door I noticed all the lights were out. Oh what a shame Charlie doesn't stay up like his daughter does… I walked into the bathroom still pondering on how easy it would be to sneak out of here if I wanted to. Wow he didn't even say good night. Ha! He should know better. Out of habit I started playing with my tongue bar again flicking it between my teeth.

At least Charlie didn't notice my tatts or my tongue.

The water running down my back was another great thing I loved. It was soothing just like the pain of a needle inking your skin. You see I got my first tattoo at fifteen with my cousin, from the back of my ear, down my neck all the way down to the small of my back, music notes, my passion. Not my ambition in life that would be journalism or being a writer but it was a passion. I played guitar and sang, all I ever wanted to do was be in a band. Since I only had a couple of friends and none of them played bass, drums or keyboard. All fucking guitarists and singers mother fuckers. But hey then I changed my mind, I changed my life ambition I'm going to be an exotic dancer. In your fucking dreams I'm going to be a writer of some sort. Oh well it helps to know that I want to do something with the shitty piece of shit I call life.

I turned off the water. I quickly wrapped my towel around my body and quickly looked at my reflection before walking back to my room. Then it hit me I have school tomorrow.

Shit. Fuck. Shit. Mother Bitch.

Well you know what. I'm going to make an impression. I got my Laptop out and powered it up. I needed to update my iPod. I also needed to paint my nails again. No paint isn't my colour black is. I went searched my cupboard for my beloved vintage ACDC shirt my dark wash skinny jeans and my black hoodie. Oh baby I missed you. Living in Phoenix I think I wore you like what? Once? Oh how I missed you. SHIT! Where the fuck are my Chucks? My faithful chucks may be the oldest thing in my wardrobe but they are my true best friends. There we go. My outfit for tomorrow, oh it's perfect. It described me the way I wanted to be described a loner. I basically scream get the fuck away from me I don't want to be your friend literally screamed at them by my appearance. Oh well that's what I want.

I looked at the time 12:04 hmm great. Well I guess I'm spent. It was the thinking. So many fucking thoughts running through my small head, I quickly shoved my phone on charge and turned off my laptop. I grabbed my iPod and flopped down on my bed. I need a book. Oh shit. My books are downstairs and if I want to fall down the stairs and break both legs and most likely a few ribs. I got up and looked around my room for any sign of a book. I searched for like what 15 minutes and still found nothing. Then I remember I put a book in my bag. AHA! I jumped up and sprinted towards my bag and there it was lying on top of all my shit. 'Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets' .Oh well I just settle for this. It'll take my mind off shit as usual. Oh fiction how much I love you. It wasn't too long before I felt my eyelids start to droop so I put the book down turned off my iPod and switched off my lamp. I rolled on my side and shut my eyes. The last thought I remember before drifting into darkness.

School.

Sweet Dreams Fuckers.

There you go. Jesus I know its short sorry ill attempt to extend. Ahh the lovely Cullens will come in soon

=]

OH and by the way the band Kittie OH GOD they are great. They are an all girls band the do heavy metal and screamo man they are so great. Check them out

Its like what 1:56am over here in Australia and trust me Summer Holidays here so freakin' great.

I sleep, work, write, eat, drink, shop and watch movies

Ohh and the tattoo the one I explained. Ahhh my cousin got it. She is my idol. We are cousins by blood but best friends by choice. She got my name tattooed along the line of music notes

So that tat is dedicated to her and so is my version of Bella's attitude. But the dress code is mine haha and my dirty language : )

So tell me what you think! I like LOVE hearing thoughts on it, constructive criticism, ideas and insults

Hehe so smack that bitch of a green button

PEACE!