A/N: Hey Guys, I have reworked this fic and reposting it and the final chapter will be post later today and I just wanna say thank you to all my fans and I look forward to ur reviews.

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What he lost was the chance to make love to her again, to kiss her, to tease her lips and body, but most of all, to be with her.

What he lost was the chance to father her child, for her belly to round with his seed inside of her and to watch it grow.

She had ruined him for all other women. He missed the way the sun hit her hair in the mornings.

Then one rainy morning she was on his doorstep crying and soaked to the bone. He takes her in and gives her food and clothes as well as putting her to bed but before he leaves the room Derek hears the words that he longs to hear her say.

"Derek, I love you."

"I still love you to Addison." He turned to walk away.

"This baby is yours Derek."

The Next Morning

Derek stood out on his balcony of on his newly built home watching the sunrise. He was still reeling from the news that Addison's baby is his that his unborn son is growing inside of the love of his life. This was the second chance that he and his mother had talked about yesterday morning and now that conversation seemed like a lifetime ago. His mother had told him that it does not matter who the fathered Addison's baby is, what matters is that he loves Addison and if he can love the baby the same way that he loves Addison then it does not matter that he baby isn't the child's father biologically and no matter what anyone says and they can be happy together again. His thoughts where interrupting by Addison walking out onto the balcony.

"We need to talk Derek."

"Yeah, we have to a lot to talk about."

"Derek I'm sorry that I never told you about the baby it was wrong for me to lie to you about our son."

"I don't know what to say to you Addison."

"Something. Anything Derek. Yell at me please."

"Just one question Addison why did you let me think that Mark was the father of our son?"

She knew that she had to tell Derek the whole truth. "Derek, you would not talk to me, every time that I tried to tell you about the baby, and you just blew me off every time that you saw me. However, Mark was there and he cared about the baby and me. He told me that he wanted to be a father to my baby and that I owed it to him to have this chance. I guess that I really did owe it to Mark."

"Owe it to Mark? Owe him what?"

"To be a father, I took that from Mark when I killed our baby."

"You were…Mark got you pregnant?"

"Yes! Derek I..."

"Get away from me." Derek left the room.

Alone in the room Addison begin to cry the pain was too much for her to handle. She needs to leave but she also needs Derek as well. Addison felt something running down her leg, she moved her fingers over it and she prayed that it was not what she thought it was but it was, blood and amniotic fluid. Addison let out a blood-curling scream. Derek came running into the room seeing the blood and amniotic fluid he quickly grabbed Addison.

"Everything is going to be okay Addison, I promise that everything is going to be fine and so is our son, Addie."