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Chapter 8

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"I want to be what you've always wanted."

"Then be yourself."

"That's simple enough." I chuckled

"I love you" She hugged me and didn't let go

"I love you too Namine" I held onto her and never let go.

I looked into her eyes after a moment of silence. "You know…you are the best thing that's ever happened to me. And I have even been through hell and back."

"Oh, Roxas don't say that."

"it's true though. I can't live without you, I've tried. For years honestly. I love you Namine. I always have and I always will"

She kissed me again and held me close. I didn't mind of course, I loved it…maybe a little bit too much. I kissed her back like I knew I should and kept her so close to me. I never want to let her go, she is way too important to me to let go. She's a beautiful girl with those beautiful eyes. No one will ever compare to her. I'm going to marry her…if she wants to… you know. Am I addicted? Ahh…good question…

"I can't live without you either." She says as I am fantasizing

So yet again Kairi comes in and ruins the moment…like she always does.

"Namine! Would you PLEASE come with me for a while?" Kairi begs.

Namine looks at me automatically as if asking me for permission to go with Kairi to wherever she was dying for her to go to.

"Its fine, go ahead." I whisper to her

She smiles at me and kisses me softly. "I won't be gone long Roxas, I promise. I love you"

"I love you too Namine." I glance over at Kairi. "Please be careful you two."

"Yea yea, you worry too much" Kairi sarcastically says with a small laugh

They leave and I walk over to the couch and sit down. I find the remote and turn on the tv while I wait for Kairi and Namine to get back.

"What the hell are you watching? It woke me up." Sora murmurs as he walks in with a giant bowl of ice-cream

"I don't really even know." I murmur back then glance at him "what's up with the ice-cream? Are you trying to be fat?"

"Haha very funny. No I'm just hungry."

"Wait let me get this straight. So you just woke up and your blaming it on me then you're going to eat ice-cream?"

"Pretty much."

"Mmk. So I haven't seen you in a while. Where have you been?"

"You know…Around…"

I turn to look at him "Sora…where have you been."

"I told you… around." He stares at his bowl of ice-cream, emotionless

"Sora."

"Destiny Islands"

"What the hell were you doing there?"

"Thinking."

"About?"

He smiles and pulls out a small box. "When to propose to Kairi." He plays with the ring a little bit then puts it away

"Dude I thought something was wrong, don't scare me like that."

"Haha I'm sorry."

"But why there?"

"It's where we grew up. There is a lot of memories there and I just thought it would be you know...right to go there."

"Is that where you were going to have the wedding to?"

"Now that's up to her…it doesn't matter to me where we go, as long as I'm with her"

"Oh okay."

"What about Namine?"

"What about her?"

"Are you going to propose to her?"

"Not now but yea, later…I'm scared she'll reject me."

"Roxas. You are too paranoid."

"Yea…I've heard."

"You'll be fine."

Namine and Kairi come back home…finally. I don't like having these talks with Sora…it's just…well…weird. But anyway, I stand up right when they come in.

"Namine could I talk to you for a minute?...alone?"

"Of course!" she says with a cute smile on her face and her perky voice.

We walk to the back of the house, to the very last room which just so happens to be my room and I close the door behind us. She walks over to my bed and sits on it and I sit beside her, holding her hand.

"So what did you have to talk to me about?"

"Remember a few days ago when we were talking about us?"

She turns and faces me. "Yes...why? Are you having second thoughts?"

"No! No! Of course not!"

"Okay then what is it?"

"Well…remember when we…never mind."

"No tell me."

"I can't, I don't really know how to put it in words"

"Is this about when we were talking about marriage and sex?"

"Yea…"

"Okay then what is it?"

"Did you mean like later in life or as soon as we can?"

Well that's it for Chapter 8(: sorry it takes a long time. I've become very busy! Make sure you watch out for the next chapter! Oh and if you have any ideas for something I could put in the story just send it to me in a message! It would be a great help! Thank you(: