Sorry about the wait. I'm not gonna say I was busy because I wasn't. I just never got round to updating. So there's gonna be a play list at the end :D and emmett POV. Just for you!

Previously on the impossible

"bella talk to me. please. I-I-I-I-" he stuttered.

"I what?"

"I love you" he whispered and leant down and kissed me.

chapter 3-what the hell!

Bella-p.o.v

What the hell? I love him but he's my best friend. And he has a girlfriend. I am not the other girl.

"Emmett" I said trying to break-free of his kiss. "Emmett dale Mcarthy-Cullen stop it" I shouted.

"What?" emmett said. He looked hurt. This is going to be difficult.

"I can't do this. It's wrong." he just ran out. I couldn't stand seeing him like this. I burst into a fountain of tears.

Emmett-p.o.v

"bella talk to me. please. I-I-I-I-"I stuttered.

"I what?" oh god it's time to tell her.

"I love you"I breathed. Here goes. I leaned down and kissed her. bella muttered something into my mouth. But I didn't care. I have always loved her. Even with braces.

"Emmett dale Mcarthy-Cullen stop it" she shouted as she broke free. I froze. She doesn't love me back. My whole world started to break.

"What?" I forced out.

"I can't do this. It's wrong." I couldn't breathe. I did what I do best. I ran.

When I got in my house I ran past my mother, father. Sister, her boyfriend and my brother and his girlfriend. When I got too my bedroom I broke down. I was covered in blackness and didn't resurface.

"Emmett dale Mcarthy-Cullen wake up." my sister Alice shouted. I looked at my alarm it was 8 pm on Sunday 28th of February. I had been under for three whole days."what on earth possessed you to tell her?" I told Alice everything and she was somewhat omniscient so she probably guessed that I told her that I loved her. I groaned.

"I don't want to talk about it" Alice sighed.

"She cam into school on Friday looking like a wreck. what on earth did you do to her emmett?" Edward my twin brother.

"Arghh. I have to speak to jess." Jess my girlfriend. Who I am not interested on one bit. She screams cause' she got shit on by a bird honestly.

"Emmett. Break It too her gently" Alice said. Oh so it looks like I'm gonna dump her now. I just grabbed my phone and text her:

it's over.

That was it. I know it was rude but I just couldn't string her along. I was in love with Isabella Marie swan and I couldn't hide it any longer. I remember Thursday morning when I decided I was going to tell her......

****flashback****

I was standing in the shower listening in the shower when my bella's favourite song came on. Wait my bella? Well she is my best friend. I sung along to the song.

I cant fight this feeling any longer
And yet Im still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

And even as I wander
Im keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that Im following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone Id never find

And even as I wander Im keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night
And Im getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I cant fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
Its time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever

Cause I cant fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I cant fight this feeling anymore.

Then I realised something. I'm in love with Isabella Marie swan and I couldn't fight this feeling anymore.

****end of flashback****

oh god my life is messed up.

play list:

i can't fight this feeling-the cast of glee

kiss n tell-kesha

no air- jordan sparks

misery buisness-paramore.