After a few more moments, she began to gently tug her wrist away from my mouth. I resisted. I didn't want to stop; I wasn't thinking right. I am NOT going to be one of those cheesy guys who says they couldn't think straight because they were "blinded by love." My mind had been perfectly capable of thinking, but as soon as her blood hit my lips, that connection that we instantaneously formed, I would have been an idiot to refuse that. So I didn't think about what I was doing, it just happened. And it was over way too quickly.

Finally she managed to tug her arm away from my face long enough for the bond to be snapped; long enough for me to realize what I was doing. Scared. Embarrassed. Fear. Pain. Ashamed. I knew I SHOULD be thinking these things, but I wasn't. Logically, this should not be happening. But logic wasn't high on my list of priorities at the moment. She was.

Her hand gently forced my dizzy head back to the hard forest floor.

"Rest," she whispered. Her sweet voice causing my heart a very uncharacteristic fluttery thing. I had only heard her speak a few simple words before, but I could tell that there was something off in her voice, something that I knew was caused by me. Everything that I was feeling for her, all the emotions that were so rare for me, they were going through her as well. And that must have been even more unexpected for her.

I knew that this SHOULD be wrong, a small part of my mind was screaming- VAMPIRE! But I couldn't bring myself to listen to that part of myself. I was listening to my heart, and my heart was telling myself that I was going to find a way to be with her. Forever. Despite all the reasons why that would not be a possibility, all the reasons why it was stupid and dangerous and just abnormal. My brain had almost convinced me that it would be to dangerous, but then I thought of how much it would piss of my father. I could be even more of a disgrace to his prized family! Or even better, we would have to run away and I would never have to see any of them again! It would be perfect! Just Katherine and I… for all of eternity.

But then I realized that I had just planned out my future with this woman, not knowing who or what she REALLY was. I didn't know how I was going to make it work, let alone how I would convince her to go along with it-after all, why should she trust a half dead human?-but I would do it somehow. Because I was feeling something that could only be love, and I could NOT ignore that.

A/N hey I know it has been a while since I have updated, but I hope you liked it enough to click on that pretty little green and grey button!!!! Please? Pretty Please?! =)