A/N: This is rubbish. I had written most of it on one day a couple of months ago, and I just now finished it. Hope you like it. Last two lines = name that musical. Fits Rod, actually.

Summary: Rod is in love with Nicky, and has actually confessed to the man, but now that Nicky's getting married and he can't actively fulfill his fantasy of the two of them together, Rod asks him for just one night before the wedding to satisfy him, even though he's admitted to himself that he can never have the other man.

I wish these voices inside of my head would just stop. There's so many things that I want to say to you and there's so many things that I wish you would feel for me – like I do for you – but I can't, but I ask for this one night with you just because I just want to feel you near me. But I know that this isn't going to change your feelings for me, for that fiancée of yours because she's the one you're in love with, not me. It's some kind of messed up love triangle, isn't it? I love you, you love her, she loves you. It's like the Phantom of the Opera, isn't it, except in our version you don't feel anything higher than friendship for me? I don't mind, though. As long as you're happy, even though it's breaking my heart. Mistie's a lucky lady, having you. If she sees in you what I see in you, then she's extremely lucky.

I hope you're happy, now you're choosing this …

I hope you're happy in the end. I hope you're happy, my friend …