Lulu never did write much,but it helped her release her emotions. Things that she couldn't say she could always write. The subject of her writing was Wakka. Their relationship has not been the same since they deafeated Sin. She felt miserable, she tried not to cry. She tried to hold it all in,but one little tear feel down her cheek.
Sittin' here starin' at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
I'm tryin' to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at
all
They had went out the night before. When she looked at him the sparkle in his eyes was gone. He used to look at her like he loved her, now nothing was there. She needed him, without him she had no reason to live.
'Cause it's breaking my heart When I look in your eyes And I don't see me anymore Oh, and you're all I'm living for
'I wish i knew if he loved me or not. That's all it would take to make me happy. But what if he doesn't. I'm not ready to lose him.' Lulu thought.
Baby, tell me that you still believe That you still love me The way I love you If you take your love away from me You know I would die 'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye (Oh...oh...oh...)
'If he would call me, it would help. I need him to tell me that he loves me, that i was thinking wrong. Without him how can I go on?'
Baby, please pick up the phone Tell me I'm crazy, I got it all wrong I don't know what I'm gonna do I don't know how to live without you
Wakka was her true love, he just needed to realize that. He was everything to her.
You are the first song My heart ever heard And baby, I-I believed every word You are my heart, my soul, my world
Lulu decided to go find Wakka and ask him
if he did love her, she had to get answers. She saw him playing Blitzball
with the rest of the team.
"Wakka come here i need to talk to you."
"What do you want?"
"I need to know where you stand."
"On what?"
"Our relationship, Do you even care about
me any more? Do you love me? You are the only thing that is ever on my
mind. I love you I want to be with you forever."
Baby, tell me that you still believe {Still believe} That you still love me {That you still love me, baby} The way I love you {The way I love you} If you take your love away from me {Away from me} You know I would die {I would die} 'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye {Goodbye} Every breath that I take, every beat of my heart You know it's all for you I wanna hold you, I wanna love you Forever and always
"I don't know." Wakka answered.
"What do you mean you don't know?" Lulu
was confused.
"I just don't know,now that we have defeated
Sin everything is different. Tidus and Auron are gone and I see what Yuna
and Rikku are going through because of it. I don't want to fall in love
just to get hurt in the end."
"You won't I will always be here for you."
"I can't be in a relationship right now,
I have too much going on."
"So you don't love me anymore?"
"I didn't say that, i need to have sometime
to myself. Let's give out relationship a little break."
"OK." Lulu said she really didn't have
a choice.
Baby, tell me that you still believe (Tell me) That you still love me (That you still love me) The way I love you {The way I love you} If you take your love away from me (If you take your love away) I know I would die (I know I would die) 'Cause I'm not ready for goodbye, goodbye,
Lulu laid on a blanket outside looking up at the stars. How could he do this to me? She thought. She had gave him her heart and he broke it. She didn't believe that he loved her. She had to go on with her life,but she wasn't sure if she could do it. Wakka i love you, she thought. Why can't you feel the same.
goodbye, goodbye
What was Lulu writing? Will they ever get
back together?
Those questions will be answered in the
next chapter.