Okay guys this is the first chap of my new story.... if you like it tell me to continue if not well then don't.

Love yas all, thanks so much for giving me a chance. Xxoo

Disclaimer: I don't own vampire Academy. *pouts*.

RPOV

My name is Romsemarie Hathaway, but to the majority of the population I am known as 'the slayer'. I am 5f6' well built and have long, long brown hair, but i usually tie it up and hide it under a bob cut blond wig when i am working. I hunt Strigoi, it is juat what i do, well at least it is what i do now.

***Flash back***

"Roza" He moaned, pushing me back onto the bed in what was now our cabin. He placed open mouthed kisses along my collar bone, causing me to moan with him.

We had just finished Wednesday afternoon practice and well... one kiss good bye kiss had led to another and here we were... again.

"Dimitri." I gasped pulling him up too me, as I kissed him I used my feet to push down his training pants down as far as I could while he kicked them off the rest of the way. Within minutes the rest of his cloths were gone and I was laying underneath him naked

He positioned himself above me, then looked at me for permission, just like he always did. Instead of nodding I flipped us over so I was straddling him and lowered myself onto him, excruciatingly slowly, before picking up the pace.

We reached our climax's together, when we were done I layed down ontop of his chest, letting my eyes slide closed.

"I love you Comrade, with everything I am." I whispered to him.

"I love you to Roza." He replied, kissing my forehead.

***End of flash back

That was the last time I made love to Dimitri. The following he left to guard Tasha only I didn't find out until the Monday.

***Flash back***

I checked my watch again. I was waiting outside the gym for Dimitri, who was running fifteen minutes late. I was getting worried, checking my watch more regularly. I stood on my tippy toes looking around, thinking that the extra two centimetres would somehow make him magically appear. I hadn't seen his since Friday night. Or even talked to him for that matter. Maybe he was sick.

I decided I would go check on him. I started jogging to his room.

"Rose!" I turned around reluctantly to find Alberta jogging towards me."Rose where are you going?" She asked, looking solemn.

"Dimitri isn't at practice yet so I was going to look for him. He is never late." I stated, she looked at me gravely, I knew something was wrong. "What happened to Dimitri is he sick?" I asked my voice filled with obvious worry.

"No Rose..." she shook her head.

"Well then what!" I demanded.

"He left Rose..." I stood there, she continued to talk but i didn't here a word of it all i knew it that he had left... He had left me... He didn't even say Goodbye.

"When?" I choked out, obliviously to whatever she was saying.

"Saturday he left to guard Ozera." She said the name with obvious disgust. How could he do that to me...? It was only Friday we were together... Tears blurred my vision and I sobbed once, before I took off running. Ignoring Alberta shouting after me, I couldn't face her, I couldn't face anyone. I just wanted to be alone.

I ran without looking where I was going, ending up in the last place I wanted to be, our cabin. But I was too tired and couldn't care. I opened the door and collapsed on the bed in a sobbing heap. I let my sobs take over my body until I was howling.

I don't know how long I cried for but eventually my sobs quieted, even if my tears never did stop and I fell into a reckless sleep.

***

"No!" I scream chasing after Dimitri's retreating figure. "You said you loved me!" I shouted accusingly. I heard a laugh and turned around to see Tasha standing behind me laughing.

"He didn't love you; you were just a game to him. How could anyone like him love you? You are just the school little whore." She mocked a sneer on her already ugly face. I feel to the ground.

"No it's not true. Dimitri please..." I held out my hand to where he now stood next to Tasha. "I need you." I whispered before my dream faded into darkness.

The scene changed I was now on a beach, I knew this was Adrian looking for me, but I didn't care, I stayed where I was, crumpled on the sand.

"Little Dhampir..." I heard him whisper. I turned my head so that I could see him, tears still streaming down my face. "What happened...?" He asked softly sitting next to me and stroked my hair. I flinched at the physical contact and he pulled his hand back. I continued to stare ahead blankly. "Rose I need you to tell me where you are." He said slowly, like he was talking to a child. I didn't say anything. "Please Rose, all the guardians are searching for you, Lissa is out of her mind with worry even Christian couldn't calm her." Lissa, that got to me I Looked up at him.

"Lissa..." I whispered, my voice horse.

"Please Rose it had been two days, where are you." Was he right, had I really been gone for two days, it didn't seem like it... "Rose." He said again.

"Our cabin." I said with a sob, he sighed and nodded.

"Bye Rose, I will see you soon." He said and I faded into nothingness once more.

*** End of flash back ***

I stayed in my room for almost two weeks after they got me from the cabin. They tried to take me to the infirmary but I just through a fit. Lissa, or Eddie or someone, would bring food to my room each day. But I would rarely eat it.

I knew I couldn't be Lissa's guardian anymore, I would be no good for her. After those two weeks I came out of my room and started training again. I ignored the stares and whispers pointed in my direction. Eventually everybody stoped trying to talk to me. I didn't come out of my room unless for class or when I was training in the gym I didn't go back to the cabin again. I was just here, just a shell, Rose Hathaway was gone.

The only reason I even stayed was that so all his hard work over wasn't wasted, I didn't need another reason for him to be ashamed of me. At graduation Tasha was there and it took everything I had not to start crying or hit her. Thankfully he didn't come. The night of graduation while everyone was partying I left.

That was over three years ago, since then I had been killing Strigoi, I slept when I needed too ate when I had too and went where I felt. I still checked on Lissa once a week. It was like a ritual, it kept me from loosing myself completely.

She had gotten married to Christian last year and was currently living in court being trained to take the thrown was queen bitch croaked. It was announced six months ago that she was next in line and she had be so happy. She still missed me for which I felt bad about, but there was nothing I could do to change that, so instead I kept up with my visits and kept killing the strigoi, it was the best I could do to keep her safe.

I still had the same dream, well night mare every night, three months after I left Adrian had stopped walking into my dreams and for that I was grateful.

To date I had killed 346 strigoi. I had caused quite a stir in the vampire world, no one knew who I really was and those who did find out were dead long before they could tell anyone. Even the Achelimists only knew me as 'the slayer' and they didn't know what I looked like, I always left before they arrived.

I don't even know why I kept count, I think it was because I still dreamed of getting my molnija marks.

***

I flopped back onto the bed I was using at my current hostel. It was ten o'clock in the morning and I was exhausted having been out hunting all night only to come up empty handed. I guess I had emptied another city and it was time to move on.

But I didn't want to move on yet and I knew the real reason was because I was so close to Lissa, I was in Washington, the closest major city to court. I missed her so much and knowing she was so close without seeing her was excruciating. I decide not to visit her today like I usually did.

Instead I pulled the blanket out of my duffel bag and over me closing my eyes…

I guess I was attuned to visiting Lissa every Thursday because it happened anyway and within moments I was in her head.

"I just miss her so much." She sobbed clingy to Christians shirt, he was rubbing her back soothingly.

"I know." He whispered, his voice hoarse.

"She was suppose to be here for this." be there for what? I had already missed her wedding.

"I know," He repeated.

"We have to find her, we can send the guardians out again." She stated pulling away from him, so that we could both see his face.

"We've already done that, she will come back when she is ready. If she dosen't want to be found she won't."

"But I need her." She sobbed. "She was suppose to be here with me, for this. I want my baby too know her. I need my baby to know her." Christian didn't say anything, just sat there holding her is his arms.

***

I pulled myself back into my own head and was aware of the tears in my eyes. I didn't know how I felt, but I knew Lissa needed me, for the first time since my absence she did need me there. She had always wanted me too be there but this was the first time since I first left that she felt broken without me. I didn't know what would happen by me returning, but I doubt I would be welcomed with open arms... at least not by most of them... especially when they found out I was 'the slayer' they were all so afraid of.

But I did know one thing, Lissa needed me, so I was going back.

I decided I would return tomorrow, after I cleaned up a bit.

Then I layed down to get some rest while the sun was still up.

It was going to be a long day tomorrow.

So yeah that was the first chap... please review.. it would mean a lot to me..... And check out my other stories. XD