Edited: 14/10/10

I do not own Twilight, sadly but I do own this concoction =D

The Cullen/Swan Diaries

Falling Into the Arms of Edward Cullen

Dear Diary

I'm still experiencing these crazy feelings; they're almost like butterflies in my stomach that always seem to set of my STUPID blush. It happens every time I see him, it's like the world disappears when I see him, when I see Edward Cullen. It would be when we were starting High School, freshmen year. I was still my clumsy self, I was walking around trying to see which class was next when some stupid idiot ran right into me making me lose my balance and fall into the strong arms of my now best friend Edward Cullen. I don't know how I like him; maybe it's his Greek god like looks, or maybe even his crazy bed head style hair. Oh the hair...that's definitely a major factor. Now we're in senior year and I am sat beside him in the majority of my classes, Edward has changed in height and has toned up even more *sigh*. I'm still my normal self dressed in my casual clothes and converses unlike my annoying/amazing (can that even exist?) sister, Alice who thinks I can walk around in heels just like her. Alice has left to go to college with her long-term boyfriend soon-to-be fiancé Jasper and her friend Rosalie and her fiancé "Scary Emmett". I've known Jasper, Rose and Emmett forever and even though I've grown more, Emmett still freaks me out sometimes, he's just so tall! And the tight bear hugs he gives, well, it's lucky I can still breathe! Oh well, a new day, a new adventure ha let's see how long I can survive without falling into the arms of Edward.

Bye for now – B

I close my diary and sigh before hearing the horn of my best friend Edward's stupid shiny Volvo. I look out the window from my window seat and see that it's raining once again and Edwards getting soaked, I instantly feel a smile grow on my face ever since that first day of freshmen year, Edward and I have been inseparable. I didn't understand my feelings for him I still don't; I don't know if they will pass, if he feels the same way for me and I just don't want to ruin our friendship. We often hear the rumours about us began by an unknown person (Jessica or Lauren) such as "Edward and Bella are dating" yawn, "Are they dating?" I wish...

I place my books and necessities in my bag and grab my coat before running out in the rain to Edward who has the passenger door open for me. Edward and I are next door neighbours so all he does - which was allowed by my Dad, Charlie, Chief of Forks Police – is walk out to his car which is parked in front of my house. I could easily walk round to his drive of his house that's so much bigger than our house but no Edward frickin' Cullen has to be the gentlemen he is which makes me like him even more. The truth is I'm the mature one and Edward? Well let's just say he receives a few detentions...every day.

"Good morning my Bella" he smiles his crooked smile at me, which makes my heart skip a beat, my Bella?

"I, I mean good morning Bella" he stutters with a slight blush growing, awe who knew that the Edward Cullen would blush.

"I know what you meant Edward" I reply and smile at him "oh and good morning to you too". He nods as he closes my door and walks round to the driver's side. As we make our way to school Edward snaps me out of my latest day dream.

"You know what Bella? I don't think I want to learn Spanish today, I might just skip class this morning, care to join me?" he turns to look at me which makes me both sigh in contentment but also start to have a panic attack, but I try my best to stay calm.

"One, no I am not going to skip class and neither are you" I say while poking him on the leg "and two? Edward Anthony Cullen keep your eyes on the road before we crash and get your seatbelt on!" which gains a chuckle from him while he turns his gaze back on to the road and pulls his belt over him. I turn to glare at him.

"Okay, okay I'll go to class, I'll be thinking about you- I mean someone else anyway and Bella? Just chill act your age you only get to be a teenager once, act like a seventeen year old for once" he chuckles, I playfully smack him on the back of the head ignoring the fact that I thought he just said he would be thinking of me during class.

"Jeez! I'm telling my Mommy when I get back, that's a form of child abuse" he joked making a funny childish voice making me giggle.

"Go cry me a river Edward, besides I'm the same age as you remember seventeen? And you tell me to act my age listen to you saying you're going to go tell your "Mommy"" I giggled.

"Touché" he simply replied as we came to a stop in the parking lot. We both open the doors to get out and Edward makes his way round to put his arms around my shoulders, we make our way to the doors of the cafeteria ignoring the staring mostly at Edward. He opens the door and just as we move inside I trip over the stupid step and here I am being held in the arms of Edward Cullen.

A/N - Soo what did you all think? Good :D or Bad :(? Please review and I will then update soon if you are all confused with the story just ask. I'll be happy to answer any questions you have, Edward's next! Woop Woop :P We'll get to take a look into the crazy mind of "Edward frickin' Cullen" byee x