Rating:
This chapter is Rated M.
The reason this chapter is Rated M, is because there are sexual references and sexual scenes.
This chapter does get hot and heavy, because - finally - Dimitri and Rose make home base!

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Authors Notes:
Here it is: Part Two of the Epilogue.
I hope you all enjoy this new chapter and you think the ending is as wonderful as you thought it would be.
Thank you for sticking with me throughout this story. It's very close to my heart and I know it has grown close to yours as well.
I have another story in progress and it's called 'His Redeemable Soul'.
Please feel free to check it out and let me know what you think.
It's very sad this story is coming to an end, but I wouldn't have it end any other way. Enjoy!

Disclaimer:
The author Richelle Mead owns the Vampire Academy universe. I Want To Experience Love is a Vampire Academy Fan Fiction story and it is not intended to infringe on any copyrights held by Richelle Mead or Razor Bill Company. Richelle Mead is the creator of the Vampire Academy characters, however this story is my original work. Copyright 2010 by xx-RedRoseBlackThorn-xx. No copying or reproduction of this work is permitted without my express written authorization.

Together At Last

It was true, we all needed each other. We were a gang – a group of mates who: fought, teased and laughed together. I don't think any of us thought we would become so close, but then again, no one thought the dramatic events we all went through, would happen. Lissa and I came back to the academy after we ran away – the two of us. Two then grew to three, involving Christian and then moving to five – Eddie and Adrian. I won't complain... this is my family. Not to mention Dimitri. I never thought I would meet someone like him, and fantasy that – I got him, I have him.

Lissa and Christian got back together at the Royal Court. It was no surprise, really. I knew they loved each other, and I knew they would forgive. Christian only broke up with Lissa because of his illness and didn't want to drag Lissa down with him. But the thing he didn't realise was not telling her and pushing her away, actually caused more problems. Lissa received a phone call informing her about Christian being transferred to the court, and decided to follow. Lissa never knew Christian passed away, but Christian told her and told her why I didn't say anything to her. She was pissed at him and I for a while, but couldn't stay mad for long. She was just happy that he was back and healthy. They got back together, pretty much the day Dimitri and I saw him at the hospital. They have been inseparable ever since, but could you blame them? I knew if it was reversed... I wouldn't let Dimitri out of my sight and without me touching at least some part of his body.

Christian is moving to the Royal Court with Lissa, again – no surprise. It's a good thing Dimitri got assigned to Christian, it made our lives a lot easier. Eddie well come with us as well, obviously, since he is assigned to Lissa too. I can't say how happy I am to hear we will all be together. Eddie is still miserable about Carly. He has a lot to cope through, but I know he will make it. Eddie is strong and I know everyday he is getting stronger. Eddie and Carly had plans as to what they would do when Graduation came. I knew it was weighing on him, but he kept a steady face up for all of us, and that is what I call strength. Eddie hasn't fully accepted my choice of saving Dimitri and not Carly. He is distant from me at times, but I deserve it. I know it's going to take a long time for Eddie to trust me hundred percent again. At least he hasn't pulled at too big of a grudge on me, otherwise guarding Lissa was going to cause problems.

So this is where I tell you – the gang know about – Dimitri and I! Yes, Dimitri and I decided to tell them. To say surprised was an understatement, maybe bomb-shelled would describe it better. Lissa took it quiet well. She was happy for us, and even super excited! She didn't understand how we hid it from her without her knowing, but knew we had to do it, to keep us all safe. She was a little hurt because I kept it from her, but the anticipation of Dimitri and I together, made her forget about my hiding. When Eddie heard about it the second time, he said he didn't see it coming, but never-the-less good on us and he hopes that we can make it work. He also said he can understand better now how Dimitri decided to request another Moroi. And that only let one other person in our gang who knows and isn't Adrian – Christian. He just laughed his head off and said "it must be a joke, because Dimitri finding anything attractive in you is impossible." I gave him a thump for being so rude, even though I knew he was happy for us and I knew he cared deeply.

The two other people I assume know about us, is Mother and Tasha. I say Janine, because she saw the way Dimitri and I looked at each other and hugged when we were back at the abandoned building. She was also the one to see how Dimitri and I were close when we were staying at the hotel room. She didn't say anything, but I knew that she knew – it was obvious. As for today, I brought Dimitri along with me to meet my Father. I was relieved she didn't tell anyone on us and bring it up. It wasn't something I wanted to be sharing with her at this point of time. I wanted to tell her with Dimitri – together. The other person was Tasha. I'm sure you remember the day Dimitri told Tasha he was taken by a special someone in the cafeteria. She's a smart lady and I'm sure she would have put everything together. She also heard Dimitri and I confess our love for one another, just when we thought we were going to die. I knew it was hard on her to see and hear, but she has been nothing but nice to me since. Dimitri and I have decided to tell everyone about us soon, but for now, our family was all the mattered.

The group split up to do our own things, and I had a sudden urge to be with Dimitri. I looked over to the far wall by the food, where he told me he would be. He was leaning against the wall, looking no where in particular. I grabbed a delicious looking cupcake on my way over to him.

"Hey, Mister," I said softly.

He smiled, "missed me already?"

I nodded and took a bite out of my cupcake and moaned. "Wow. These taste really good. What did they put in them? Or don't I want to know."

"They taste that good?"

I nodded and took another bite, this time stopping the moan. "Here, try some." I pushed the cupcake towards his mouth.

He took a bite and winked, "these are as good as you say, but no where near as tasty as you are."

I looked at him wide-eyed and nearly chocked on my bite. Dimitri looked smug and walked closer to me. All I had to do was reach up and touch his soft, sensitive lips. But I didn't, but he did tuck some hair behind my ear, and leave his fingers touching my face a little longer than he should have.

"They gave you all of your marks?" he asked.

"Yep. That comes to a total of: a promise mark (official guardian mark), 2 Zvezda and 2 Molnija marks."

"That's an amazing amount, Roza. Especially for someone of your age."

I bit my lip and looked at him under my eyelashes. "You have more. You have: a promise mark, (official guardian mark), 2 Zvezda and 6 Molnija marks."

He raised an eyebrow, "Roza, I'm 24 nearly 25. I would be insulted if I didn't have any Molnija marks. You are amazing – the best of the best. You need to accept it, and stop comparing yourself to me. You have already proven that you surpass your instructor."

I ate the last bit of my cupcake and said, "I did have a kick-ass mentor. Now I'm an official Guardian, but you know what?" Dimitri waited for me to continue, "you still can train me."

He smiled, "and how's that?"

"Well... you are going to be training with the Royal Guard." I said waving my hand in a isn't-it-obvious gesture. "That should be enough of a hint."

"You still want me to teach you?"

"Of course. It's one of my favourite moments with you!"

"Hey, guys," Tasha's voice sang. "Just came over to say goodbye."

"You're leaving so soon?" Dimitri asked surprised.

She nodded, "I've got to work for a living. Plus, I think it's best to let Christian work out his future on his own."

"Christian's future is with Lissa," I mumbled.

"Yes, it is, but he won't want his Auntie fussing around with him," she smiled. "Congratulations Rose. And Dimka – why didn't you tell me!"

Dimitri chuckled, "I didn't know until about two days ago." He looked at me, "it was meant to be a surprise, and I kept it as a surprise." He turned back to Tasha. "You aren't planning on another road trip?"

She rolled her eyes, "no. At the moment I'm just going to stick with teaching material arts. It's something I'm good at." She looked at me and said, "well Rose, I can't say this visit hasn't been interesting."

I smiled, "interesting is a good way to put it."

"Alright, well I'll best be going. It was good seeing you Dimka." She lent in and gave him a hug. "Hopefully I'll be seeing you soon. I know I can count on you to keep Christian safe."

"I will guarantee it. Stay safe, Tasha."

Tasha held out her hand to me and I shook it. "Make sure you look after him for me."

"I will. As Dimitri said, stay safe. Next time I see you I want to battle."

Tasha laughed and Dimitri rolled his eyes. "Defiantly next time I see you Rose. I'll be looking forward to it."

And then she walked away. I looked up at Dimitri and laughed. "You have icing from the cupcake on the side of your mouth."

He tried rubbing it off, but he had no luck. I reach up and rubbed it off for him.

"You could have told me earlier," he said narrowing his eyes.

"I didn't notice it then," I giggled.

"Look at these two smitten love birds."

Dimitri and I turned to see Adrian smiling our way. He gave Dimitri a hand shake, and for once, Dimitri didn't tense up.

"Are you taking off too?" I wondered.

"Soon," he smirked. "I wanted to say my last goodbyes now... I didn't know if I would be seeing you later on, Little Dhampir."

I blushed and said, "well, I'm glad you thought about me."

"Always." He spoke to Dimitri. "You make her happy. It's clear as crystal without even looking at her aura. If you screw it up..."

"I won't," Dimitri said seriously.

"Good. Well, I'll see how she is the next time I see her." He turned to me. "Have you still got the credit card I gave you for your birthday?"

Oh crap! I totally forgotten about that. I wanted to give it back to him, but everything else just made it slip my mind. What does he want with it now?

"Yes. I'll give it back to you before you leave. If you'll just give me 10 minutes."

He held up his hand. "No, Rose. It was a gift. Please, keep it. I was just making sure. It could come in handy in the next couple of weeks," he said diverting his eyes to Dimitri.

"Adrian," I groaned. "Dimitri and I will find our of finances to cover out living arrangements."

"I'm sure you will, Little Dhampir," he smirked. "But in the mean time, use it to your advantage."

"I'm not agreeing to anything," I said shaking my head.

He pulled me into a hug and kissed my cheek. "I'll miss you, Rose."

"I'll miss you too. Don't forget to call, text, email, skype and visit me."

He gave a throaty laugh, "how can I forget a list like that coming from you."

I gave him a sad smile and quickly squeezed Dimitri hand for reassurance. "Bye, Adrian. Make sure you stay safe."

He nodded and gave me a wink before walking off. Dimitri handed me a glass of coke and a drank it all without coming up for air. I put the glass down and looked up to a smiling Dimitri. He shook his head and turned away from me. I saw him give a wave to his sister Viktoria. She walked over to us not long after.

"Hey, Roza... I'm Viktoria. Sorry about earlier I get a bit carried away," she smiled apologetically. "I love what you're wearing by the way. Did you get it from Espirit?"

No way! She did know about fashion... Well, from the looks of what she is wearing, I'll say she could become a fashion designer or stylist.

"Yes, that's where I got these from. You're great with your fashion!"

Viktoria laughed, "isn't every girl." She looked around and then stopped to look at a girl around the age of 15 and scrunched up her nose. "Okay, my mistake... maybe not every girl."

I giggled with her and Dimitri said, "Viktoria, behave!"

"How do you handle him?" she asked amused. "He is all about patience and no fun. I can tell by just looking at you that you now how to have fun. I need someone like you in our family."

I shrugged and said, "my attitude is slowly rubbing off on him."

"Did you want to hang out before you have to leave for the court?"

"Yes, of course! It sounds like you and I will get along great."

Dimitri whispered towards my ear, "see I told you, you both are much alike."

"So have you considered becoming a stylist? Or even a fashion designer?"

She looked at me fascinated, while two women, a man, and two children, walked over to us. "Well I've actually thought that I would just stay home with the family. I haven't considered being a Guardian, you know with Grandma and all. But I like your suggestions. Do you really think I could do it?"

"Oh, yes, defiantly," I said praising her outfit. She gave me a big smile and pulled me into a hug.

"Oh no, now you have done it," said one of the women that walked over.

"Shut up, Sonya. It's a great idea. Unlike you, I might have a career to support my family," Viktoria hissed.

"Viktoria, cut it out!" said the Karolina, holding 18 month old Zoya on her hip. "Sorry about Viktoria. This is just what happens when you have a tight-knit family."

I looked at Dimitri and said, "it's no problem at all. It's actually quiet nice." I turned back to Karolina and smiled back at her.

"I'm the oldest out of the siblings, I'm Karolina." She lent in and kissed me on the cheek and looked down to a cute little boy. "This is Paul, Dimitri's nephew and this cheeky little bugger is Zoya," she said tickling her on the belly.

"It's a pleasure to meet you," I smiled and looked at Zoya. "Hello, little one. I'm Rose."

Zoya gave a little giggle and Dimitri held his arms out for Karolina to hand Zoya over. Dimitri turned all babyish talking to Zoya and I couldn't help but look at him in awe.

"You must be uncle Dimka's girlfriend, he has spoken about." The little boy, Paul said. "Will you tell me all of your stories in battle of how you got your marks?" He said, sounding excited.

I gave his hair a stir and said, "only if your parents allow me too. How old are you 10?" He nodded, "only 10? Wow. You have mighty fine muscles for a 10 year old!"

Paul held up his arms and showed me his muscles. "I can't wait to become a Guardian! I want to become famous like you – Auntie Roza and Uncle Dimka."

I blushed at Paul already calling me his Auntie. It was perfectly clear that Dimitri had spoken to his family about me and for that, I was ecstatic.

The Guardian stepped forward and said, "if you wouldn't mind, I'll love to hear your battle stories as well," he winked, noticing my reaction. "I'm Guardian Nestor Zykov, Karolina's partner."

"You're a fine Guardian at that," Dimitri complimented. "I'm just going to find babooshka and mama. Won't be too long." He quickly looked around and satisfied with what he found, he kissed my lips before leaving me with his family.

"He really likes you," Viktoria teased.

"I hope so," I blushed. "It would really suck if he didn't!"

"He more than likes you. He loves you deeply. Sorry, I didn't have the chance to introduce myself earlier, before my rude little sister jumped in." She leaned forward and like her sister kissed my cheeks. "I'm Sonya, Dimitri's best sister." Karolina snorted, but teasingly. "And this is either Alexei or Faina," she cooed rubbing her baby bump.

"You are all so lovely, even more so then Dimitri described."

"After a few days you get sick of us all. We can be hard to handle," said Karolina."

I shook my head, "no, you're a close family I never had a chance to have. It's wonderful. I can see why Dimitri misses you all so much," I said soothing Paul's cheek. "He must have had a fantastic surprise when he saw you all here."

Viktoria and Sonya gave each other questioning looks, while Paul looked at my like I had grown an extra head. Karolina bit her lip trying not to laugh, leaving Nestor to do the explaining.

"Dimitri knew we were coming, Rose," he said smoothly. "This was a surprise meant for you. He wanted you to meet his family. He said he couldn't wait much longer, and he didn't know when you would have the chance given you and him, now how new charges."

I was speechless. Dimitri planned this for me! I wanted to cry, it was the best Graduation present.

Nestor placed a hand on my shoulder. "Dimitri admires you Rose. We all knew how important you were to him, and that's something none of us have seen before. We knew you were an excellent thing in his life, we just had to come meet you. Once he told us what he was planning, we booked the tickets straight away."

I nodded, still not trusting my voice.

"And you haven't disappointed us one bit," said a lady I recognised as Dimitri Mother walk through the middle of them towards me. "You are even more beautiful than I imagined. Dimka why didn't you let us meet her sooner?" She said pulling me in an tight embrace. It felt just right as well. Dimitri was correct, she was a natural Mother.

"Mama, I did as best as I could," Dimitri said.

She moved back and held my head in her hands. "I'm so proud Dimka found you. Welcome to the family. I'm Olena, but you can call me mama."

"Thank you," I said feeling nervous from all of the attention. "And thank you for all travelling a long way to see me and Dimitri. I'm overwhelmed."

Dimitri walked over by my side still holding Zoya and held my hand. He knew I was becoming nervous with everyone around me, and no one from the outside would see our physical contact.

"Siento maravillosas cosas que vienen de este mujeres, pero ella no debería gastarlo en deberes de Guarda."

I looked to my left confused at what Dimitri's grandmother had said to me in Russian. Viktoria moved out of the way for her to walk to me.

"Babooshka! Roza, will choose her own path! If she wishes to guard then she will guard," Dimitri warned.

"Usted da a mi único nieto; espere y amor. Usted tomó su corazón quebrado y lo reparó por su fuerza. Usted tiene su corazón. Cuando usted va a entonces, tener el mío."

"I don't... I don't understand," I said looking up at Dimitri.

Dimitri smiled at his Grandmother and said to me, "babooshka said, 'You give my only grandson; hope and love. You took his broken heart and repaired it through your strength. You have his heart. As you will then, have mine.'"

I turned to her and smiled. "Thank you! I'll love Dimitri naveki."

The family laughed and Paul said, "she knows how to speak English, but she won't speak it. Her name is Yeva, but I just say babooshka."

The family laughed again and Viktoria asked about our matching rings. Dimitri told her that he brought them for my birthday to represent our love for each other, and the family was good-natured about it. It seemed all his sisters wanted us to get married straight away. I was joyous when I looked and saw Dimitri still had the promise ring on display since the mission, on his ring finger, just like me. It's good knowing he doesn't have to hide it under his shirt anymore.

We all stayed around and talked some more. We all agree to have dinner together tomorrow night at one of the Restaurants 20 minutes away. Dimitri suggested that I should go and say my final goodbyes to everyone and I brought Viktoria with me to meet Lissa, Christian and Eddie. She got along with them pretty well. Christian already knew her, from Tasha. But they didn't stay in contact since the last time they saw each other was 8 years ago. Lissa got on with her well, because they were into the same things, and Eddie seemed genuinely happy to meet her. I had a few words to Alberta, thanking her for everything she had done for me and reluctantly spoke to Stan.

I told the gang that I would see them sometime tomorrow and set off to find Dimitri. He wasn't hard to find, since I would hear him playing with Paul. Paul was giving Dimitri some punches on the arm, and Dimitri was mocking being hurt. It made me sad to think I wouldn't be able to give Dimitri a family, but I pushed it out of my mind for now, because I still had all the future to work out what we would do about that issue. Dimitri saw me coming and whispered something to Paul in his ear. Paul came running at me and hugged me tight around the waist.

"Dimka said to say that "you look overly beautiful today. And I agree," he said nodding his head.

I laughed and walked over to Dimitri. "Is that so?"

"It sure is," he said giving Paul a high five.

We walked Paul over to where Nester and Karolina were standing and Dimitri said, "well I think we will call it a day. I'll see you all tomorrow."

"Yeah, go have some fun," Karolina winked. "I'll let everyone know. Don't forget dinner tomorrow night."

Dimitri smirked and lead me through the gymnasium, to the lobby. We didn't talk the way to his dorm, we didn't need too. The sexual tension was in the air, and we knew if one of us spoke, hiding our relationship in front of everyone would be difficult. Dimitri gave a sharp nod to the hall matron, who gave me a questioning look. I just gave her my smart-ass look and walked up the stairs to Dimitri's room. It felt like it had be weeks it took for him to unlock his door. He kept his hand on the door handle and turned to look at me.

"Rose, do you mind just giving me a second?"

"Ah, no... take your time."

He kept his hand on the door, but his other came up to caress my face, "I just need you to count to 30 and then you can walk in."

"Okay," I whispered, trying very hard to keep my voice even.

He turned the handle and walked in closing the door after him, I reminded myself to breathe and then started counting backwards from 30, just like he had told me. My mind was wondering all over the place, thinking about what he could be doing in the room and why he wanted me to wait. To say I'm nervous, doesn't even punctuate what I'm feeling. I finished counted back from 30, and slowly turned the door handle.

When I stepped inside, the room was dark but I could see flickers of light in the room. I closed the door as quiet as possible, scared that if I made a loud noise, all of this would fade away. I let out a gasped when I saw the change in his room. The room looked amazingly beautiful and romantic. The curtains were closed and the only light in the room was the burning candles set all the tables and face surfaces around the room. I took in the smell of the room, and it smelt like Jasmine and Sandalwood. Jasmine was a beautiful refreshing smell; said to induce euphoria; and sandalwood, if I remembered correctly, heightens sexual excitement by simulating the nervous system, which is dominant during sexual arousal. He styled his bed and it had new covers and pillows. The pillows and covers were matching and were the colour of deep purple. The purples stood for romance and passion. What surprised me the most was the red flower petal heart in the middle of the bed, with some loose petals on the pillows.

The room was wonderful, and I couldn't help but think of all the trouble Dimitri went to, to set this moment up. I knew Dimitri and I would be spending a sexual moment together, but I never once thought that today would be the day, that Dimitri and I would finally be together! He never mentioned it once, and I was fine with the terms of us only staying on third base into he was ready. And it looks like the time has come when he was ready. I knew I was defiantly ready.

I was too taken in by the room that I didn't notice Dimitri standing by the door to the kitchenette into I heard him clear his throat. I looked up at him with the biggest smile on my face. He seemed to smile back as my reaction, but stayed hesitant, probably wondering what I was thinking.

"It's beautiful, Dimitri," I whispered. "It's like I'm living in a fairytale... I don't want it to stop."

He brought his hand up to my cheek and rubbed it. "I thought you would appreciate some effort. After everything we have been through together... I thought we deserved this moment in the best possible way."

I slowly stood on my tip-toes and moved in for the kiss. He knew what I was doing straight away and bent down to meet my awaiting lips. His hand that rested on my cheek moved into my hair and his other hand holding my hip. I moved my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me, deepening the kiss. I let my right hand pull at his tie and let his hair fall free around his neck – his beautiful, silky hair. Dimitri's tongue traced my lower lips and I opened my mouth to give him access. I felt his tongue instantly on mine, and I moaned at the sensation and his smell of aftershave and mint. He reluctantly pulled out of the kiss, but let our foreheads lean on each other.

"We don't need to do this now," I whispered. "We have our whole lives ahead of us. We'll wait until your positive this is what you want."

"Roza, I've wanted you for so, so long. This is what I want... What I need... This isn't just a spare-of-the-moment decision. I've been planning it the whole week. And you know what? Every day it got closer to graduation, the more I was anticipating it. The more I wanted it... The more I needed you..." He moved his mouth so he could whispered lustfully beside my ear. "I've considered taking you, so many times, in so many places, I thought I wasn't going to be able to wait." I gasped at his statement and he continued, "but I wanted our first time together to be special, romantic and perfect."

"I need you too..."

I saw the decision made in Dimitri's eyes, while he bent down and made our lips meet. His kiss was so soft, tender and loving, I felt my insides squeeze with lust. I wanted him so bad, bad enough, that I was willing to push him down on the perfect well made bed and take him straight away, but I knew his wish was to make this moment special in every way, and it that meant foreplay, then foreplay it shall be.

Dimitri's hands slowly made there way under my shirt, and he starting caressing the exposed skin, while our kiss began to speed up. I felt his urgency, lust, need and want, as his tongue took charge of the situation and was plunging into my mouth like there was no tomorrow. Trying to move my hands to reach his tie was a challenge, but it was accomplished and I started to loosen it. His hold on my back tightened and I felt him push me closer to him. I moaned at the contact into his mouth, which caused him to suck and bite my lower lip. I heard myself make quiet noises at the back of my throat, and my heart beating over six miles an hour.

Dimitri let go of my now swollen lip and continued to sucked on my neck. I threw his tie on the ground and popped the three buttons holding his suit together. Pulling the suit over his shoulders, I threw it in the direction on his tie and pulled his shirt out from his pants. He pulled away from my skin, and I felt the sudden lose. I needed him to touch me again. He looked down to watch my hands pop the buttons slowly on his shirt, starting from the bottom all the way to the top. My eyes flickered up to his and I bit my lip, watching him intensely watch me pull his dress shirt off his well toned, muscled chest. I lent in and kissed his chest twice, with slow, warm, soft wet kisses. I heard him groan, before twinning his hands in my hair, and bringing my face up to his.

We started our heated kissing and I knew this was it. This was really the moment I was going to be losing my virginity to the man I love. It will be out first together. I had imagined this moment for what seemed like forever. But no matter how many times I had played this scene in my head, it didn't come close to how I felt with him right now. His every touch, made that area of skin on my body raise in Goosebumps. Every nerve in my body reacted to him, wanted him, needing him.

He slowly moved us over to the bed and we knelled facing each other, exploring each other's body. I felt the flower petals under my skin, and I knew the perfect shaped heart he made on the bed, was now destroyed with our sexual bodies. I slid my fingers through the loops on his pants and pulled him closer to me, he grunted and looked at me waiting for my next move. I pulled the zipper down on his pants and pushed them down until they landed at his knees. Dimitri moved off the bed, careful not to fall, and pulled the remained material off. He was only left standing in his black boxers, and from the tent I saw in his boxers, I knew he was just as horny as I was. Maybe even more so, if that was possible. My eyes moved up from his boxers tent, along his torso, his hard, muscular chest, to his beautiful sexy face. He noticed my perusal and gave me a cheeky grin. Oh, how badly I loved that grin, I wanted to see it on his face everytime I was with him. Suddenly ashamed that I got caught eye fucking him, I bit the inside of my cheek and blushed.

Dimitri's hand reached over and caressed my cheeks before tracing the outline of my face and softly moving his fingers down my neck to my collarbone. I watched him in a trance anticipating his next touch. He moved his hand slowly down my arm and I saw his adams apple bopping up and down. His fingers slipped up my top and draw patterns along my skin. I shivered in responds to his touch. The touch which made me feel loved, sexual and desperate. He felt my reaction and moved his fingers down under my jeans band. I gasped and automatically bucked my hips forward. Dimitri moved his hands back up my pelvis, very, slowly. Making sure he was teasing me to no end.

"I think this shirt needs to go. I need to see your beautiful, soft skin," he said huskily.

I nodded in agreement, not trusting my voice to speak. I saw a small smile playing on his lips, while he pulled my top off above my head and kissed me softly as he ran his fingers down my sternum to my stomach lightly, leaving tiny electric sparks in his finger's paths, burning my skin in his absence. I saw Dimitri's eye light up as he took in my bright red lacy bra. He let his fingers trace along the outline and causing me to let of a moan when he dipped his fingers into the cup. He pick up my hand in his and intertwined our fingers, while moving to sit beside me. I moved our linked hand in the direction of his erection, but he moved our hand up to his lips and kissed. He shook his head and I pouted.

"I want to touch you."

"Stand up," he quietly ordered. If I didn't know better, I think he was as nervous as I was, and didn't know whether he had the right to order me around. Though if he had asked me, I would tell him it was a major turn on.

I stood up and looked down at him, his eyes were half closed with desire, and I felt my underwear become more wet. He moved his hands to my hips and manoeuvred my body so I was standing between his legs. He left a chaste kiss on my stomach and cupped my breasts through my bra. My hands moved on their own and gripped his head, while my head fell back taking in the overwhelming sensations he was making me feel.

"I want to see more of you. Take off your jeans."

I moaned at his honestly, and moved my hands down to pop the buttons and pull the zipper down. Just as I hooked my thumbs through the band to pull them down, Dimitri's hand on mine made me stop.

"I want to do this part," he whispered looking up into my eyes.

I removed my hands and rested them on his broad shoulders. He slowly pulled my jeans down, drinking in every inch of me. Yes, we have seen each other like this before – even fully naked – but we knew we weren't going to be experiencing it all. And that's how – this moment right here – was different. We knew we finally would be able to have each other all the way, and that involved taking in every sight of each other. Every little ounce of skin, every freckle, every scar... My jeans dropped to the floor, and I kicked them away from my feet. I heard Dimitri growled and I giggled as he was taking in all of my body.

"I'm assuming you like my lingerie," I teased, wiggling my hips.

"Red is defiantly your colour," he said licking his lips. "The black lace thrills just make you more appetising. Not like you need any help," he growled and pulled my into his arms while flipping me onto my back.

He sucked and nipped at my neck, letting his hands wander over my warm stomach, between my breasts and then along my back, unfastening the bra he liked so much. He tossed it aside and pressed against me as he crushed his lips with mine. The feeling of his hot skin on mine seemed to break the last bit of reservation within me. My body moved up a gear, with need and want. Even if I had wanted to turn back, I wouldn't have been able to. He had all the control he would ever need of my body, he always did. He would be able to make my body react any way he wanted it too, with no problem at all. My body was his, and he knew it.

He leaned back and I took the cue to move further up the bed. It wouldn't be long now before we had sex, and I wanted to be comfortable. My head hit the pillow and with his eyes on mine the whole time, he crawled up the bed and leaned down over me; spreading my legs further apart, while he crawled between them. He hovers over me and all I want to do is pull the last two pieces of material away from us. I start squirming around underneath him, needing more when he murmurs...

"Keep still," he leans down and kisses the inside of my thigh, trailing kisses up, over the thin lacy material of my panties. He trails kisses up my belly, his tongue dips into my navel… and still he's heading north… kissing me across my torso… my skin in burning… Dimitri lays down beside me, and his hand trails up from my hip, to my waist and up to my breast. He looks down at me, his expression unreadable, as he gently cups my breasts.

"I didn't believe you could become even more beautiful to me, but the way you look now, with my hands on you… I can't tell you what it does to me," he whispers appreciatively and my nipples harden even more.

He blows very gently on one as his hand moves to my other breast and his thumb slowly rolls the end of my nipple, elongating it. I groan and move my hands down to his boxers. I feel the wetness soak more in my underwear and I clasp his boxers tightly. His lips close around my other nipple and he tugs. I can feel his smile on my skin as I pull on his boxers more. I pushed them down are far as I can reach. Dimitri would need to do the rest. I pull my head back and my mouth opens as I groan, my legs stiffen. My body convulses and I start to shatter into a thousand pieces, riding my orgasm out.

He gazes down at me… a satisfied smile on his face whilst I'm sure there's nothing but gratitude and awe on mine.

"You are so responsive," he breathes. "You want to know why? Because you are my Roza. Mine."

I look into his eyes and drink in the sight. I could see how much he loves me and it made this moment that much more special. I tried to convey the same feeling through my eyes and I saw him smile back. Dimitri moved his eyes down to wear I removed his boxes and he pulled the rest off his legs. I felt his erection immediately rest on my thigh and a noise comes automatically from the back of my throat. I hold his shaft in my two warm hands and start moving them up and back. I watch as Dimitri's eyes closed, and his face shows constant contentment. I move my head off the pillow, and bring my lips to his. He suddenly responds back forcefully, plunging into my mouth with his satisfying tongue. I rub the tip of my thumb over the head of his penis, and I hear him groan into my mouth.

His body starts moving with my hands and I know it won't be long before he starts to let go. I feel his need growing in our kissing and his body is reacting faster. I pick up my pace on him, while squeezing a little harder, making sure I don't hurt him. He carefully moves away from our kiss, and I hear him panting loudly and fast. I move one of my hands from his shaft and start to fondle his balls. His mouth is attached to my neck, and while he groans he then bites my neck with his now – fully in force – orgasm. I move my hands away and he kisses the area on my neck where he bit me, very softly and caring. I bring my hand up, the one which touched him to my lips. He watches me eye wide as I moaned and bring his lips back to mine, making sure he tastes himself.

His hands, slowly and seductively, move down my waist to my hips and then cups me, intimately. His finger slips through the fine lace of my underwear and slowly circles around my clit, making me move with his hand with pleasure.

"You're so wet, Roza. I want to taste you so much. God I want you. I don't think I can wait."

I knew what he meant. I wanted him inside me so badly. I moved my hips under him, making sure my covered core rubbed his erection, and conveyed with my eyes, that I wanted the same thing as him. I saw the realisation and understanding in his eyes, that he suddenly sits up and he pulls my underwear off and throws them on the floor with the rest of our clothes.

"You're so beautiful. How did I get so lucky?" He whispers against my skin.

I run my fingers through his hair and reply, "I always wonder how I managed to have a very sexy boyfriend. Does that makes us equally made for each other?"

He knelled up on his elbow and looks me in the eyes. He's asking me if I'm ready, and I try showing him how much I am. I've been wanting and needing this for so long. It kin of feels like a dream, and something soon I will wake up. I smile at him and he smiles back while leaning in for a soft, slow, tender, hot, sweet kiss.

He moves his body in line with mine, and I see his erection not far away from my opening. This is it. I'm going to give myself all to Dimitri. Oh my God, I'm going to be having sex. Many emotions fluttered around in my body: anxiety , worry, excitement, horniness, anticipation. I've seen Dimitri's massive cock plenty of times, and I've admitted it was huge, but understanding how it would fit inside me was baffling. Dimitri must have read my reaction to his cock, because he caressed my cheek and spoke softly.

"Don't worry," he said, his eyes on mine, "You expand too."

Here I was showing him how nervous I was, when he was trying to calm me down. When realistically I was the one who was meant to be keeping him in control. Dimitri's never had sex this way before, but yet, here he is, informing me that everything was going to be alright, and that he would fit inside me. I blushed with embarrassment. He leaned down, so he's hovering over me, staring down into my eyes, his jaw clenched, eyes burning.

"Are you sure you really want to do this?" he asks softly.

"Yes, I want this more than anything," I whisper. "Are you ready?" I said, asking a silent question. Was he ready? I thought he was, but there was no turning back. Once we commit that deed would be done, and I didn't want Dimitri to think I was taking him for granted.

"I'm ready, baby. Pull your knees up," he said softly and I'm quick to obey. "It will help you move easier," he murmurs as he positions the head of his cock at the entrance of my sex, again.

I close my eyes and try to keep my breathing steady, waiting for him to move inside me. I feel my body jerk when the tip of his penis enters me. It doesn't hurt, but I know I have a long way to go yet. I feel him push it further in me, and know it's only moments away from breaking the small layer of tissue covering up the vagina. I suddenly feel a sharp sting in my vagina and my subconscious knows Dimitri had just broken my hymen. I keep my eyes shut tight together, trying to hold in my pain, while he continues to slip in all the way. The movement stops and I slowly open my eyes to look at Dimitri. He's looking down at me with concern in his eyes, and I really wish I could take it away. I reach my hand up and soothe out his frown, and then traced his lips with my fingers.

"Are you okay?" he asks. "Does it still hurt?"

Yes, it did hurt. It wasn't a pain you got when you fell over and broke your leg, and cried in agony. The pain felt like a bee sting, but about five of them at once. I knew I just had to wait for my vagina to settle and get use to him being inside me. I didn't want to lie to him, so I told him the truth.

"I'm okay, but I'm still receiving a little amount of pain."

He nodded and I could see him struggling to keep himself still for me. To keep himself from the urge of movement inside me for some type of friction. I wanted him to know I appreciated how slow and careful he was taking it with me, so I moved my mouth to his, and showed him through the kiss: love, lust, desire, trust. I could barely feel the sting in my lower abdomen as our lips moved in sweet, loving unison. It was more of an uncomfortable feeling with him inside me, knowing that my vagina had to get use to the expansion. I needed friction to take the feeling away, and I was more then willingly to oblige.

"Dimitri," I whispered against his lips, "make love to me."

He smiled, "I couldn't think of anything more thrilling and satisfying."

He leans down and kisses me softly as he his hips move up and down. He keeps a slow and steady pace pulling in and out of me, while I'm getting use to feeling all my body's reactions to his and the feeling that took over my body. I could see him fighting with himself, to stay in control, and not plunge harder into me. The uncomfortable feeling left my body and I had the sudden urge for more friction. I started to move my hips against him in his rhythm; up and down. His lips came in contact with my neck, leaving wet butterfly kisses in a trail. I noticed him quicken the pace a little and I raised my legs to wrap around his waist. The sensation was so different; better – amazing. His cock pushed in deeper and hit other areas needing him to touch. Not able to keep in my pleasure any longer, I let out a loud gasp.

Dimitri stopped. "Roza, did I hurt you?"

Was he serious? He was no where near hurting me. The utterly and complete opposite! I was feeling fucking fantastic! I knew eight our of ten girls do not feel pleasure or even orgasm on their first time. But, I had one of the best feelings inside me, and I wasn't willing to give it up.

I moved my hips underneath him and sucked on his lip. He let out a groan and I felt him twitch inside me. "Dimitri, I am far from being in pain." I kissed his nose. "Don't stop, please."

I saw his eyes flood with desire and need, I was positive I gave him everything he needed to hear, to continue our love making.

He started to move in and out of me again, making sure he pulled the tip of his cock nearly all the way out and pushed all the way back in. The sensation in my body was overwhelming, intense, surreal. It seemed like every fibre in my body was yearning for him; I always needed him touching me. We came into a steady rhythm once again and I arch my back slightly from the bed. The new position gave him even more depth than earlier. I knew it effected him like it effected me when he let out a loud moan of his own. His face was even more beautiful then normal when he was seeking pleasure. The realisation hit me hard, and I found it a turn on. I closed my eyes, letting my senses take over. Dimitri's lips moved to my breast and I felt him tug at my nipple.

I quickened my pace a little more to his and another moan came from him. I was starting to lose control. He was as close as he could ever get to me, and yet, it wasn't enough. He was hitting the right spot in me, and yet, I wanted more. I needed more. He picked up his pace to meet with me, and it was then, that I knew, he needed more from me too. We couldn't get enough of each other. I moaned several times, as his thrusts were now; deep, hard and fast – amazing, wonderful, pleasurable.

Soon enough, I was moaning louder and more frequently. I felt the tight elastic knot in my lower abdomen, and I wanted to let it be free – ease the stretching. My body moved on it's own accord, seeming to know what to do. I wanted more friction, I wanted Dimitri faster inside me, so I could feel the wonderful feeling of my all-consuming euphoria through my body. I dug my fingernails in his back as I pushed and pulled with Dimitri.

"Dimitri... I, ah – fuck, that feel so... good," I panted. "I can feel... it. I'm so... so, ah – close."

I heard him groan above me and he managed to speak, "I'm close to, baby. Just... ah – God. Just... ah, ah – just let go."

I felt awash in a sea of languid desire, helpless against the deluge of feeling welling up inside of me. Our pace was rather fast now, to what we began with. But the pleasure I was feeling was outstanding. I wouldn't change this moment for anyone or anything. I felt so unbelievably fantastic, and I knew Dimitri was feeling relatively the same. From both of our groaning, moaning, sighing and gasps, I knew this moment would stay in our memories forever. A perfect first time, indeed. The elastic band in my lower abdomen was getting tight and larger. I was having trouble keeping my contentment in. Dimitri moved his mouth to mine, and our tongues met immediately. It was all it took. I moaned into his mouth – the elastic band snapped – and my body began a little shake in ecstasy. I felt my vagina tighten around his cock, and his eyes bored into my mine. So much love and intensity. Dimitri kept moving inside me, helping me ride out my orgasm, while I continue to moan at the feeling. Dimitri suddenly stopped moving and I felt his cock inside me harden, and then Dimitri was sighing with pleasure. I continued where he left off moving my hips, to let him ride out him orgasm, as he did for me. Dimitri rested his head to nuzzle my neck, while we both panted to gathering our breaths.

My body felt: wonderful, fantastic, high, loose... we both laid in our positions letting the blissful white form of ecstasy take over our bodies. I felt so free, so happy, so high on the world, so unbelievably great! I moved my hand to rest on his back, and started to drawing patterns with my fingers. The only sound in the room, was our heavy breathing, and the smell of very fine sex. I felt him kiss my neck softly, and he intertwined his left hand with my right; and his right hand with my left. We stayed lying down silently, taking in the – astonishing – moment we had just shared – still sharing – together. Dimitri leaned up on his elbow with a beautiful big smile radiating off his face. My natural reaction was to smile back at him, showing how happy I was at that very moment.

"We did it," he said. "With no complications. Just you and I."

"Yeah, we did. And it felt unbelievably fan-fucking-tastic!"

Dimitri gave a throaty laugh and kissed my chin, before kissing my nose, and finishing with a kiss to the forehead. "You must be sore."

I shrugged and gave him a crazy in love smile. Nothing could upset this moment. "Just a little bit, but that comes with the pleasure. How are you? Feeling great?"

Dimitri held my cheek and whispered softly and sexually, "I'm feeling rather extraordinary."

I giggled, which caused my body to move – and my hips. I gasped and looked down to see our bodies still joined. I looked up and saw that Dimitri had noticed that same situation. I pushed my fingers through his hair and waited for him to look back up at me.

"Thank you for the wonderful, exceptional, perfect time tonight. Thank you for everything," I said, weaving my fingers through his hair. "I love you so much, Dimitri. So much so, it's hard for me to breathe when I'm not around you."

He moved up my body, which caused us both to moan in pleasure from him still being inside me, and he kissed my lips lovingly. "I love you too, Roza. You are everything to me... This is the beginning of our lives together. The true beginning. No doubts. No lies. No insecurities. Nothing keeping us apart. Just us. You and me. Together."

"Just us..." I whispered against his delicious lips. "...Forever."