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In the morning, Logan faintly registered a few things.
First off. It was morning. And GOD...was it bright. And everything had a bit of a fog over it, but he attributed that to his slight headache. He sighed to himself. At least it was only slight considering how much he actually remembered drinking.
Second, he had in fact somehow made it back to his bed and his room. That he was thankful for because god knows how and the guys would've reacted to him needing to get picked up from some...some...strange person's house.
Third, he was hungover. Again, not too bad, but he seemed to be processing things really slowly and he was annoyed by the weight that was his head.
Logan sighed again. At least he was REALLY warm. It was actually unbelievably comfortable. So he slumped down with the intent of sleeping again until everything was better.
Huh..that was funny...his pillow was harder than usual, he thought to himself as he wrapped his arms up and around it. In fact...It smelled a lot better too. It smelled the way Kendall did. Logan liked that smell. He then realized that he was warm because of that pillow...he also realized the pillow was suspiciously shaped like a body. That was larger than he was. And had a really strange lump near the bottom of Logan's midsection. And was breathing.
And then Logan's hazy eyes shot open. Had he been Carlos...or maybe even James...He probably would've started screaming. But luckily he was just a hungover Logan.
So he started hyperventilating.
Kendall had legitimately the BEST night's sleep of his life. He had nothing to dream about, he was content in just knowing that Logan had actually kissed him and that he was now cuddling with him.
Kendall was warm and happy and just...he had so many butterflies in his stomach at the moment that he could've flown away.
So when he heard labored breathing, he started awake, narrowed his eyes, and began to growl out a warning to whatever thing had dared interrupt his perfect moment.
And he came face to face with the freaked out (yet still sexy) reason why he was so happy in the first place.
Kendall leaned forward and grabbed Logan's shoulders, "Logan. Breathe. In and out, in and out."
Logan didn't slow his pace or his expression, still looking wide eyed at Kendall. "Logie, please calm down." Kendall tried to use his best patient adult voice while he was internally scared.
Kendall's fear got the best of him and he shook Logan, "LOGIE! Snap out of it!"
Logan blinked rapidly and his mouth opened, "Kendall...what...why...Kendall?" He stuttered out lamely.
"Just calm down please." Kendall's legitimate concern calmed Logan down and worried him at the same time.
Why couldn't he remember anything? Why was Kendall acting like this? And why -goddamnit- was he still so warm?
"Kendaaaaaall," Logan whined, obviously calming down, "What's going on?"
Kendall bit his lip, unsure of what Logan was looking for, "What do you mean?"
Logan had spaced out, staring at the spot that Kendall was chewing on, for some reason enchanted by the sight. Kendall noticed and smirked, grabbing Logan's chin so the boy would look him in the eyes.
"Logan. What do you mean?"
Logan sighed and attempted to look away, "I just...what happened last night?" He paused and finished more quietly, "What happened to us?"
Kendall just stared, unsure of where to begin. He wasn't even sure if he wanted to begin. He didn't know what Logan would say or do...God...what if he got mad? If Logan hated him...what would he do?What did he do? What if last night ruined everything? Sure it was innocent...but what would Logan believe? While Kendall internally tore himself to shreds, Logan just looked at him, confused.
Finally, he looked away when the silence became unbearable.
"Look. Kendall. I just...I only remember little things. Ya know?" He glanced in Kendall's direction. "I remember Gustavo telling me to drink. I remember drinking. I remember not wanting to be around Camille. I remember being around this...thing...that I wanted more of. I remember that it took care of me and it made me happy. That's pretty much the whole story." Logan leaned in and placed his hand on Kendall's thigh. "Kendall, I don't know what you're thinking but I promise I won't be mad."
Kendall, feeling Logan's hand retract, was still unsure of what to say or do, so he glanced up from under his eyelashes to look at Logan. The boy in question was rubbing his temples. "You...want me to get you some Advil then?" Logan laughed and Kendall smiled.
"Yeah Kendall. That would be perfect."
As Kendall got up and walked away, Logan fell onto the bed, groaning at his physical discomfort. Kendall heard the groan down as he was rummaging through cabinets to find some painkillers and inwardly cursed the horny teenage boy inside of him. Sex really shouldn't matter so much.
Finding some pills, he headed back to their shared room. "We didn't have Advil...but there are these that I think will help."
Kendall handed the small red pills to Logan with a glass of water, and Logan popped them in his mouth and swallowed, Kendall focusing in on his bobbing adam's apple.
"You're the warm thing...aren't you?" Kendall looked up and saw Logan's furrowed brow. "Huh?"
"I said, you're the warm thing. You took care of me last night."
Logan laughed when he saw the blush creep across Kendall's cheeks. Wait. Blush? Kendall never blushed...except if...
"You like me." It was more of a statement than a question really and Kendall couldn't believe that Logan was doing this.
"Uhhhhh...I never said that."
Logan smirked, "No...no..I guess you didn't. You're right. I'm sure it's nothing."
Kendall didn't say anything, not believing for a second that this was over.
Logan got up and walked out of the room, turning for a split second when he reached the door to look at Kendall. "Just like I'm sure whatever happened last night was nothing. Warm thing."
As he heard Kendall's sharp intake of breath, Logan thanked whoever, whatever, that, for some strange reason, today he seemed to have the capacity to be diabolical. It actually was helping him to ignore his hangover. Now he just needed to think about what the deal was with Kendall and figure out what actually had happened last night.
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Well it was now or never he supposed. James gulped. And then almost slapped himself for gulping...That was something unattractive people did!
Like get nervous in a situation like this. But there were worse things than butterflies he supposed...and butterflies were pretty...hot...sometimes.
He really didn't think he should be doing this, not yet anyways, but Katie had snuck into Logan and Kendall's room to check on the uh...plan...and she found them cuddling together. Which neither Katie nor James had planned on happening.
That called for drastic action.
So James...swallowed, not gulped, and walked forward to grab the shoulder of the object of his soon to be unsecret affections.
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"Logan."
Logan flinched and turned at the sound of his name. "Yeah?"
"We...need to talk."
He cocked his head, "About what? Nothing's happened today."
"It's about last night and...this morning I guess."
"So you have something you want to let me know?"
There was a pause, then, "I'm scared you'll hate me."
Logan sighed. He knew something like this would happen after he got drunk. He just knew it. At least he was ninety-five percent sure he didn't sleep with anybody. So he got up, "I know I'm dressed all hot, but that doesn't mean I'm going to shun anybody. I'm not a mean girl." He laughed, "Besides, it's more my family you have to worry about. They wouldn't like to hear that their son has a gay lover. I'm pretty sure that would kick me out of the band."
He was met with silence and Logan sighed, "Seriously Kendall. Calm down. Katie told me that she was spying on us and said that we kissed."
Kendall just wrung his hands together and stared at the floor. Logan giggled, yes giggled, even though he instantly regretted it for how unmanly it was. Then again, everything about this moment was unmanly he assumed. Except for the people involved. "Really now Kendall, calm down, I just said that I would have a gay lover. Did you miss that?"
Logan guessed that he had in fact missed that because he was suddenly tackled full force by a teenage hockey player turned boy band leader that definitely had a weight and height advantage on him into a couch.
"Logie, I really hope you're saying what I think you're saying." Kendall had a glint in his eyes that made Logan want to laugh and squirm and jump up and down and do all sorts of things, so he settled.
"Kendall," Logan began softly, "I guess what I'm trying to say is...this." He leaned his head forward to softly press his lips against Kendall's and instantly felt Kendall freeze up before he pulled back.
"What's wrong?" Kendall blinked at Logan before swooping down and claiming his lips in a much more heated kiss, grabbing Logan's body and pulling it tight against his. Kendall could feel Logan's skin tingling as he eagerly responded to the kiss and relished in the way he grabbed back, quickly sliding his hands to twist in Kendall's hair as it deepened. Kendall slid his tongue into Logan's mouth and Logan outright moaned his name.
At that, Kendall pulled away, his usually bright green eyes turned a darkened emerald from his lust. He stared down at the boy in his arms, still impossibly sexy, now with his lips swollen and his eyes clouded as he panted. "Kend-all." And Kendall could've taken him right there, but...teenage boy or not...he was a romantic.
So he pulled Logan closer to his body, so Logan was laying on top of him, his neck on Kendall's chest. Kendall leaned down to Logan's ear, "Nothing was or will be wrong." He paused. "With you at least. I just couldn't believe that you weren't a dream again."
Logan blushed, "And with that line Kendall Knight, I do believe you have earned yourself a boyfriend."
Nothing would have been able to stop the whoop that Kendall let out or the kisses he then decided to smother his newly acquired boyfriend with.
