Summary:

It has been a year since Jazz was ripped from Prowl's spark. The pain has slowly increased over the year and Prowl's has been fighting it all year. But now…he can't take anymore of it. Prowl has gradually been retreating inside himself to protect his spark from any further pain. Silverstar, however, has been fighting for him to open back up. Over the year, Prowl has opened up and Silver is alarmed to see how much pain he really is in. Prowl confesses to Silver that he wants to end his life and Silver reacts. Violently. After some time, Silver gradually begins to accept Prowl's wish and allows him to end his life so he can join Jazz in the afterlife. But there is one slight snag, Silverstar is not one hundred percent sure she won't offline herself if Prowl leaves.

You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she's left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she'd want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

~David Harkins~