If I scream it from the rooftops then everyone knows it, everyone including Will. What I really want to scream from the rooftops isn't 'I love Emily Prentiss.' No, it's 'I hate William LaMontange and want him to die.' But that will back fire real fast. Then on the other hand I could always scream 'I am gay and I don't care what anyone else thinks because I am happy being me.' Yet I don't really want people to know, it just plain scares the living shit out of me. So every time I build up the courage to say I love you to Emily, or I hate you to Will, I'm reminded of some stupid thing and I just close my eyes and try not to cry.