Permanent :- Twilight- Jasper Hale/OC

Chapter seven- A special kind of person.

Summary: "This is reality now. This is my life." She pulled Jasper towards her, stroking gentle fingers over his cheek, jaw line, red eyes meeting golden, "You're my life now. You are all there is." JASPER/OC

I DO HAVE TO SAY THAT RENESMEE DID NOT HAPPEN AND JACOB IS WITH ALICE =] (They got over their differences! Besides they always talked more than the others and it seemed plausible to me =])

I'm so sorry its been so long! I went on holiday to America! Mainly Harry Potter land which was f**king amazing! So I hope this makes up for the long wait!

"What are you thinking my dear?" Esme asked after a few moments of quiet between Emma herself and the three vampires before her.

"Werewolves." Emma mumbled, "Vampires. Fairies."

"Fairies?" Jasper asked, golden eyes glittering towards the new born.

"Supernatural creatures." Emma replied, "A few days ago I would have laughed in the face of anyone who had told me they existed."

"It is a strange thing to find out I'm sure," Carlisle said, the constant warmness she saw in his eyes shining all the brighter, "many new born vampires are well aware f what they are getting into, Jasper here, for example, and Bella. Others, like yourself are taken off guard and forced into this life." If a little flicker of guilt flitted across the doctors face as he said those words, Emma paid no mind, deciding it was no more her place to ask any personal questions than it was to blame the doctor for her change when it was obviously not her fault. She frowned at the thought of her change.

"Will we ever know who changed me?" Emma asked, aiming the question to Carlisle.

"Only if you can remember." his tone a little regretful, "Or if whoever it was comes into your life again."

"I don't think I would want that." Emma said, "Am I like, unnaturally attached to my 'maker'?"

"No Emma." Esme answered, "This is not like the movies, there is no attachment or obligations. You only want or love your maker if you chose to." Emma smiled softly at the fond glance she shot towards her husband as she replied.

"What about garlic? You said I would have to change my food habits."

A soft chuckle came from the emotion manipulator to her left, followed by Esmes reply of, "Garlic holds no issue for us, what Carlisle meant was that human food will do nothing to sustain us, only blood will. Human food is merely a cover up in public. In all honesty the stuff contains no taste." Emma nodded, taken in the new information.

She glanced down at her hand where it rested on her lap, glittering almost too brightly to her newly sensitive eyes. She pulled her hand closer to her face and studied it closer, each spec of glitter brighter, shinier than the next. She couldn't keep the fascination from her face. The limb that she studied, her own, was probably one of the most beautiful things and as she raised her eyes to the beautiful smile of Esme, the relaxed stance of Jasper just behind her and the gentle softness of Carlisles face she realised that her vision would be filed with beauty for a very long time since.

"Fascinating isn't it." Esme asked, "Even now, after so long, I still see it as a beautiful miracle rather than just a feat of our new found immortality."

"Immortality." Emma whispered, a sound that would have one unheard were she in the company of humans.

"Yes." Carlisle said, his face serious. "We live forever. The only way to kill us is to rip us apart and burn the remains." Emma flinched at the frank explanation she hadn't asked for. "Our family, we move around constantly, reliving school over and over, new jobs, starting over and over again. Nothing will be constant now Emma. Nothing will be there always."

Emma nodded, her fascination gone, replaced with a morbid fear and sadness, she noticed, but ignored the flinch that hit Jasper as she asked, "What about my family? My sister? Is she okay? She was with me in Seattle."

"Edward and Bella found no others." Carlisle replied, and Emma knew that his answer was a nice way of saying, We didn't find her dead body, nor did we find another changing vampire.

"Carlisle." Emma asked gently, "Will I ever be able to see them again? My mother and father? My sister?"

"Emma." his voice equally as soft, replied, "For now, as you sink into this life, it is best that you remain missing. At least until you are able to stand around humans without hurting someone. If we can get that far, we can decide what to do and where to go from there."

Emma was once again enveloped by a wave of sadness, which she somehow knew to be her own. "Missing?"

"The police are searching for you of course." Carlisle said, "Your sister told the news reporters and police that you split up for ten minutes and you never returned."

"I cant remember anything." She growled, frustration evident in her voice as he hand tightened around the arm of the chair on which she sat. She caught herself quickly however, before they suffered a repeat of the mirror accident in the room she had awoken in.

"I'm sure in time you may remember something." Esme said softly, her hand patting Emmas shoulder gently.

"We'll do all we can." Jasper piped up, probably in response to this sadness she was currently feeling and no doubt he felt it in a secondary term too.

"Thank you. Again. For everything." Emma paused, then, "If it's okay I'd like to-"

"Go to your room?" Esme supplied as the new born paused thoughtfully, would she even have a room?

"Top of the stairs to the left, there will be someone close at all times, in case you decide to, you know."

"Try and find a human?"

The mother figure nodded slowly, eyes lighting up a fraction, "It takes a special person to find humour when they find themselves in this kind of situation. I have no doubt you'll be humorous and pleasant addition to this family Emma."

"Thank you Esme." Emma replied, her own eyes shining with mirth towards the elder woman, her voice caring. Emma shot a small smile around the remaining group before gathering herself and walking, human pace, towards the stairs.

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It was an hour later when Emma, who had been tossing and turning in the comfortable four poster bed, unable to sleep, heard the booming voice of Emmett, laughing along with, she paused discerning the separate words and frequencies, Edward and Bella. She frowned, now hearing Rosalie speaking to Esme. Carlisle, watching the television on the lowest volume yet she could still tell that it was one of those teenage dramas, she cold hear one actress shouting to another, arguing over a boyfriend, Carlisle chuckling at the trivial uselessness of the plot. How was she supposed to sleep if she couldn't shut off her damn brilliant hearing.

"You're not."

Emma was not startled by the voice as she had heard footsteps approaching prior. "We don't sleep. Cant." Edwards voice continued. It was his direct reply to her thought that had startled her.

"Right." she mumbled. "Mind reader."

A low chuckle came from the auburn haired boy, "Everything is well now?"

She paused, trying very hard not to think anything in advanced, "Yeah. Better." She wasn't about to tell him that all she had been thinking about since she had come to her newly acquired bedroom was her family, how damn hungry she was feeling and of course her growing anger at being unable to sleep, though she now understood why.

"So." she quickly changed the subject. "If we don't sleep. Ever." she gave a shudder at the idea, she had loved sleep, earning another chuckle from Edward, "What do we do for twenty four hours."

"Well- we go to school, work. But of course you cannot go outside yet so we find other things to do."

"Like what?" she asked.

"Come. We'll show you."

It was as Emma followed Edward from the room that she let her eyes fall upon Jasper for the first time, who had been in the bedroom the whole time. In his golden eyes she saw many things, the warmth that she had come to know all of the Cullens possessed. There was also a suspicion, no, not suspicion, a knowing, he knew she had lied to Edward because there was also a resounding sadness there that she knew to be her own.

Im sorry my chapters are so short lately! But I hope its good though!