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Co-written with Dazzleglo

Realistic Love

Chapter 25

Edward's POV

The walk of shame wasn't too bad. I had no idea there was so many places and we'd have our schedule tomorrow. I groaned to find out the only rule was to lock the door. I was mortified about that, but Bella handled Emmett incredibly well and he wasn't half as bad as he could have been.

Knowing Bella had no panties on was driving me insane. Could a vampire go insane? If so, not such a bad way to go, right? I couldn't keep my hands off of her. They were constantly caressing her legs, arms, and even an occasional groping to her breasts. It caused me to have to adjust myself quite a few times. God I couldn't wait to get her naked.

When the last bell rang I practically dragged her to the car. I helped her in, but couldn't help my wandering hand as it squeezed her firm ass cheek. She released a tiny gasp. I quickly shut the door and rounded to my side of the car, jumping in and hitting the ignition.

Lady Antebellum's song was on the radio and I heard Bella whisper, singing the last line 'and I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.' Before I knew it she grabbed onto my shirt and pulled herself across the console onto my lap.

Having her grind her naked, hot folds on me, even clothed, was more than I could bear. Slipping my hand between us, I quickly undid my pants pushing them down and letting myself spring free. I was actually wondering why I even bother closing my pants anymore. Oh yeah, people would talk and having Charlie arrest me for indecent exposure, not a good idea when I was trying to get on his good side.

Bella's hand wrapped firmly around my member. She stroked it twice before directing it into her soaked core. She slammed down on me hard, well hard for Bella.

"Yes, Bella, ride me, take me, I'm yours," I grunted, bucking up into her.

"Edward, so fucking good, I love your huge cock inside me." Dirty talking Bella had me throbbing even more.

"I want to fuck you all day long. My cock loves being buried in you." That's all it took to have her clamp down on me, releasing both of us from our pent-up need. Hmmm, Bella enjoyed me talking dirty, too.

That's when I realized we were still in the school parking lot. Thank god I had tinted windows, but then, I noticed bodies standing outside those windows. Oh good lord did the entire school populace know I just fucked Bella.

There was a tap on my window and Bella's eyes snapped up. I pressed the button to roll it down a quarter of an inch.

I groaned. It was Emmett, of all people it had to be him, "Dude, are you two done, we were blocking the windows just in case," he whispered.

Bella was now deep rouge and I'm sure I would be too, if I was human. "Yeah, sorry… that…err, thanks for the cover." Good lord, now I was stuttering.

"Thanks you, guys, you're the best. Sorry, we got carried away," Bella whispered.

"Okay, not a problem, happens to everyone. As long as you're good, we're leaving now." I leaned my forehead on Bella's mortified.

"Edward, I think we need to talk about what's been happening to us."

"I agree. Let's go to the meadow."

"Yes, I'd like that."

I pulled out of Bella and as we looked at one another, I could see the same thing that was probably in my eyes, too. We both felt the loss of being connected. She moved back into her seat and I drove to our meadow at top speed before we needed a sex pit stop. I didn't want to be caught by Charlie or one of his deputy's on the side of the road screwing Bella. That would be bad, very bad, kill the boyfriend and bury him in the woods never to be found bad.

Bella's POV

Edward drove like a lunatic to the spot where we'd have to get out and hike up to the meadow. Okay, so he ran and I rode him, not such a bad deal. Yeah, I rode him alright. Whoa, I need to stop that line of thought before I attacked him again. We arrived in the meadow and I slid down to Edward's side. We walked to the middle to sit amongst the sun and flowers.

"It's really beautiful here today, but even that can't compare to your beauty." I blushed at his adoring words.

"You're beautiful as well." I reached up, cupping his face with my hands, and placed a chaste kiss on his lips.

"Let's get comfortable over here, so we can talk because if we keep this up, I'm about two seconds away from ravishing you."

We settled down in the center looking at one another, waiting for the other to speak first. I decided I needed to take the plunge first. I took his hands into mine and looked into his eyes.

Taking a deep breath, I started, "Edward, I feel like… every time we're apart I miss you more than ever. Even if it's just a few moments. I feel possessive of you; even jealous at times when another girl speaks to you or glances your way. I've never felt like that before you know… we… umm… had sex. Well a little jealous, but not like now. I'm kind of embarrassed about that," I rambled out.

"I know what you mean. I've always been possessive of you, but now, after we… had sex, I feel like sometimes I want to steal you away to my bedroom and never come out. That we could just stay there forever. When guys talk to you I get very jealous that they're taking time away from me with you. I know that sounds crazy, I just can't always control that feeling. I almost lost you when I left and I won't let that happen again."

"I have all these strange feelings that sometimes surface that I've never felt before. I want to jump on you all the time and have my wicked way with you. I spoke to Alice and Rose and they seem to think that if things were reversed, me a vampire and you human, that you'd be my singer, too."

"Well, I don't mind you jumping me and having your wicked way with me," he wiggled his eyebrows suggestively. "I want to have you all the time, too. I guess that Alice and Rose could be right and that's why we're this way. I'm not really sure. I'd like to ask Carlisle, although, I can't do that without an explanation. It would raise red flags. He'd ask questions. I do plan on talking to him in the future, but I have to be careful of how I phrase it, asking a few questions at a time."

"Yes, that's true, whatever we can ask Carlisle, we need to be very careful. Also, I'm scared that I might be suffocating you with my neediness. What if you runaway again? They told me I was crazy and that you were feeling needy, too."

"Please don't be scared. I feel like I'm suffocating you because I'm being so needy. I'm not going anywhere, not again. I've learned my lesson. We're quite the pair, aren't we?"

"That's what they said," I sighed. "Guess we're two peas in a pod, huh?"

"Yeah, but I wouldn't want to be in any other pod except the one you're in." He leaned over and pecked my lips as he pulled me onto his lap.

"So can you believe that there is a family schedule and so many places in the school to have sex?" Cue my tomato-ness.

"Well, I knew Emmett and Rose had sex probably everywhere in the school, but never would have thought that Alice and Jasper did, too. I guess when they need to take the edge off, it's good to have."

"Yeah, I'm thinking we're going to have to take the edge off quite a bit." I sheepishly grinned. "Well honestly, I'm really okay with the recent turn of events. Although, I think from now on we need to talk more about our sex life with each other so there is no miscommunication. I know we both have a bit of trouble discussing it and saying things out loud, but I think it's important for us especially since things are happening to us that aren't the norm. I know I can ask Rose and Alice, and you could ask Emmett and Jasper, but this is us and we need to work on this together."

"I think that's an very good idea and if I do need to talk to Emmett and Jazz, god help me with Em, with any concerns I'll come back to talk things through with you afterward so that there are no secrets. I don't want to repress anything or start down the path of worrying over something that might not be a big deal. I know this is going to be hard for me given my upbringing, but I'll do my best at communicating."

"Now don't be so hard on Emmett, after all he did make sure we were covered in the school parking lot. He cares about us, it's just that he can't help himself sometimes, and we'll just have to learn to deal with it."

"I know Emmett's a good guy."

"That's all anyone can ask is that we do our best. As far as your upbringing, I think you've come a long way."

"How so?"

"I doubt that having done all the practicing we did and you sleeping in my bed prior to marriage, sex in the janitor's closet, airplane bathroom, and your car, or even mentioning the word 'sex' or what you say in the throes of passion would be deemed appropriate behavior, not to mention letting me start our morning shower with a blowjob."

"I really do enjoy our morning shower ritual." He smiled at me.

I could feel the semi under me that he was sporting from the discussion. I just needed to ramp it up a bit. Saying the words out loud was never his style unless he was out of control. He just needed to get comfortable with the discussions. We were sure to be having after all the sex we'd been having. Not that I was good in the department of talking about it, but at least I could say the words, even if I did turn a lovely shade of burgundy.

"Edward, I want to hear you say the word 'blowjob', go on this will be good practice." His eyes went wide. "Go on say it out loud."

"Can't we work up to that?"

"No, I think if you want to actually do any of them, you need to be able to say the words, so go ahead."

"Okay, makes sense, maybe… blow… job." Was he serious?

"Now let's string those two words together and say it. There might be a reward in it for you." I smile and wiggled my eyebrows at him.

He released an unneeded breath and quickly rambled out, "blowjob."

"That's better and now that we're on the same page with everything, I say we have some fun."

A/N Many thanks to Dazzleglo, we wrote most of this chapter. Yeah I tweeked it, you know me have to play with it. So leave some reviews. She's nice enough to help me out while I write my books to be published.

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