Cara stared into the young girls eyes. "If you were captured by Darken Rahl to be turned into Mord'Sith; how would you handle it?"

"That would never have happened." Rachel said. "Princess Violet loved to hurt me too much – to allow her playmate to be taken from her side. She would have stopped the bad Darken Rahl from stealing me."

"Darken Rahl would have made the Queen give you to him. He would have made Princess Violet forget that she even had you to hurt." Cara her tone never changed replied.

"Then I would have you as a sister." Rachel said with a smile. "I wouldn't have found that too bad."

Sadness clouded her green eyes, "You don't know what you just said little one. You don't know how much pain you would have been in under Darken Rahl's hands."

"I would have been with you." Rachel said reaching up and tracing Cara's jaw line. "You would have taken care of me after wards."

"I would have been the one to hurt you the worst." Cara said backing away from the young girls hand. "You were better off with Princess Violet."

"I was a nothing with Princess Violet – Cara – with the Mord'Sith; I would have been a Mord'Sith." Rachel said staring into the older woman's eyes. "Given a choice between Princess Violet hurting me – to Darken Rahl breaking me – and to turn me into something stronger." Taking a deep breath. "I would have chosen Darken Rahl."

A single tear rolled down Cara's right cheek. "I would have chosen death."

"Why didn't you?" Rachel tilted her head to the right.

Cara blinked.

"Why didn't you chose to die during your breaking period? I'm sure there were dozens of times that you could have just allowed your soul to leave your body." The young girl shrugged. "I'm sure one the soul is out of the body – then even the breath of life wouldn't be able to revive you."

"My sister was still alive." Cara whispered. "If I had died – then he would have gone after her. She would have been destroyed."

"I'm sorry." Rachel whispered.

"Me too." Cara softly said. She stood to her feet, and walked down the hall towards the Mother Confessor's private chamber.