Here we go chapter 3! I hope you all enjoy it this was one of my original ideas for this series of one shots.

Oh and in case you didn't know... I don't own Twilight.

Edward and Bella had just moved into a new apartment. It was a lot closer to hospital, and since Edward was now in his 4th year of Medical School and would be spending all his time at the hospital instead of having classes on campus.

Bella had taken a new job with the local newspaper that didn't actually start until the end of the month, so she had plenty of time to get the apartment set up and organized.

Tonight was one of the few nights Edward would be home on time since he was finishing his rotation in ER and his shift ended at 6pm. She had just turned the stove off when she heard the door open.

"I hope you're in the mood for Mexican, cuz I made enchiladas!" she called towards the door. "Edward?" She called again when she didn't hear a response. After turning off the stove she walked over to the living room and saw him standing near the door staring at the shelf where they kept their keys.

"Edward? Are you ok?" Bella asked when he didn't look up at her. She moved over to place her hand on his arm, causing him to jump and turn towards her quickly almost as if he hadn't known she was there.

"Baby, what's wrong?" Bella asked running her hand up his arm to his shoulder.

Edward looked at her for a moment before shaking his head slightly "I um, I just want to be alone" he whispered and turned to walk off towards their room.

"Hey, talk to me" she called after him as she reached for his arm.

He stopped dead in his tracks and leaned into the hallway wall. She quickly came over to him and took his face in her hands. "What's going on?" She asked searching his eyes.

He closed his eyes and leaned into her hand "It was just a bad day at the hospital" he whispered.

"Ok" she nodded and pulled him into her arms holding him close. She breathed a little sigh of relief when his arms wrapped around her waist and pulled her closer. "Do you wanna talk about it?" she asked after a few minutes

"I'd really like to just take a shower if you don't mind" he said backing away slowly.

"No, go ahead. As long as you're ok" she said kissing his cheek. "Ill be out here when you're done"

"Thank you" he whispered kissing her forehead and moving past her to their room.

Edward had been in the shower for about 10 minutes when Bella knocked on the door "Hey, are you hungry? If not I can pack everything up for later"

When she didn't get an answer she opened the bathroom door "Edward?"

She walked in to find him with his hands up against the wall and his head hanging down in between them shaking.

"Edward, baby what's wrong?" she asked coming into the bathroom and opening the shower door. She stepped in with all of her clothes on and wrapped her arms around him.

He immediately threw his arms around her and started crying on her shoulder.

"Shhhhh, its ok" she told him as she stroked his hair "Edward you have to tell me what's going on" she whispered after a few moments.

She reached back to turned the water off then reached out of the shower and grabbed a towel to wrap around his shoulders, all with out letting go of him with her other arm. She used the corners of the towel to gently wipe his face.

"You're all wet" he noticed after a moment.

"It doesn't matter, what's going on?" she asked again.

He looked at her for a brief moment then started shaking again "I couldn't save her"

"Who?" She asked her heart breaking to see him this upset.

"This girl came in today" he told her "Her and her fiancé got into a car accident and she was really hurt and he was barely scratched. He pleaded with me to help her. 'She's my whole life' he said 'you gotta help her'.

"When I went into the room with the other doctors I could tell right away that she wasn't going to make it. We did CPR and shocked her for 39 minutes, but nothing changed. Finally we called it and I had to go out and tell him…He just slid to the floor and started crying. I felt so bad. But there wasn't anything we could have done, later when I went back to get her chart, her name was Isabella and it just…hit me" he took a huge breath and started shaking again "itcouldhavebeenyou" he managed to get out.

"Oh Edward" She whispered tightening her arms around him. "It wasn't me" she told him kissing his head "I'm right here"

"I know" he said "But it just hit so close to home" he told her.

"Baby I'm here, I'm fine nothing happened to me, its ok" she whispered into ear as she ran her hands up and down his back.

"I know I know" he whispered "I just… I couldn't help it, once I thought about it being you I couldn't stop myself"

"You can't do that hunny" she told him "You can't think about things like that. It'll drive you crazy" She whispered.

"Come on let's get you out of here before you catch pneumonia" she told him after they had stood in silence for a few minutes.

"You're soaked" he said looking up at her.

"I'm fine, come on we can both change into something warm" she said leading him out of the shower. They both changed into their PJs then Bella insisted they get into bed.

"Come here" she invited holding her arms out to him once they both got into bed. He rolled over to her and laid his head on her chest, she wrapped her both her arms around him and kissed the top of his head.

"I'm sorry" he whispered after a while.

"What for?" she asked stroking his hair

"For letting this get to me so much, for making you worry" he said.

"Don't apologize for that" she said kissing his forehead. "You never have to apologize to me for anything like this. It is my job to make sure you are ok." She told him.

"I just can't get the thought out of head, what would I do if I lost you Bella?" he asked picking his head up to look at her.

"Hey come on, you can't think like that" she said bringing her hands up to cradle his face forcing him to look at her. "I'm right here" she whispered and kissed him lightly on the lips then leaned her forehead against his "Don't do this to yourself"

"I just love you so much, I can't even…." She interrupted him by kissing his lips again.

"I love you too, and I'm right here, you have to stop worrying" she said kissing him again.

What had started out as a sweet loving kiss quickly turned into one of need and desire. Bella's arms wrapped themselves around Edward's neck as the kiss grew more frantic.

Edward reached down and quickly pulled Bella's shirt up over her head and tossed it back over his shoulder before removing his own.

Bella's brought her legs up to wrap around Edward's waist as he trailed kisses down her neck and back up to find her lips. Without breaking their kiss he reached behind his back to find one of her ankles and pulled it back down to the bed were he quickly worked to remove her pajama shorts along with his sleep pants, then slowly climbed back over her and kissed her softly.

She rolled them over so that she was on top and ripped her lips away from his to move into a sitting position on his lap. He followed her sitting up and leaning forward until his chest met hers and he was able to reclaim her lips. He gently lifted her up by the underarms just enough to enter her, causing her to moan and wrap her arms around his neck to hold on tighter.

He brought her face to his and held her face in his palms looking into her eyes as he pumped in and out of her.

She rested her forehead on his a he continued to stare into her eyes. Neither one of them broke eye contact for several minutes until Bella's eyes snapped shut of their own accord as se neared her climax.

Once she was unable to focus on meeting his hips with her own and managing to keep herself sitting up she fell back onto the bed pulling Edward along with her. Edward quickly made the new position work for them as he maneuvered himself above her, the new position made it easier for him to move within her. He quickened his pace as he began peppering her face with kisses.

Bella's legs found themselves wrapping around him once again, locking together around his waist to pull him in deeper.

"Bella, baby cum for me" he whispered. He immediately felt her walls start to clamp down around him.

"Oh…oh my god" she half moaned half whispered. "Edward… I'm gonna…I'm gonna..."

"Come on Bella" he said kissing her lips. With that her world exploded around her bringing him over the edge with the strength of the contractions of her body.

Edward collapsed on top of her, his head lying on her chest her arms and legs still around him, pulling him close.

After several minutes Bella felt Edward start to move off of her. Her arms and legs immediately tightened around him and he laid his head back down on her chest. She brought one of her hands up to run through the hair at the back of neck. "Are you ok?" she whispered kissing the top of his head.

"Yeah, I will be." he nodded slightly kissing the swell of her breast where his head was resting. "Thank you" he added.

"Edward" she said bringing her hands to either side of his face and pulling him up to look at her "You don't have to keep thanking me. It's my job to take care of you" she said brining her head up to kiss him softly on the lips.

A smile flittered across his face before he leaned down to kiss her again. "How did I get so lucky?"

"I ask myself the same thing everyday" she told him as she resumed running her fingers through his hair. "You take sure good care of me everyday, you have to be able to let me take care of you when you need it too. We're equals here, this isn't a one sided marriage, you have to know you can lean on me as much as you expect me to lean on you."

"I know" he nodded. "I know, and I do" he promised "I don't think you realized how much I lean on you everyday, how much I count on you to just be here, and today the thought entered my mind for the first time in a very real way, and it really shook me up"

"Yeah I saw that" she commented stroking his hair and kissing the top of his head. "You know I love you just as much right?"

He nodded his head on her chest, too consumed by his emotions to speak. "I love you" he whispered as he wrapped his arms around her tighter.

"I love you too baby" she whispered and continued to hold him tight and run her fingers through his hair until she was sure he had fallen asleep.

Awww, Bella is such a good wife! I loved this story line as soon as it crossed into my mind. I love the idea of Bella taking care of Edward.I hope you loved it as much as I do! if you did don't be afraid to let me know ; )