Tell Me How...
Author: Nicol Tyler
(A Sweet Revenge glance at Hutch's thoughts)

I thought ten years would be long enough, but then I always thought we would have more than that. I thought we were supposed to both go out in a blaze of glory, It wasn't supposed to be like this.
What about Me & Thee, buddy... huh... you want to explain that because right now I don't see it especially with you leaving and I am the one left behind to pick up the pieces.

Damn You!

I'm sorry I didn't mean that, I just don't know what to do with all....

I don't know

This is too much for one person I need you, I can't deal with this alone. I can't even think of the words to describe this right now, and I thought I knew it all, at least when it came to this thing between you and me. Do realize you taught me most of it? You were such a good teacher and I thought I was a good listener.

I listened while you taught me all there was to know about "Carpe Diem," Seizing the day because we never knew if we would see the next. I learned to laugh again , and open my eyes to the world around me and see through them with an innocence I thought was lost somewhere in my childhood.

I learned so much, I thought it was everything, but it wasn't, because I can see there is so much more...don't you see it.

You taught me to love you, but not how to stop.

Tell me how...please tell me how to stop, because if I stop then maybe it won't hurt so much when you are gone.
Fin