Mom,

I'm so sorrt I lost you on that day,

I hope you can forgive me and all the sins that I made,

I just wanted to see that smile you used to have at least one more time,

I'm so sorry that I lost Al's body and my arm and leg,

I didn't mean for this to happen,

but now,

I want to restore everything I lost back to the way it was,

so,

just for now,

I have to let go of you,

I just want to get things back to the way they were,

so Mom...i'm sorry.