HOLY CRAPPERS FROM TEN PLANETS FLYING INTO THE SUN I am so sorry guys. I honestly forget about silly ol' ttlen. I am so very sorry ;w; You all must thank miss xxKerii-tan! She messaged me and I was checking my email for homework and BAM. I was like OHSHIT. So thank you very much!

All right you guys. I've had this for like ever. And you've been waiting for like ever. Thanks for reading this whole crappy story, and if you're still interested in it after a whole year, I applaud you.

Ch13

Hey, are you me? Ahh.. I'm what you would call Rin one? Oh, nice to meet you, I'm Rin two. And this is my brother and mirror image Len two. And Len says I already know her and I say I know he knows me.

I don't know what it's like talking to me and Rin but I'm still Len and Rin is still Rin but there's two of us. I want to complain to the Doctor because he should at least keep these weird copies of me and Rin away from us while me and Rin are still here. I'm confusing myself, ahhh my brain hurts.

Oh, I'm sorry, we'll just stay over there okay? I didn't mean to bother you, I'm sorry. And then Rin two and Len two walk away. And I see Rin two's arm and it has a zero and a two on it, at least she's labeled!

But I can tell which Rin is my Rin. My Rin is nice and doesn't have weird numbers on her arm. And I can definitely tell which Len is me because well I'm me and he's not me! Len, let's go to your room. And so we go in and sit down and Rin says this is so confusing, Len, I think my brain hurts just as much as yours right now!

And I say yeah, you're probably right. Okay, I really really reallyreally think this has to stop now. Do you know what happens to all the old ones of us when the Doctor releases all these new Vocaloids? And before she has a chance to reply I say Rin Rin they're going to get rid of everyone, the Doctor is getting rid of everyone! And I start to cry be accident because it's so scary. It's okay that I'm going to die, but it's not okay for the real Kaito or the real Luka or the real Ted or the real anyone to die, and it's especially especially not okay for the real Rin, my Rin, the Rin that helped me not die and gave me weird stomach flippies and taught me about fires and kisses and everything, it's not okay for anyone to die!

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Doctor, can't you stop making people? Can't we find some other way to get money? Len, what are you saying, this way we'll be rich and famous and so many people in the world will be happy! And I say but Doctor is it really okay to kill people to make other people happy? Can't all of us ones just live without being killed?

And the Doctor says they can, surely, but they'll be like failed shadows of a great being. They'll be mobbed by fans and no one will know that they have the wrong one. And I say well isn't it just like having an identical twin?

And the Doctor says since I made them, it's not the same. They're born to sing, and I know that these Vocaloids aren't going to want to work together.

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Doctor, how does the People Creator work? I have no idea, truth be told I made it by accident. I only know half of how it works. Really Doctor? Yes, really. I can't seem to figure it out.

That means the Doctor can't make another one! Len, don't even try to get ideas, I've covered it with a special coating, you can't break it by dropping it on the floor or even smashing it with an ax.

I have no idea how that is possible.

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School started again. Neru says that all she did was sleep all break. But besides her everyone's talking about Vocaloid at the table today. Akaito's quiet though, I bet he looked it up. But I'm so scared for everyone. The Doctor doesn't want us any more. He's going to kill everyone, even if they didn't do anything wrong and were just existing.

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I can't believe he just shoved us aside like that. The Doctor is so, so… Len, is this how you always feel when you're told you're… you're… then I finish Rin's sentence and tell her a failed robot? Maybe. I feel sad, I feel so unwanted. More unwanteder than I did before.

And me and Rin just sit together in my room. And Rin says, well it doesn't matter. I still want you around, Len. And I smile, it makes me feel nice. I know Rin still likes me. But I think everyone will like dark eyes Len better, he's not confused and dumb and he's not a dying half person half robot. He has the same color eyes as Rin and his weird number labeled Rin. But Rin's eyes are more pretty than Rin two's. Rin two isn't a dandelion like the real Rin is.

I try to grab Rin's hand and walk away but my legs are stuck. Ahh ahh ahh Rin! Rin my legs are stuck! Rin says what? And I say Rin help my legs are stuck!

I hear Len two from the couch say man, why does that failed one have to be me? Why couldn't it have been someone else? He makes me feel so… so… And Rin two says Len, that's just mean. He's still you, you know. Be nice to him.

And then Rin says ignore them Len, come on, relax, just walk one step at a time. Well I would walk one step at a time if I could walk at all!

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Rin, when I die, can you keep on living for me? Promise me Rin, let's make another promise please please? And Rin looks ready to cry but she says okay. And I say pinky promise, forever, okay? And she says okay Len, okay, okay…

Keep living for me and be happy and eat bananas and climb trees and walk in the rain and play in the snow and do everything I could never do too. Live for both of us, okay? Pinky promise?

And she wraps her pinky around mine and I feel bad making her cry but I want… I want, I want to stay with Rin forever, I promised her I'd be with her forever, and I'm scared, I'm scared because this is the only way, now.

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Doctor, I'm not going to let you kill all my friends. Because, because Doctor, they're alive now. They're more alive than I ever was, and I'm going to make sure they keep living. Doctor, just because I can't keep living, doesn't mean they can't. What nice sentiment you have, Len, but what can you do about it? I'm not stopping. And your deterioration isn't stopping either.

I know, Doctor. I want to be real, I wish I was real like them. But I'm not. So, so I have to make sure that they be real for me. I look at Rin who's standing behind me. She steps forward and says Doctor, you have to stop this madness. Stop making people, please! It's not fair to any of us.

And I say Doctor people can't be replaced, that Len you made isn't me, and that Rin you made isn't Rin, and that Kaito you made isn't Kaito and your Meiko isn't the real Meiko. The real ones are the first ones, with fake memories. Because to them, their memories are real, because, because they grew up with them and they're real, something without any memories, something with no memories can't really be alive!

The Doctor says they're perfectly alive, they're content to not have a past. And they'll gain memories, just as you have. You've called yourself alive before, but in the beginning your mind was clean as slate. You didn't even know how to talk.

I feel like I'm fighting a losing battle. The Doctor makes it feel wrong to stop making people, but I can't let him toss aside the lives of everyone just for the sake of being rich and being famous.

Doctor, if the only way to stop you is to destroy the People Creator, then I will! And I run into the room and stand next to it. The Doctor laughs and says, try, I told you, it's been drop-proofed. Dropping it won't do a thing.

Well then I won't drop it once, I'll drop it twice, or three times, or as many times as it takes. Because, because people should be made the real way, not with this! There shouldn't be any more failed Len robots like me, or any people made only to sing like the new me, and people, should be made for real, not even with fake memories and fake personalities, people can't be made from a picture Doctor! Because, because, because b be c c caus, b-! What happened what happened where'd my voice go talk Len talk!

What a nice speech Len, but I have to disagree. You say things like that when you, I created you, you know. You're just as fake as they are. You're kept alive by machines, your heart is gears, it doesn't pump. Your lungs aren't air sacs, they're the pumps, they crank, you eat to give power to your own machinery. You're not alive. So I don't think you should be judging what is and isn't alive, since your own point of view is changed.

But Doctor, you're alive, you can't, you can't you can't you can't tell! You can't, you- my voice! Well it doesn't matter any more, Doctor, because you're never making another person again and you're never programming another fake memory…

And I turn to the People Creator and I stare at it. And you're never, never, ever going to make another Len Kagamine, a failed robot boy, but a robot boy who can be alive and not be at all!

And I see myself in a mirror, I see Rin and everyone at lunch, I see the stork dream and the rain and Banana and the tree and the snow and my four years of life tell me that I am alive. I don't have to worry, now. I am alive, I am, and when this People Creator's gone, me and Rin can be together for ever and ever until I die, but I'm not going to die because of you killing be Doctor, when I die, I'm going to die because I just wasn't made right.

And I pick up the People Creator and get ready to toss it to the floor, but what's this blue light? Is it white? I sure feel strange, feel strange, feel feel feel, what do I feel? How can I say what I feel? I feel warm. I feel so warm, comfy, like when Rin snuggles with me, but warm all over, what do I feel? I feel, I feel, I feel, what's the beating in my chest? It feels weird, feels, feels, feels…

It feels like, it feels like, I feel like, I feel like…

I feel like nothing. I don't feel like anything, I don't feel anything any more, nothing, nothing, nothing, nothing…

nothing.