Title: Is it wrong to love?

Author: jc_cazelle

Pairing: G-Top/ jiyongXseunghyun

Jiyong sat on the side of the bed, Seunghyun's bed! An intense feeling rush through his veins when he heard the bathroom door slowly open. With his fresh wet body, a towel wrapped around his waist, his six pack abs showing, a sexy TOP came out. All Jiyong could do now was to stand there thinking how he would like to molest that hot god-like creature.

"Yah! Jiyong-ah? G-dragon! Snap out of it."

Jiyong abruptly wipe his drool when he heard Seunghyun's voice.

The older boy's eyebrow was raised in curiosity as he watch Jiyong panicked, "Whatcha thinkin' 'bout?"

"Nothing really," Jiyong squinted his eyes. His company sat next to him making him feels sicker.

"Bet some sexy chick eh?eh?eh~?" Seunghyun playfully elbowed Jiyong.

"Ahh…yeh yeh,'' Jiyong laughed awkwardly.

"Ow! Speaking of which, wanna go on a date tomorrow?"

Jiyong's eyes got big, "T-t-the two of us?" Is this the chance I've been waiting for?

Seunghyun's sexy eyes met Jiyong's, his perfect lips curling up in a little smile. Then he snickered, "Of course with Boom-noona and Min SunYe-ssi. Didn't you have a thing with Boom-noona?"

Jiyong's heart drop. "Yeh," he tried to smile. Not until I realized how much you mean to me. "But aren't you making such a big gossip. Bet it'll be all over the news the day after tomorrow."

"That's not a problem here. That's what caps and glasses are for. We could put some mustache if you'd like?"

Jiyong smiled. There was an eerie silence between the two of them like they would like to say something.

"Well-," Seunghyun stood up breaking the stillness. He took a deep breathe; "We should get inside its getting cold," he started walking.

Jiyong gazed at the dark sky then at Seunghyun. Hyung, notice me -even just a little.

Bigbang's G-dragon and TOP were in front of Souel's most enormous mall. With caps and shades, they wait. It was a cold rainy afternoon and Jiyong's not feeling well but still for his love, he came. He watches as Seunghyun rub his hands together and shove it in his pocket. The leader couldn't help thinking how he would like to hold those hands and put it on his own.

Only if this is our own d—

Jiyong stopped; he couldn't just ignore the fact that this isn't their date and Seunghyun like-girls.

"Jiyong-ah! Seunghyun-ah!"

"Oh! Noona," Seunghyun exclaimed as SunYe approach them. "Where's Boom-noona?"

"I'm sorry but she couldn't come. Her manager won't let her. So sorry Jiyong," leader of Wonder girls pleaded.

"Na, it's cool. I'll-just tug along," Jiyong smiled.

"Omou! Thanks! Boom missed the chance to date the legendary G-dragon," SunYe laughed.

The trio went to eat first. Jiyong sat opposite to the couple. He watches them flirt, cuddle and even feed each other. Jiyong felt sicker, he couldn't even enjoy his food. This two isn't even an item but they act like one. Damn it! I don't like this view! Jiyong screamed in his thoughts, jealousy overpowering him.

Watching movie was the worst. It was too dark to see what's going on between his companies. Are they hugging? or MAKING OUT? Jiyong was panicking. Hyung won't that be aggressive in a first date-won't he?

"Hyung?" Jiyong whispered.

"Yeh?"

"What are you doing?" What a stupid question.

Seunghyun took his eyes off the screen and gazed at the weird cute unusual expression of his band mate's face, "Watching? -obviously? What's up?"

"Nothing," Jiyong sighed in relief. Nothing's wrong, just imagining things.

Minutes past but still, Jiyong couldn't understand a thing in the movie, too distracted with every Suenghyun's move. Here he was sitting right next to the boy he love the most but couldn't even talk nor show how felt about him.

In G-dragon's shock his love turned to him, squeezed his arms with his intense and delicate hands, looked at him deeply in the eyes and leaned toward him. Jiyong could feel the warmth of Suenghyun's lips over his.

"Jiyong-ah? The movie's finished, any plans on leaving?"

The boy's eyes flickered open. He fell asleep. A dream? -Yeh that's all it'll be, a dream.

"You awake now?" Seunghyun stood in front of him. "Noona went ahead-to the ladies room."

"Oh I see," as Jiyong tried to stand up, he almost fell down but immediately caught by TOP.

"You okay?"

His concern? "I'm fine I should just go home and catch some rest."

"I'll get you home. You're burning," Seunghyun insisted as he held the sick boy around his shoulder.

"No, I'll be fine. Don't dare ditch our Min SunYe-ssi. I'll just call Seungri to pick me up," Jiyong almost whispered, shrugging out of his hyung's grip. No, he won't call anyone…he needs to be alone, just this once. As he walks away, he gripped his chest. I know it hurts but even it means you breaking, I won't forget that I love him.

Seunghyun stormed straight to Jiyong's room. He wouldn't forgive himself if anything happened to- to- to him.

"Jiyong-ah?" Seunghyun called as he open the door. He found the younger boy lying on the bed appearing too fragile…vulnerable. He ran to the side of the bed and put a hand on Jiyong's forehead, "Shit! -I should get you to the hospital."

Jiyong instantaneously snatched the phone from TOP's hand and with a hoarse voice he said, "Don't -it's not a big deal."

"No, it is a big deal," Seunghyun stretch out his hand but playful Jiyong place it under his pillow out of Suenghyun's reach and closed his eyes, a faint smile drawing from his face. The older boy rolled his eyes, leaning towards the bed to get his phone. "Give it back will y—" He froze.

"Please hyung," Jiyong pleaded in his weak voice as he look up at him with his gorgeous half-closed eyes.

Seunghyun hesitated but agreed. "Hey don't move eh? I'll go get you some medicines."

After a moment, TOP was back carrying a pale of water and pills. Jiyong was sleeping in peace now. He smiled, sitting next to the sick boy. With gentle, he rested the wet towel on Jiyong forehead and stared at him for a long time. Every contour of his face, he memorized. Every breathe he take, he watched. He admired his beauty all this time.

Seunghyun couldn't stand this. He was afraid to admit it. It—it's wrong. He stood up to leave the room but in his surprise, Jiyong seized him by the wrist and said, "Hyung, please stay."

It was a voice of an angel. Seunghyun settled back to his seat.

"Thanks," Jiyong smiled weakly.

"Don't force yourself to talk anymore just get some sleep. I'll stay by your side as long as you want." Yes, I'll stay with you even when it means just being your best friend.

Jiyong was still smiling as he drifted off to dreamland.

Seunghyun carefully brushed off the sleeping boy's hair; he softly squeezed Jiyong's arms. His heart pounded so hard, so fast. "Yah Jiyong," he whispered. "Why did you let me stay? You should've just let me walk away. I'm a coward you see? I date random girls just to forget how I feel about you but now that I'm alone with you I just couldn't ignore it. Yeh I know-I know it's wrong but please- please- let me love you just this time."