Isıdore Lucien Ducasse once said; "Could a stone escape from the laws of gravity? Impossible. Impossible, for evil to form an alliance with good."

I can have suspicions about the first part, but for the last part, I'm positive.

In this life, we have boundaries. We have colurs. We have questions, have answers for them. Everything is clear. Good, bad, beauty,ugly, life, death,love, hate..

When I was 7, I asked my brother; why was the evil like that? Why the evil witch tried to kill Snow white? why the bad wolf tried to eat little red riding hood? Why the stepmother wanted Cinderella to be miserable?

He shrugged "When people are in pain, they want the other people to be miserable as well, so that they won't be alone."

Maybe it's the most clear human feeling we can ever feel. The fear. Of being alone. Of not fitting in. Of not being good enough.

I never fit in. I never felt like I belonged to somewhere. Thanks to my brothers, we always changed towns in every 2 or 3years. I stopped asking questions after a while.

What was I saying? Right, we have boundaries. They define what kind of person we are. What we can or can't do. How much we can have, how much we can lose…

But what happens when you meet someone who wants to cross all boundaries you draw? And what happens, if the only thing you want to do, is to let them?

I always played by the book. Always followed the rules. Never did anything that was forbidden.

Except tasting the forbidden fruit.

What can I say to defend myself? I'm not the master of my senses. So I can't be guilty…