This is just a cute fanfic I was aching to write!~ Hm just wanted to right some good old yaoi. Yum Yum Yum Come get your Milkshake~....

Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto

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I love Sasuke Uchiha. It's a simple fact.

Now there's a funny thing about facts-
You can wish them untrue and look away, but the logical part of your brain will in the end always poke you and scream.

It's the Truth.

Relationships, Love, Dating.

Hit me like a sonic boom on Earth.

My feelings were clear. Love massaged into me.

He's always there- something so close, but I can't JUST CAN'T touch.

Ever.

But I want to- touch

"God damn it!"

I clenched my hands into tight fists.

'Fucking thoughts stuck in my head!'

I walked faster trying to gain distance away from the figure behind me.

'HIM...'

He close behind without a sound save for his breathing. I felt a squeezing sensation inside my chest. A small trail of girls followed after. Just like a bunch of ducklings following their mother.

"Pff, might as well be- his hair looks like a duck's a-"

"I can hear you- you know."

I turned my head looking behind me.

Seeing that daring look in his eyes and a small smile creeping in. I always like to think that smile was for me. But he turned his gaze away and pretended to observe the passing buildings.

It's never for me- I need you to.... *ngh*

"Fuck!"

My heart clenched and I blushed while beginning to jog.

Yes, I. Love. Sasuke. Uchiha. But being that we are the least incompatible people on the planet, we both being guys, Our friendship is based off of a hate relationship-... you get the picture right?

Why was he following me anyways?

The stupid voice huddled to life inside me.

'What's so good about girls? I'd let you touch me.'

"Grr..."

'The story of my freaking life..'

Of coarse he didn't have a boyfriend- or girlfriend I might add, the result was still the same.

Me plus Him doesn't exist.

I should just give up my sickly dream.

'I want to lick you everywhere.....mmm'

"You gotta be kidding me?"

I ran down the town's street taking a sharp turn towards my house.

I speeded to my door and went to my room. The bed cushioned the physical blow when my head slammed into it- but the mental pain was stabbing.

When did all this happen?

The uncontrollable stares, the dancing heart-beat, the complete and utter feeling of PAIN and lust in my heart- and... in my nether regions.

I noticed him. Hell- it was kinda hard not to. He was top notch and always saved my ass. He was a loner, and that's the way I'm sure it's supposed to be. He didn't need anyone. But without even asking- he was given people who accepted him.

The complete opposite of me.

I had to work hard to gain peoples friendship.

I think the differences is what brought me to this point.

And I always see him ahead, and to keep up I have to sprint.

Don't leave me.

'I want you to own me- I want to touch myself...thinking about you but I love you so I won't- I can't.'

This kind of relationship would never work.

Never.

So I cried.

Just like a little girl. Obsession is unhealthy; it must stop.

For the last time, for the fake us I desired.

And it only took me one month to break down.

I sure am tuff, huh?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~The next Day~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I ran to the bridge, meeting up with my teammates.

My eyes felt slightly puffy- probably from crying (but I'd never tell)

They always came so damn early.

"What's wrong with you Naruto?"

The pink one walked a couple steps toward me.

The other just stared his smoldering eyes at me.

Avoiding gaze....Now.

My headband was absent on my forehead, instead- it was around my arm like a bandage.

I think I was catching a cold or a fever. My head felt burning hot.

"Your eyes are glassy and red! Why did you come here if your so sick?"

I mentally rolled my eyes. (I would've done it in real life but I currently couldn't feel my face)

'Oh thank you Sakura- you are such a great help. Because everybody knows that yelling at a sick (both mentally and physically) person is the best solution!' *sarcastic*

I wobbled a little and leaned sideways on the bridge edge.

I think I did need to go back.

"I'll take him home. You wait and tell Kakashi."

My ears felt like cotton balls were stuffed inside them. I knew who it was that commanded- but I think with the state I'm in I would've easily walked home with a complete stranger.

I jolted a little when I felt him wrap my arm around his shoulder to hoist me up. I was so weak and tired. My eyes stung.

Hot tears.

The hot tears puddled in my eyes and I squinted them closed.

'He's- he's so close right now.... but I can't do anything!'

I had to be strong.

Nothing else about the walk was eventful so I just zoned out trying to keep what little composure I had.

'Don't set yourself up for defeat.'

Confidence sometimes brings your downfall...

'But maybe this is my chance.'

We made it to my house and he reached his hand in my pocket to grab the keys. His fingers were icy cold. Or maybe I was just super hot, I couldn't tell.

He led me to my room and sat me down on my bed.

"Look. You need to switch out of your clothes. Do you have pajamas?"

I nodded lazily and pointed to the nearby closet. He pulled out my light blue ones and handed them to me.

We're both men and he doesn't like me so I don't see why I can't change in front of him. He doesn't know I like him, and I didn't want to be suspicious. So I pulled off my jacket first then lifted up my shirt. Breathing a hot puff of fever heat from my lungs. I was slightly sweaty from the walk home.

He gulped.

I pretended not to notice and stood up to take off my pants.

All this time he was sitting in my little desk chair watching.

With the natural weakness caused by the fever I was extra sluggish.

Finally they were off (Save for my briefs-) I felt a little better now that my body could breath.

"Hmm.... I don't want to put on clothes. If feels so good like this."

I stretched up to my tippy toes flexing my legs and arms.

"Ah..."

I gingerly sat back on the bed. Legs open and boxers hanging loosly.

A gulp again.

Could I be winning?

End of Chapter 1

Well, there's chapter one for you!