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okaii in this chapter you get to know dei's father yay huh?

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Chapter 1 mission.

SASORI POINT OF VIEW

Deidara and I have always been friends but I have always felt like I had feelings for him. I know it sounds creepy but I like to watch him sleep. See when he is asleep that is the only moment I know that will keep him quiet and peaceful and calm. When his eyes are closed I see that I want them open to look at but there is something I will never admit to him that I like him. I will keep it hidden and hopefully he will see for himself.

"Danna UN~" The blonds eyes were slowly opening and I quickly got away from the bed so when he woke up he wouldn't notice that I was watching him sleep.

"Yeah?" I was now on my bench and crafting a puppet that happened to look like Deidara but I made it so he didn't think it looked like him.

"I'm not feeling good un~" the blond was now asleep again. I quickly walked over to his bed and felt his head. It was burning up fast. I quickly ran to the bathroom and got a cold face cloth. I ran up to the blond and put it on his head hoping to make him feel better. I would do anything for this brat, to bad he didn't know about it.

The blond shivered in his sleep as I layed my hand on his cheek. If only you knew. I sighed and returned to my work, I had to get every part perfect just to try to live up to the real work of art. I guess I was day dreaming because someone had walked in and I hadn't noticed and I was staring at Deidara still.

"Sasori, what you looking at?" Itachi walked up from behind me and made me jump out of my seat.

"Thinking." I sat back down and worked on my puppet.

"Whoa, if I didn't know better I'd say you were wanting another Deidara?" he let out a sort chuckle. "We don't need another hyper active person running around." he was right by my ear watching my movements carefully.

"Do you need anything Itachi?" I turned and looked at him.

"What wrong with Deidara?" he put his hand on the man head and pulled it back, "You should take him to the hospital, that isn't normal."

"He will get better just needs some sleep." I returned to art and ignored Itachi trying to convince me to take him to the hospital.

"Look, Sasori I know you care about him so just take him unless it is some illness or something." Itachi stared at me with his blank look.

"I don't have feelings for that brat." I looked away from him and finished my puppets hands. The mouths on them were perfect.

"Oh sure 'cause everyone has puppets, photos and day dreams of Deidara all the time." Itachi laughed as he let that out.

"Whatever, I'll take that stupid brat to the doctors then." I knew that I was going to be alone with Deidara for a while so this made me happy.

"Sure make it sound like it's so hard to do and you're going to die doing this." Itachi was leaning up against a wall. He picked up a cigarette and lit it. He took a puff and he sent the smoke flying into my face.

"Ewe gross, you know I hate that!" I gasped for air. Something Deidara and I shared, we hate Itachi smoking around us, and he always blew the smoke in our faces.

"Whatever, and besides you have a child to take to the doctors." he walked out but not before letting a big blow of smoke go around my face.

"Gross," I cleared the smoke away from me. I saw Deidara mumble something. I went closer to hear what he was saying but all I got from it was junk.

"It......Don't.....Leave........Please........Sasori un~" wait did he just say 'Sasori'! no way. I smiled at this fact but I had no time to smile at the fact that Deidara was dreaming about me.

I picked him up and looked at his angelica looks. I sighed if only this would last forever. I started to walk towards the doctors but was so rudely interrupted by some blond headed brat.

"Where are you going!" he must think just because we wear these cloaks ALL the time that we always meant we want the nine tailed fox all the time.

"Brat leave me alone, I don't have time for some under grade brat to slow me down from getting this boy to the hospital."

"Wait that's a boy!" the boy laughed and nearly cried.

"Jerk, your voice sounds like a girl but do I call you one No!' I glared at him and I noticed he flinched.

"Hey that wasn't nice." Naruto looked at me and was in a fighting pose.

"Just what I need a fight when I have a sick boy right here!" I set him down and looked at the boy close to throwing the first punch.

when we were just getting into the fight some girl came up and stopped the fight. "What the hell Naruto! I send you out and you get in a fight already." the lady had pink hair. and I knew she was trained by an awesome medical ninja.

"Sakura, I was wondering if you could fix up Deidara he is sick or something and if I keep going I know that the same thing me and Naruto got into will happen with another moron.

"Fine but I can't do much to save a life or anything." he walked over to my partner and took off his cloak exposing is chest. it was awesome. I felt like I was about to faint.

"Nothing seems to be too wrong, but he hasn't been eating right, besides that he is just having a fever. take him home and make him eats something. OH and this meeting were just between us." she got up and she and Naruto were out of here fast. I looked down at my partner and picked him up and grabbed his cloak not bothering to put it back on, I like it this way.

when we got back I noticed Itachi's coffee was spit out of his mouth.

"I said take him to the doctor not rape him." I glared at Itachi words.

"I wouldn't rape Deidara; I ran into Sakura and Naruto and got her to check him so I wouldn't waste time going into the village and risk getting attacked." I seen Itachi smirk.

"So you have seen Sakura, huh." Itachi likes Sakura but Sakura like Sasuke and Sasuke like Naruto but Naruto likes Sakura. and yada yada yada. (A/N Sasuke is gay in my story, just because I personally think later on it will get funnier if he is.)

"I don't get why you even like her, she likes your younger brother, and he's gay, that shows something about you now don't it." I smiled at this thought.

"Whatever, so what is wrong with Deidara?"

"Nothing he just needs to eat." I looked down at him and smiled as I layed him down on his bed and walked out to get him something to eat.

"So, why do you care so much for him, Sasori?" Itachi was starting to get on my nerves by talking to me so much, well I guess that happens when Kisame goes on a date and don't come home yet. although with Deidara sick I am glad Itachi is talking to me so I have someone to talk to.

"'cause I can." I grabbed a banana and some bread and out it on a plate and grabbed a leftover chicken wings and plopped them on the plate.

"Oh sure now you have little to say." Itachi was eating a few grapes here and there.

"What?" I looked at the fridge to see a picture of Konan and Pein then a picture of a flower. Zetzu must have done that, must be his girlfriend. Toby and him got in this fight and haven't talked ever since so Zetzu has been dating people like crazy. this won't last for more than an hour, tops." You're nonstop talking all day because Kisame isn't here to talk to you."

"whatever and I have plenty of other people I could talk to." Itachi was in a grumpy mood now.

"Sure, Hidan and Kakuzu are in their room having 'fun' Konan and Pein are on a trip, Zetzu and Toby won't go near each other. so until Kisame comes home it's you and me." I looked at him and started to bring the plate to Deidara.

"Deidara you're awake?" I looked at him confused, shouldn't he be asleep or something I was planning to drop it by the end table then get back to work.

"Awe am I not aloud to be awake un~?" he looked at me and pouted. he looked so cute when he done that. I noticed Itachi was still behind me. Itachi and Deidara were okay people but together it's like an instant migraine.

after they talked about whatever they talked about I finished my puppet and Deidara was asleep again.

"Once again the wonderful Itachi put Deidara to sleep." I laughed as Itachi lit up a smoke and purposely blew it in my face.

"Why do you do that?" I waved my hands around to get the smoke away from me.

"to get that reaction." I glared at him and put the finished puppet away.

I sat up and layed on my bed. "Long day tomorrow might want to get some sleep. see you tomorrow Itachi." I noticed the smell of smoke was fading so Itachi was gone. I quickly fell asleep hoping tomorrow I would see my hyper active dei.

When I woke up I noticed Deidara was out of his bed. I jumped up and looked around and walked out the door in my boxers. I got to the living room and I noticed Itachi and Toby were laughing at me.

"where is that brat?" I looked down at them sitting on the couch.

"Holy fucking shit! Put some clothes on you little fucker!" Hidan turned so he wasn't facing me anymore.

"Whatever." I turned to go out to my room, I saw Deidara there going through papers.

"Get dressed un~, we have to go on a mission soon." He was walking around bare chested. "Oh un~ thanks for taking care of me yesterday."

"Whatever brat." I got my cloak and pants on then went to the papers and looked at them. "so this weakling is taking up my time?" the picture showed a blond haired man with blue eyes. For some odd reason it looked like Deidara but older.

"brat, do you know this man?" I passed him the paper and leaned on the wall.

"He's my father un~, he is a dead man to me." He put the paper down and walked out.

What the hell happened there? God touchy, Deidara like a girl but without boobs and he has a penis, and don't get moody all the time and bitch slaps people.

I walked out the door to see him standing there, "come on brat." I knew if I didn't show sensitivity then I would hear it from him tonight either when he is sleeping, or he would yell at me if I said something out of places.

"Deidara, are you going to kill him?" I looked at him as we started to walk.

"I have to un and it will be good revenge." He was looking forward like he didn't notice anything around him.

"Why what did he do?" I looked at him as his hair blown in the wind; it looked like he was an angel. I couldn't help but smile.

"he killed my mother un because he was mad that I turned out like this," he held his hands out and his mouths showed.

"I think there neat." I smiled at him and I seen he blushed a bit.

"Yeah well he got mad at her and killed her and he tried to kill me un but I got away and went to go live on in a different town." He continued to walk forward ignoring that I stopped.

"Oh and are you going to kill him yourself or do you want me to do it?" I knew he wanted to have this kill to himself.

"I want your help un." I looked over at him and smiled.

The rest of the time was silent until it hit sundown. "I think we should camp out until the morning." I used the Wood Release: Serial Pillar Houses Technique Itachi had learned when he stayed behind and watch Yamato repair the village. We all though it was going to be useful for missions so he began to teach it to everyone. And trust me it is useful.

"okay there's your room and this is mine." I went in it a closed the door and put the futon out. I went to sleep immediately but was interrupted by Deidara coming in.

"Danna I can't sleep it's to cold. Can I sleep with you un?" the bed headed blond looked at me and I nodded to tired to understand or care what he said.

"don't do anything funny though." I smiled and I felt the blond come close and try to steal my warmth. He was cold against my body I couldn't help but shiver a little.

"Deidara watch it your cold." I got up and grabbed another blanket and put it over him. I saw that he was asleep and that he was shivering more than ever.

"damn brat I can tell I won't be getting any sleep." I grabbed another blanket and layed it on him. "there is no way you could be cold after three blankets." I got my cloak on and decided to take a short walk.

I climbed the nearest tree and sat at it looking at the full moon. 'the one tailed beast must be hungry for blood tonight'. I sighed as I thought about that mission. I had to do a pretty good job of making it so people thought I was dead. It worked really well but after about three years they all figured it out that I was still alive after Sakura caught me when I and Itachi were on a mission to get some stupid scroll.

It turns out all it does is that it can make it so you can see in the dark. It was useless.

I was out here all night waiting for Deidara to wake up or the morning sun to shine. I watched the sun rise it would have been nice if I couldn't stop thinking about Deidara and his father. I couldn't help but think this was their battle not mine. Maybe I should tell him to do this by himself.

"Deidara why can't I show you the real me." I sighed and jumped off the tree and turned around and froze. "Deidara! What are you doing up?" I noticed he had a smirk on his face.

"You really are warm un you know that." I blushed at what he said. he turned around and I knew he knew I was a good person know.

"God, Sasori you really are messed up." I put my hand through my hair and walked inside and packed everything up. When I got out Deidara was smiling at me.

"what do you want?" I glared at him as he smirked to himself.

"Nothing un, I was just thinking about your little crush you had." I felt my face burn to a bright red. I walked away from him.

"Shouldn't we be going?" I was now at a fast pace not slowing down for anything.

"Danna, do you really like me?" I seen him grab my hand but I continued to walk ignoring that he was even there I was not going to admit to him that I have liked him a lot for a while.

"Don't we have someone to kill?" I pulled my hand away and I noticed he had felt a little hurt. "I'm sorry Deidara." I turned around to look at him but I was pulled into a hug.

"What are you doing?" I felt his warm body up against mine and it felt nice.

"It's called a hug un, people do it to show emotion un, something you have and I know you do." He pulled away then smiled.

"Sasori un, why do you seem so different? You always seemed depressed and serious un." He was an inch from my face. I couldn't help but blush.

"Deidara we should get going or Pein will get mad at us for not completing it in time. maybe you should kill him by yourself for revenge. It will make you feel good to have his blood on your hands." I backed away from him and went to the tree I was in earlier. I climbed it and looked down at him.

"I will be right here now go and finish the job but don't take to long brat I don't have forever." I saw him frown.

"Fine un." I saw him walk off but I knew something bad was going to happen. I just didn't want to think about it.

DEIDARA POINT OF VIEW

I know Sasori was doing the right thing but I do wish he would of come I would love to have his hot body walking near me. I always have been in love with him since I had first seen him, but every time I try to land a hit on him or flirt with him on our missions he always changes the subject. I wish he liked me, the way I love him.

It took no more than an hour to track him down but when I saw him I couldn't help but feel sorry for what I was going to do. Even though he killed my mother and tried to kill me. Okay so maybe he is the worst dad anyone can have. I still had to do this mission and I was going to enjoy every moment of it.

"Deidara long time no see," my father was looking at me with his eyes. I noticed right away one had been covered in red blood. Great, this was going to be too easy to be fun.

"I'm not sorry for what I'm about to do un," I looked at him as I pointed to his feet as him looked down eyes wide he smiled at me.

"Too bad this wasn't going to last son, it was nice..."

"KATSU!" before he could finish I had blown him up. I smiled as a job well done now I could return back to my Danna.

When I got back it was night fall so I didn't see much 'because it was so dark.

"Daaannnaaaa I'm back!" I walked inside and looked around for him but I noticed he was sleeping. I smiled as he layed there peaceful and amazing. I missed the way he slept I haven't seen it in forever because I had always fallen asleep before him.

What I wasn't looking at is what I needed to look at, someone had followed me here. A figure ran at me and pinned me to the ground.

"Deidara you are such an amateur." I was looking at my father.

"How the hell did you live through that?" I tried to be loud enough so Sasori could hear me.

"Ugh, what do you want brat?" Sasori looked over and me and noticed and got up and I noticed he was in his boxers. It was hotter outside than normal. I am so glad it was dark in here because my face was so red. "God damn it, I send you out alone to kill him by yourself to make you feel better about yourself but you end up almost dying."

Sasori grabbed my father's hair and ripped it off his head making him scream.

"What the hell you stupid asshole!" he was holding his bald spot and noticed he felt a little light headed. He felt his throat and felt his blood.

"You see my son that is how you kill someone…" he fell on top of me his head hitting mine making me pass out.

SASORI POINT OF VIEW

"great Dei, you just had to pass out." I took his father off of him and placed him in a different room, maybe when Dei came to he might want to say something to his father. I picked Deidara up in my arms and took him to a river so I could clean off all the blood.

When I got there I had to take off his cloak and his pants to clean them, I didn't mind it to much. I just was still amazed at the 8th wonder of the world. How could anyone look like him, so pure but not at the same time? I washes the blood off of his body and I might have gotten a bit curious. I wanted to know how big it was so I deiced to take a small peek but I had to make sure he was asleep so I pinged his ear a couple times. He was really knocked out so I peeked and I nearly fainted when I seen it. How the hell can anyone be so BIG! I had to catch my breath. Wow, whoa, amazing. I'm just glad he's knocked out so he will never known about that.

When we got back home I layed him on the bed and put the blankets on him I layed next to him and I pulled him close smelling his golden hair.

DEIDARA POINT OF VIEW

When I woke up I thought I had died. A sleeping half naked Sasori cuddling me close to him. Then I felt a cold breeze on me, I looked down to see me in my boxers.

"Danna what the hell happened why am I in my boxers." I was at the other end of the room looking at him. "did you fucking rape me?"

"Great, you think I am a perv," he laughed at me. "Your father died on top of you and you passed out and I wasn't about to let you sleep with blood all over your body." he passed me his cloak, "You might need that or you will freeze your cloak is freezing." He walked out the door and I put on his cloak but I wanted to run after him I didn't bother to zip it up.

"Hey Danna un, why are you so distant when I am near you?" I ran up to him but he didn't stop walking. "God, stop walking un." He kept moving so I had to do one thing to make him listen to me. I pushed him to the ground and sat on top of him.

"Danna un, please answer me." I was looking at his puppy dog eyes. The next thing I know he is on top of me.

"Dei, why do you care?" I seen his face go to a soft hurt and sorrow but nothing more.

I moved so I was on top of him, "Because I care about you un and I hate seeing you like thing, you're always a little depressed." I saw him frown. He rolled again and I was under him.

"Is that all Dei?" he smiled at me then I noticed he was planning something.

"Danna, what are you thinking about un?" I looked up but before I could do anything Sasori had his lips against mine. "Danna, what are you doing?"

"I'm in love with you Dei," he looked down at me with his puppy dog eyes. They made me feel so weak.

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