RECAP

"Will you marry me?" He asked still kneeling in front of me with both of my hands in mine. I looked at his hopeful eyes as more tears ran down my face. I closed them shut and threw my head back then shook my head staring down at Dimitri's beautiful, deep brown eyes.

"No." I answered.

Nobody's POV

"No." She repeated once more.

"No?" Dimitri asked completely hurt.

"No." She whispered once again but this time she wasn't even looking at Dimitri but he didn't even notice.

Dimitri hung his head low trying to figure out why she just rejected his proposal. He felt crushed, destroyed and as if she just ruined all of confidence that he had in his body. First she wants commitment then she's jealous then she just rejects his proposal. He punched a Moroi and that was a criminal offense. He needed to know what was going on in her head. Why is she acting the way she was acting. Instead of being upset and feeling like going to cry in the corner, he felt angry.

He was exhausted and angry. He didn't know what to do. He didn't know what Rose wanted. He was frustrated and really angry. He stood up and turned his back to her running his hands in his hair in frustration. He didn't know what to do. He gave out a frustrated groan and he felt all of his anger surface. He was going to lose control, he was going to snap. Rose is the only one that noticed that he tried to stay in control and it was Rose that is going to make him lose control.

Dimitri turned around to face Rose. To give her a piece of his mind. To share what was going on in his head and why he was angry. He was going to yelled. He was going to scream. He was going to make a scene. He looked at her just in time to see her placing each of her hands of each of her forehead. Her eyes went wide and she wasn't looking at him anymore, she was looking at the corner of the room. Dimitri felt his anger demolish and concern take its place. His face relaxed making it go from an angry furrow of eyebrows to an concerned, sympathetic one. He walked right up to her and sat right next to her.

He placed an arm around her waist pulling her close to him, whispering encouraging words and telling her to take nice deep breathes since she was taking fast, shallow breathes. Not once did Rose's eyes leave that particular corner of the room. Rose didn't even notice that Dimitri pulled her and talking to her she just kept staring at the corner of the room and kept blinking her wide eyes as if she was blinking away memories or images.

"Rose?" he asked carefully completely scared and worried. He was scared that he would bring her out of whatever she was doing and she would completely freak out. He was scared that she was going to lash out on his and attack. He was scared for her well being. He held her close and her eyes kept looking at the corner of the wall it was if him holding her didn't affect her. She didn't respond and she didn't even notice that she was now in his lap as he rocked her back and forth trying to make her calm down. He brought up a hand and stroked her cheek lovingly as he kept looking at him with concern. That small gesture, that small act, it was that movement that brought her out of whatever what was happening.

She looked at Dimitri brown meeting brown. Her face grew weary and exhausted swaying her head from side to side. She studied Dimitri with eyes he had never seen before and quite frankly scared him. Eyes that were blank, eyes that were empty, eyes that were scared. Dimitri has never been this scared in his life before. Ever. She blinked once again before her eyes rolled to the back of her head and she slumped down against Dimitri's chest, lifeless.

"Rose! Roza!" Dimitri said now shaking her trying to see her open her eyes and trying to wake her up. He couldn't wake her up. He rested her forehead on his neck as one hand checked her heartbeat by the neck and his other head went to check at the heartbeat on her wrist. He sighed in relief when he found out that she still had a heartbeat. Now a panicked Dimitri stood up and carried Rose bridal style towards the nurses office.

Upon his arrival a male nurse came up to him trying to see what the commotion was about. The only action that this clinic had was a kid not being able to breathe due to their asthma or a kid getting a concussion during their guardian classes. Once in a while they had more serious things happen and this was one of them.

A female doctor rushed up to Dimitri and Rose to find an unconscious Rose in his arms. She looked at him before taking the stethoscope up to Rose's heart to hear her heartbeat. She murmured something to the nurses to and they all hurried to get things together. The male nurse that came to her when he first arrived and grabbed Rose taking her to a room hooking her up to machine and putting an oxygen mask on.

Dimitri wiped his face wiping his tears away. He sat down resting his elbows on his knees, burying his head in his hands and sobbed in his hands. His shoulders were shaking as he sobbed and cried for her love one. Something was seriously wrong with Rose. His Rose. His Roza! And he couldn't do a damn thing about it. He was worried and wanted her to feel better. He wanted her to be safe but that's not what was going on in this case.

After what seemed like forever, but in reality was only an hour, the doctor came to find Dimitri to give him an update. He wanted to know what was happening.

"Dimitri?" she asked in Russian.

"What's happening to her?" Dimitri asked still speaking Russian to the doctor.

"She is unusually pale, her breathing his shallow and that's what made her pass out since she wasn't getting any oxygen to her brain. She is now in a stable condition but she is still asleep. She's in a coma like state, which is not unusual for people that need to recover and rest her mind. She needs rest." She concluded glancing between the clipboard then looked at Dimitri. She smiled sweetly and placed a comforting hand on his arm.

"Can I go in and see her?" he asked in Russian.

She smiled and nodded at him.

He didn't need to be told twice. He stood up and followed the doctor into the room where Rose was. Dimitri stood in the doorway staring at the woman that he loved. Wiping the tears that traveled down his cheek he closed the door then proceeded to walk towards the bed. She looked even more paled than she was, her dark hair contrasting her features, her lips lifeless and her eyes closed with eye bags under her eyes. Stroking her cheek he thanked all of the powers of the universe that she didn't die or anything worse happen to her. He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss on her forehead. It was a gentle, tender kiss showing all of her love through that simple kiss.

Dimitri stood up abruptly when he heard the door open and turned to look at the person that walked in. He smiled at the older Moroi that was standing in the doorway. "I was looking for the doctor." she apologized for interrupting the moment.

"She just left." Dimitri replied to her with his body still facing Rose and her head turned towards the person that was at the doorway.

She squinted her eyes and studied the man before her. Her eyes studied him with a careful eyes. She was warm and had a friendly attitude but it was still weird how she looked and stared at people. Looking at him she immediately recognized who he was. "Your Dimitri." she smiled taking a step and walked into the room.

"That would be me." He laughed then sighed tilting his head down. "I'm sorry that I don't know who you are."

"I'm Oskana. I work here and teach math. As cheesy as that sounds." She introduced bringing her hand up to shake it.

He shook her hand and smiled while nodding. "That isn't really cheesy. I secretly love math," Dimitri said when that name suddenly clicked in his brain. He turned his face to face her and giving her a smile, well the best smile he could since Rose was lying on the bed completely lifeless. "You the Oskana my grandmother talks about. You're Yeva's friend."

"That would be me." she repeated the line that he used not that long before they both chuckled.

"Is this your wife?" Oskana gestured to Rose taking a step towards the bed and he turned around to look at the love of his life. He smiled down on her before displaying a hurt expression. She said no to the proposal.

"No."

"Fiancé?"

"Girlfriend." he corrected before turning to look at the Moroi again. He smiled at her but she saw the sadness in his eyes. He really did care for the girl that was on the bed and he was really worried. Even as a child when she would go over to the house he was a serious boy.

"What happened to her?" she asked walking up to the bed to get a good look at the girl that made his best friend's grandson very sad then she look at Dimitri for some answers.

"She fainted in my arms when I was proposing to her." he said honestly.

"Oh so did she say yes?" Oskana said lighting up just a little.

"I really don't know." he admitted. "She kept looking at me like I was going to hurt her."

Furrowing her eyebrows in confusion and thought she turned her gaze back to Rose. She was studying Rose looking at her up and down with an intense stare. She sighed before shaking her head. Oskana knew what was going on with her.

"I'm going to go find the doctor." she said smiling at him after the intent studying. "It was nice to finally meet you."

"It was nice meeting you as well." he commented watching her leave.

He sat down on the chair that was right next to Rose's bed and took her hand in his. He wondered why he was so honest to this stranger. Why he answered all of those personal question and why she really studied her. Dimitri forgot the situation and the questions running through his mind as he squeezed her hand a couple of times like the way that he usually did but she didn't squeeze back. The difference was that this time she didn't squeeze back. That was the game that they used to play squeeze their hands until they fell asleep, just to see who was the last person to squeeze but she was already asleep. Rose lost involuntarily. Dimitri smiled at that. He couldn't wait to tell her that she lost.

Out of the corner of the eye she noticed a woman in pink scrubs checking things and pressing buttons on the monitor. "How is she doing?" he asked her not taking his eyes away from Rose's face.

"She'll be fine but tomorrow when she wakes up she's going to be hungry." she stated, refilling the IV bag.

"She's generally a hungry person." He stated smiling then turned to look at the nurse.

"Then it's going to be hard on her because tomorrow all she could have is fluids in her." The nurse said placing a hand on Dimitri's back as she felt him vibrating when he chuckled.

"Then she is going to glare you down." He replied once again. She let out a giggle and he walked out of the room. Turning his head back, he noticed that she closed the door once again. He turned his attention back to Rose and he rested his head on the pillow that Rose's head was on and closed his eyes. She needed her rest and quite frankly so did he as his world grew less and less in reach and fell into a deep sleep.

The next morning the door opened and there stood the doctor and a tall muscular man, only muscles from years and years of training. They stared at Dimitri and Rose. He noticed at the fact that Dimitri looked uncomfortable sitting and sleeping there on the chair.

The doctor took down some notes on the clipboard that she was carrying and the guardian was still standing there on the doorway. The doctor smiled at him then nodded and he smiled back walking into the room.

"Dimitri." he whispered with a hand on his shoulder shaking him slightly to try to wake up his colleague and it didn't take long because Dimitri being Dimitri immediately opened his eyes to look at the person that was making him wake up. His eyes flickered to the owner of the hand and it was Vlad, the head of the guardian that worked here.

"I know that you have some personal problems but I need you to come with me out to Baia." Vlad said cutting straight to the chase. That's what Dimitri like about working with Vlad he was straight forth and didn't beat around the bush. Dimitri yawned and stretched his arms over his head to wake up his stiff muscles.

"Do I have time to run to my apartment and change?" he asked to looking at Vlad.

Vlad broke out into a smile and nodded. Dimitri stood up stretching once more before looking at Rose. She looked more lively. Her rosy lips returned and with every minute that she was resting it seemed that the dark eye bags were going away but she was still pale. He stroked her cheek softly once more before following Vlad out of the door to go to Baia.

Rose's POV

I felt good. I felt rested. I felt as if I actually slept and was resting for the first time in so long. I don't know what's going on but I've been having so many dreams and had many adventures with Lissa. Fortunately some that didn't involve too much of Christian. I took a deep breath and yawned as my eye lips fluttered open. I blinked one. Two. Three times before I can finally get the room to come into focus.

I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion as I looked at the white walls. It didn't seem like that homely atmosphere that I've grown accustomed to as to since I've been here. I yawned once more looking at my surroundings and studied every aspect of the room. This wasn't the room that Dimitri and I slept. This wasn't the room that Dimitri and I lived in for the time being. This wasn't even the apartment. I heard an annoying beeping and I turned my head to look at the monitor with lines going up and down. I knew very well what this was.

I was in a hospital.

Another damn hospital. I didn't want to be here and honestly I had no idea how the hell I ended up in a hospital. I must have done something really wrong or been really sick or something. All I remember was that Dimitri was looking at me asking me something that I couldn't quite remember what it was. But what I do remember seeing was Bob and David in the corner coming towards me.

I shook my head shaking this feelings away when the door opened and the sound of that made me turn my head and give whomever was the door my full and undivided attention. It seemed like a nurse with a clipboard and a elderly Moroi. They both stopped by my bed and smiled. Well, one of them did.

"Are you my doctor?" I croaked, shocked that my voice sounded that horrible.

She smiled and stared at me.

"No." she answered. "Are you thirsty? Hungry? Dizzy? Nauseous?"

I shook my head.

"Just a little thirsty." I replied.

"I'll bring you some ice so you can suck on. Unfortunately you can't have any food." she smiled at me who only pouted. "Dimitri told me that you loved food and he also mentioned that you would be disappointed that you won't be able to eat."

"Well," I said, started trying to sit up but my muscles whined in protest, they wanted to rest. "He was right. Absolutely right. Is he here?"

"No," the nurse stated with a sad smile as she watched as my face fell. He was avoiding me I bet. Again my mind wandered to what happened the last time that I remembered. I couldn't really remember what happened he asked but he looked sincere "He left with Vlad on an assignment and he'll be here in a few hours."

"Oh," I stated not knowing what to think throwing all of my thought of the window. "Thanks."

"I'll be right back with your ice." the nurse said giving Rose a finally smile before leaving the room and leaving behind the Moroi that walked in the room with her. I watched as she left then turned my attention to the Moroi that was just standing there staring at me. She kept studying me as if I were a science project.

"Hey." I called bringing her out of her gaze. Her head snapped up and she looked at my eyes. She looked at me sheepishly yet she had an expression that was charming. Something that couldn't make me hate her even if she tried to make me hate her. Even though she smiled at me her eyes still studied me.

"I don't seem to know you." I stated squirming uncomfortably under her gaze.

"Oh, I'm Oskana." she said producing a hand up to shake it as I brought up my hand to shake hers.

"I'm Rose." I introduced.

"Okay, I'm just going to be blunt." She stated as she opened her mouth to open to speak but the nurse came back into the room with a Styrofoam cute filled with ice. She set it on the table right next to me and plastered a smile once more.

"Anything else?"

"No, I think I'm fine for now." I replied.

I really wanted her to leave so I can speak with Oskana. She kept studying me but it wasn't a freaky stare she had a warm atmosphere. A motherly one and I was curious. I was burning with curiosity.

"Just call if you need anything." the nurse answered walking towards the door to leave the room. Waiting anxiously for her to leave and for Oskana to continue it seemed like she was leaving in slow motion and Oskana's eyes grew wide as I gritted my teeth in anger. She just wouldn't hurry up and when she finally left I turned my attention to Oskana.

Slowly she walked towards the door to close it. She wanted to have a private conversation with me and I was eager to know what was she was going to say. "What were you saying?" I asked.

"Again, I'm going to be blunt." she said walking towards my bed standing right next to it and her eyes hovered mine. "I know you're not here because of an injury and Dimitri commented that you fainted but why? Why did you faint? I have a feeling it's no guardian related."

I frowned and turned my head away. She was right, she was blunt. I didn't know what to say or put in words what is really happening. "I...I haven't been able to sleep in a while. I had insomnia. " I finally replied.

She didn't even wait until I finished the answer she was already shaking her head. I scrunched my eyebrows in anger. How does dare she want to contradict my words. She didn't even know me.

She sighed.

"Have you been seeing ghosts?" she whispered looking around the room as if there was something there and I snapped my attention back to her. I looked down scared.

"Yes." I mumbled just a little but with her vampire hearing she heard me just fine. Her studying expression died down just a little and it turned sympathetic as she stood up from the chair to sit at the foot of the hospital bed making this conversation more intimate.

"And you're shadow-kissed right?" she asked and I nodded.

"I see darkness in your aura. It's pushing you towards the edge." she said.

"Adrian always tells me that there's shadows in my aura."

"Now they are worse. Every day that she uses magic it puts you in danger. See with your bond you suck the darkness," she said crossing her less on the bed and looking at me as I took in every ounce of information that I could. "Spirit is wonderful but it takes out a lot out of people. Before I had a bond mate I was depressed and angry. I took my anger out on everyone that I could and tried to kill myself. But when my husband/guardian was dying or...he died, I brought him back. We formed a bond and weird stuff started to occur. He would see things. He would be angry and depressed then start crying out of nowhere. He later commented that he saw ghosts, that every single Strigoi he has killed came but then didn't try to hurt him-"

"When I see the ghosts they seem to send me messages that they are going to kill Dimitri and then they...they...they say that they will...will...come for me!" I said and I started to panic. I took deep breathes but they came out shallow and I started shaking.

"Rose, calm down!" Oskana said jumping off the bed and rushing to my side. My hand reached up to my chest trying to make the oxygen come on my body but they didn't come.

I suddenly felt this magic well over me and I felt tired once again. I felt like a weight has been lifted and suddenly very tired. I rested my head on the pillow with my eyes droopy.

"I'll be back here to talk." she said looking very pale but I could say anything I just nodded. "And when you see Dimitri tell him yes that you accept his offer and that you'll agree to be his wife."

"His wife?" I asked half my brain comprehending what was going on and half going to la la land.

"Yes he proposed the night that you fainted." she said stroking my hair as my mind shut off and I closed my eyes to sleep.

But don't think I didn't hear that statement that came out of her lips. He proposed to me and he wants me to be his wife. He's ready to make a commitment to me. I smiled or I least I think I did since I wasn't awake anymore.

I woke up late that afternoon still alone. The nurse mentioned that Dimitri called once or twice asking how I was but I was still asleep. I grabbed the phone and dialed a number that I know but I asked if I could make a call to the United States. They scrunched their faces like I was crazy and said of course.

"Hello?" her sweet, angelic voice answered.

"Liss. It's Rose!" I answered.

"Rose! Oh my gosh I missed you!" Lissa gushed. "How's Russia!"

"Fine."

"Rose what wrong?" she asking lacing her words with concern and worry.

"Lissa I'm completely scared." I finally confessed.

"Why?" she asked. She stopped doing whatever she was doing. She was completely scared, I could tell through the bond. She was scared too having mixed emotions, she was concerned, worried, scared, and extremely nervous. Now that I paid attention to my surroundings and my voice. I was scared and vulnerable. I needed to open up I needed to tell someone something. I was in the middle of the woods where I was all alone. There was no one but me and trees.

"Rose now your scaring me." she finally answered when I didn't answer.

I took a deep breath.

"You know how I'm suppose to protect you from everything and anything but I think I won't be able to keep doing that." I replied on the phone. One hand gripped the phone desperately while I sat down next to a tree resting my back against the wood behind me. I brought my knees closer to my chest as I rested elbow on my knee and my hand cupped my forehead. My thumbs rubbed my eyes as I tried to make the tired and fear get out of them.

"Yeah." she said hesitantly.

I let down the mental walls that I put up once we arrived in Russia. She was sitting on her bed with her phone on her ear and her heart was thumping. She was terrified.

"Spit it out Rose!" She yelled over the phone that brought me back to reality.

"I think I'm going crazy." I admitted in a whisper as if someone could hear me.

I had to be grateful at that moment that she was a Moroi. She heard me even though I didn't say much. She let out a breath she didn't know she was holding. She let out a giggle but it wasn't a happy giggle.

"Rose I thought that you were really in trouble." she finally said.

"I am." I whispered as tears slipped out of my eyes and fell down my face. I didn't even bother to wipe them away. I let them fall down. I needed some stress reliever.

"Rose thinking that you are going to crazy isn't as bad as I thought."

"Lissa! I see Bob and David like they were ghosts and they stroke my cheek and they mess with my dreams and they kill Dimitri in my dreams. I'm scared what if it is a sign that I didn't really kill them...or...or what if...if-" I was saying but Lissa cut me off.

"Rose calm down."

"I need for everyone to tell me to calm down." I gritted through my teeth.

"Rose-"

"Lissa, what if I'm really going crazy? What if I get pushed to the edge and kill myself. What if-" I started.

"Rose, you need to chillax and we'll figure something out." Lissa said and I rolled my eyes. "If you're crazy then we'll lock you up in the co co house."

"Lissa, I need help please don't joke." I said completely serious and a little worried.

"I'm trying to bring my Rose back but I'll look at some physiatrists to help you. But I think your still stressed and sad about what happened to Bob and David. They were your family and you were the one that..." she started but she didn't like all the violence that my job held.

"Killed them." I finished. "Yes I killed them and every day that passes by I miss them even more that I already do."

"Rose."

"Look Lissa, I have to go I hear the nurses coming by but call me when you have some information." I told her over the phone.

"I will Rose." she sighed. "Take care."

I placed the phone back on the receiver as I watched the door open and the doctor emerge from the door with a smile. "We'll you seem to recover quite fast. One day and now you get to go home." she said with a thick Russian accent.

I smiled

"Dimitri said he'll be here in fifteen minutes and he'll take you back to your apartment." she said and I laughed.

"It's like only a few minutes away." I said giggling and she rolled her eyes too.

"Men." she said simply.

"Well thank you for everything."

"No problem." she said as she walked out and I ripped off all of my IV needles disconnecting the monitors off myself. I got off the bed and dressed myself taking off the hospital gown that I had on.

"Beautiful." I heard the Russian voice that I love call as he walked into the room.

"Hey babe." I called back opening my arms wide for him to rush forward and engulf me in a hug that was full of love.

"Don't scare me like that again." he whispered with a shaking voice. It sounded like he was scared and held me tighter. He kissed my shoulder a couple of times and I reached up stroking his hair as I had an arm wrapped around him.

"Let's go home." I murmured as he pulled away placing a chaste kiss on my lips before grabbing my hand pulling me close to him as we walked towards out apartment.

Once in the apartment we went into our room where my suitcase was still on the bed fill of clothes. I stopped in the doorway looking at him as he cleared the bed and he put away the clothes that was on the bed. I watched him as he folded each piece of clothing with love and care.

"I meant yes." I told him.

He stopped folding him and he snapped his head up to look at me with confusion written all over his face. I smiled and then I raised my hand up pointing at my ring finger were the engagement ring belonged helping him understand and realization took over. He understood what I meant and he shook his head.

"No. You said no for a reason. Maybe we weren't' meant to be." He said sadly looking down at the purple shirt that he was holding it before tossing it on the dresser. I've always seen Dimitri larger than life. The strong one. To see him vulnerable was strange.

I walked up to him and my hand instinctively came up to cup his cheek. A tear fell out of the corner of his eye and I brushed it with the pad of my thumb over the tear making it disappear from his gorgeous face. To tell the truth I was sure that he was going to push me away but there he stood standing in the our room of our small apartment, frozen.

"I said no because I was talking to myself." I informed him realizing the real situation. I suddenly remembered what happened to what really happened that night when David and Bob appeared. I think maybe I was really imagining them like Lissa and Oskana told me. I looked down then turned my attention back to him, the man that I love.

He scrunched his eyebrows in confusion and the words were confusing, this whole situation is confusion to start with. Shaking my head I decided that I was going to remind him that I do indeed love him. I stood up on the tip of my toes to be able to reach him and I placed my hand on the back of his head and pushed his face towards mine.

Dimitri didn't say anything he just regarded me with the same seriousness he always had at the with the same seriousness that he had to his colleagues. I closed the gap between us hoping that he would get the message as I leaned my forehead against his then tilted my head to kiss him. I placed my lips on his giving him a peck testing the waters then leaned back in slowly glided my lips along his then puckered them pressing them together once again before pulling back.

"I love you." I said sounding sincere even to myself. His face studied my and kept staring at me. He was still her it was written all over his face, "I meant yes. I would love to be yours. Paper wise and have a ring on my finger saying and telling the world I'm yours." I said quickly.

"Rose? Why are you acting so strange?" He asked my bringing my hand up to cup my cheek and stroke his thumb on my cheek.

"That's something we can talk about later bur right now. Baby just say yes." I sang softly from Taylor Swifts song Love Story. He forgot his question and his lips turned upward in a smile. it was like a light switch that turned on in Dimitri's mind and he came alive.

"Is that a yes?" he asked as I nodded eagerly.

"A real yes?" he asked once again and I nodded at him

He smiled a full smile and his eyes gleamed. He placed one hand on each side of my waist and pulled me close to him. I had my hands on his upper hands and he leaned down pressing his lips against mine. I glided my lips against his again and the difference between this kiss and the other one is that he's responding. I pulled my head back slightly to study his face and his face looked blissful.

"Roza!" he whispered. Something about the way his voice said it was sugary, sweet, and full of love and a little bit of lust. His eyes were closed and his eyes suddenly opened and they were almost black with lust and passion. I smiled my man eating smile as I dragged my hands up to wrap my hands around his neck. I pulled him close to me while he pulled me close to him by wrapping his arms around my waist. I pushed his head closer to mine and I didn't think that he minded much. He kissed me back with some passion that I loved. I glided my lips against his some more as he opened them making my lips open with his. He tilted his head to the side kissing me deeply. My fingers toyed with the hair tie in Dimitri's hair finally getting the courage to pull his hair tie releasing his hair to be free. His hand slid down my waist and down my ass right under the curve of it to the back of my thigh to pull it around his waist. He did the same for the other leg and hoisted me up. I wasn't touching the floor and both my legs were round his as he held me up by my butt. I groaned softly slipping my tongue in his mouth, exploring. he growled playfully and pulled away to breath. He rested his forehead against mine as he smiled.

"Are we done here?" I teased playfully and breathlessly. "Cause I would like to go to sleep."

"Ahh my Roza we are far from done." He hissed playfully before he turned around laying me on the bed. I giggled as he kicked my suitcase off the bed spreading and making the remaining clothes that he didn't put away fall all over the floor. He raised my arms above of my head as he intertwined my fingers with his. His lips left mine as he trailed small kisses down to my neck to the crook of my neck to bite and nip my neck.

"No..." I murmured as Dimitri kept doing what he was doing on my neck.

"Hmm?" he grunted.

"No..love...bite." I breathed arching my back making my chest brush against his. He pulled back placing both hands on each side of my head as I brought up my hands to his shirt covered chest. I rubbed my hands on his chest as my hands caught the edge of his shirt and pulled his shirt halfway up. He leaned back taking his shirt off. Then leaned back over me as I leaned forward and my lips came in contact with his chest placing hot open mouthed kiss up his chest, on his neck and then fussed our lips together moving them in sync. His hands moved down to come in contact with the button on the jeans.

"I love you." I whispered looking into his eyes. He smiled and cupped my cheek and whispered.

"I love you too."

He leaned down kissing me softly and wrapped his arms around me dragging his fingertips up and down my bareback and came in contact with the bra strap. He looked me in the eye and I nodded before his fingers snapped the clasp easily.

"Are you like an expert at this cause you undid that clasp pretty fast." I teased him nervously. He scoffed and smiled shaking his head once again. He started to kiss my neck once again and his hands roamed once again. I brought my hands up threading them in his hair pressing his head against as the other around his waist. We were pressed together, chest to chest and he's what kept my bar on covering my breasts.

With his nose he nudged down the strap of my bar further down my shoulder as I pulled his face up to kiss his lips with emotions. "I love you!" I exclaimed once more as we celebrated our engagement. I'm pretty sure that this wasn't the first time for him but for me I was giving him the last thing that I had. This night I gave him everything that I had.

This chapter as well as the last one was suppose to show how Rose is really affected by the darkness and the fact of killing her family members. I hope that I really showed how bipolar Rose is acting and how it's freaking people out, especially Dimitri.

I'm sorry if there is any mistakes in this. I'm leaving for vacation tomorrow and I really wanted to give you this chapter before I leave. Hope you enjoyed it and understand what's going on.

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