AN: I don't really know what this is. It just came to me, begging to be written.
"I love you."
"I know. I love you too."
"Do you know that you're the first person I told?"
"Yes. You never told the others."
"They were not like you. The first time I saw you I knew. And after that incident with...you know...then I knew for sure. I love you."
"Ever since that I've loved you too. Even though I hated you for a while too."
"I know you did that. I deserved that."
"You did. You left for months without as much as a good bye."
"I know. It's just..."
"You found your Doctor."
"Yes."
"But he couldn't fix you."
"No one can. It's just who I am."
"And now..."
"I'm still."
"I missed you though. It wasn't the same whithout you."
"I came back for you. All of you. But mostly for you."
"I hated you then."
"I know. For how long?"
"Long enough for me to start loving you again."
"And I loved you enough to wait. You deserved that much."
"Do you ever regret it?"
"Regret what?"
"Everything."
"Never."
"..."
"Do you know what you did to me?"
"Tell me."
"You made me feel like a human. You made me feel like I belonged. Like I was home. At last. My home was with you. Is with you."
"You made me feel the same way."
"Where ever you are, I'm home."
"But not anymore."
"Still."
"No. This time it was me who left you. Remember?"
"How could I forget?"
"You know I'm dead, don't you?"
"Yes."
"I can never come back."
"But with you I'm home."
"No. You can't stay here. I'm not here."
"It says so on the stone."
"You of all people should know that the stone is lying. I'm not here."
"But I can see you. Feel you."
"But not touch me."
"No."
"Only when it rains."
"It always rains nowadays."
"You should go home."
"I have none."
"They need you. They always do. And I'm not going anywhere. I'm with you."
"I love you."
"I love you too."
And with that the faint voice disolved in the rain and left the crying captain alone in the graveyard. He looked down on the stone infront of him, still not able to grasp it. Here lies Ianto Jones. Beloved friend and lover. There's no place like home.
It was always in the rain that the captain came here. Always when the sky was crying. Then he could cry too, and no one would ever know.
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