Author: Everything_Once
Pairing: Naomy/Emily and some others ...
Rating: M
Warnings: Swearing
Summary: Sometimes you need help to deal with your life... Effy and Naomi are living together with Effy's daughter ...
Disclaimer: Skins isn't my property, even if I secretly wish so! At the moment I pretty much own nothing...
The title and the name of Effy's daughter are the property of EmilyShitificationFitch ! ! ! (Read her work it's totally worth it!)
Sorry for the huge lack of uploads but I was down for a bit and then I've had a bit of writer block I guess but now it's a bit better so I'll write a bit more often.
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Chapter Twenty-six
*** Naomi's thoughts***
Emily is now asleep in my arms, but she keeps moving, and shivering now and then I guess that it's normal after all she has been through. I'm spooning her and I try to make her feel that I'm there and that I'll protect her no matter what.
I'm just about to kiss her in the back of her head when I hear a small whisper:
"Don't…"
"Ems, it's me Naoms…"
"I know…"
"But then why …"
"I can't, I'm sorry I just can't feeling you so close of me is already hard enough … I now that you're not him and that you'll never hurt me in any way but I don't know it's just too much I can't really help it … sorry…"
I slowly make her turn so we are face to face. I can see a small tear on her right cheek so really slowly and carefully I'm moving my hand. I keep looking at her, I want her to be able to make me stop at any moment. She doesn't move, so I keep going and I slowly put the tear away, I hope that it will be as simple with all her bad memories and worries but I know that it won't be like that …
"Thanks."
"You're welcome Ems. How was your little nap?"
"Not that great right?"
"Yeah you may have move a bit and maybe scream at one moment but it goes better … No?"
"Yeah … well probably … I hope so anyway."
"Ems, please don't be mad at me or don't take it wrong or anything but have you consider seeing someone?"
"Seeing someone like in Hy, I'm Emily it's nice to be a part of this loony farm?"
"Obviously not!"
"I don't know Naoms … I've never done that before…"
"I have."
"Really?"
"Yep."
"Why? Well if it's not to much to share."
"No, it's ok now, well my father have left us when I was a baby and I've always felt a bit responsible for that so I was a bit depressed when I was a teenager …"
"Oh. Sorry to hear that."
"Well it's over know and I have to admit that talking with someone, especially a really non judging person can help. So maybe …"
"I don't know Naoms. I might be a bit scared. I've never really told the whole story to someone…"
"Except at the police station…"
"Yeah but it was different, actually it was like if I was on a robot mode, I mean it was not really like if I was the one talking or if I was telling my own story."
"I suppose that it's normal. But you have nothing to be ashamed of Ems."
"I know… maybe that if you come with me, at least for the first time, I'll be able to try it."
"You sure? It's something quite personal and I don't want to intrude your life or something like that…"
"Naoms, you've been there for me since the first time we've met and you've take cadre of me so much since that moment so I guess that there is nothing I can hide from you now… Plus when I'm with you I feel less scared and weak so yeah I guess that I'll really like you to come with me."
"Thanks, I mean it's mean a lot that you accept me to be there for you."
"You're already there and if I can try to feel better then I guess that I'll have to do my best."
"Oki. You do realize that you still have to talk with Katie as well right?"
"Can you do that for me?"
God she's so cute when she's pouting.
"Ems, really … I mean I can face pretty much anything to make you feel alright but your sister is just too much to handle!"
"Yep, she's a bit scary sometimes…"
"She's a monster most of the time, but it's a nice way to explain the situation."
"Yeah but this time I've been the bitch! I hope she'll forgive me!"
"Of course, she's your sister, and your twin even if I don't think that you're alike, so it'll be alright. Plus she knows what you've been through and that it wasn't even you talking so yeah … maybe that she won't kill you this time."
"Not funny!"
"Sorry. But you know that I'm still right."
"I hope so."
"Time to face the demon then …"
"Can we stay like that just for a bit more?"
"Yeah, of course."
"Good…"
"But then the demon …"
"You won't forget ?"
"Nope."
So please tell me what you've thought and/or what you want…
There won't probably be no updates till Monday or Tuesday but it feels good to write again so I'll keep writing well except if you don't want me too that is…
Short one I know but it's a new start so please forgive me …
A huge thanks to EmilyShitificationFitch for not killing Effy lmfao not really but just to be there for me and to motivate my writing with her great story !