Hey guys! So um cuz this is my first fanfic it's probably gonna suck... but please don;t get mad at me I AM TRULY SORRY! but anyways um thanks for at least clicking the link and I love you for that. So this is like the little epilouge part and I'm sorry but Fang won't come in until a lot later... well not that far in but it may be a few chapters... soooo yeah

oh yah DISCLAIMER! I do not own anything Maximum Ride related... but if I did Fang would be severly punished haha XDXD Happy Readin'!

Max, that was who I was, who I still technically am, but not really. I will never be Max again, not the full Max, not that person who never gave up, the

person who fought like hell to protect her family, the Max that was unstoppable. Now I'm just a depressed heart broken girl, shattered, and crumbling.

Days slip by but nothing changes. The hurt will never lessen, never soften, and never go away. I sit alone, thinking about him, day in and day out,

maybe if I think hard enough he will reappear and this will just be some stupid dream. Maybe, someday, I will wake up and everything will be

better, but for now,I'm just stuck in a horrible, never ending nightmare.

"Max…Max…MAX! Please stop writing emo morbid poetry in your head and come out, we're all worried about you, please just eat something or

come talk to us?"

I sigh and moan into my pillow hoping that Angel will take the hint and leave. Though of course she doesn't and I hear the squeak of my bedroom

door opening.

"Please Max, you know that just staying cooped up in here won't solve anything. It's been 2 months, you've written at least 30 different versions

of that emo poem and not one of them is good enough to publish, we're all worried about you. Iggy even asked me if you were planning on

committing suicide."

I just grunted into my pillow. I wasn't in the mood to move, or to eat, or to do anything. All I wanted was to sit in here, cry and write more emo

poetry.

She came and sat on the edge of my bed, "Look Max, we all know that you're a great leader and all, but isn't the reason Fang left to make sure

you're a good leader. You know if you just sit in here and cry there was kind of no point in him leaving because you sure were a better leader

when he was here… crazy make out scenes included. So if Fang knew that you were going to act like this he probably would never have left. But

the girl Fang knew would never ever break down like that. Max is strong and nothing can make her cry, or put her down. So Max, where is the girl

that Fang knew… the girl that we all knew, because we really do miss her,"

I finally turned around and looked at her. My eyes were all puffy from crying and my hair was a mess. I was a mess and she and I both knew it. I

realized she was right, I never cried, not even when I snapped 4 ribs I gritted my teeth and dealt with it, so what's different now? I'm just going

to let some guy get to me? I have a family to take care of, Fang or no Fang. You know what? Fang can just go… wait Angel is probably listening to

this… but anyway what's gotten into me, I'm freaking Maximum Ride for god's sake… I HAVE FREAKING WINGS! I'm unstoppable, and nothing

especially heart break is going to get in my way. Though it will still hurt… it will always hurt. Great, I just ruined my epic monologue with that little

end part but who's going to know but Angel.

"Yeah, yeah your right, what the heck's gotten into me for the past two months?" I said staring up at her 7 year old face. "Okay I'm going to

shower and than I'll meet you downstairs. Tell Iggy to start on dinner and Nudge and Gazzy to set the table."

I headed off in the direction of my bathroom when Angel said "Oh yeah Max, we also bought your favorite ice-cream,"

I smiled and skipped the rest of the way.

Who needs guys? Who needs Fang? Not me!

haha yah I know your thinking well screw this there's probably not gonna be and Fang or Fax in this piece of crap, well there is but I'm trying to stay in character you know invincible Max, yeah... you get it? haha but seriously she still misses him but she's Max for god sake but it'll get better... this is the epilouge remember?