I can feel you here

It's in my footsteps

On my breath

Scorched in my soul

I feel your presence

Looming over me

God I miss you

Have you missed me?

It's been so long

We'll never meet again

This night

I feel your presence

You're watching me

Watching me with Tim and Alan

You think I'm happy

You think I'm enjoying life

I'm not.

You're not here with me, John.

I need you.

You are the only one

The only one to complete me

I miss you John.

I wish you'd come back.

Why can't I leave them?

I only want to be with you.

Your scent, your touch,

Tortures me daily

I want to feel you

Hold you, love you

All this pain

For just on reason

Tim and Alan.

I love you more

I want to be with you.

Can't you please come?

Run down the hill

Greet me

We can run away together

All of this because

I love you.