A/N: So here it is folks, the final chapter of "there's always a choice" and I'm a little bit sad. This is where it ended in my original synopsis (anyone remember that was supposed to be chapter 15?) and I did toy with doing an epilogue but I decided to leave it here as I think it's more fitting.
I know some of you have read my other story always with you, which I started but haven't updated for a while. It is set about five years after this story finishes and my intention is to cover some significant events in the intervening years as flashbacks in that story, so it's not totally the end of there's always a choice. Please give it a go, as I do have an outline and can promise it won't be as depressing as the first chapter suggests.
I'm going away on holiday for a few weeks so can't update for a bit but will try to publish more always with you and what happens in Cyprus, stays in Cyprus as quickly as I ca when I get back . I hope you all had a good Christmas if you were off school or work and wish everyone a happy new year for 2011.
Finally I wanted to say writing my first fan fiction has been an amazing experience. It has been an absolute pleasure and has boosted my confidence in my writing ability. None of that would have been possible without all of you reading each chapter as I posted.
So for the last time for this story I wanted to say a huge thank you to everyone who has got an alert on this or has it as their favourite story or me as a favourite author. It means so much to know you've been enjoying it too. I'm not going to single out individual reviewers as I'm scared I'd miss someone out and frankly anyone who takes the time to write something is awesome in my book. But just so you know, your comments have all been so kind and they genuinely have made me smile and made my day. So special thanks to all of you who have provided constructive feedback, helpful comments, kind praise or a kick up the backside when I was doubting myself.
I really hope the last chapter does the story justice and you enjoy it.
Emily slowly opened her eyes and stretched, she turned her head and found Naomi smiling at her, "Good morning beautiful."
Emily tutted, "Good morning gorgeous. Although I don't know what's so good about it."
Naomi leaned down to kiss her, "Come on Em, you promised not to spoil today. Happy Birthday."
Emily turned away, "Yeah great, Happy Birthday Emily, by the way is it next week Naomi leaves you and fucks off to New York?"
Naomi exhaled, "Baby please, we've talked about this until we're blue in the face. It's not the same as me leaving you; I love you too much to ever do that. We both agreed this was the only logical decision to make, I can't miss out on the chance to take this secondment and you can't give up your career so we compromised and we both get to do what we need. I'll fly back every month and you can fly over once a month, so we'll see each other every two weeks and we can skype every day."
Emily sighed, "I know but it's not the same as being with you. I'm going to miss you so much. It might be the logical choice but that doesn't stop me feeling like someone has ripped open my chest and is pummelling my heart to smithereens."
Naomi laughed, "As ever, that's a perfect description of what it feels like. It's not forever, it'll only be six months."
"Oh come on Naomi, you know it's going to end up being longer than that. I've seen you and George at work, you're a great team, it's bound to be extended." Emily responded, trying not to cry.
Naomi lay back down and pulled the redhead towards her so they were spooning, she hugged her tight. "Emily Fitch, I love you more than anything else in the world. If there is even the smallest suggestion that this isn't working out, that you're desperately unhappy or that it might affect our relationship then I'll be on the first plane back home, I promise."
"Define desperately unhappy," Emily said quietly.
Naomi smiled, "You know exactly what I mean, so don't start forming any devious plans in that brain of yours."
She felt Emily relax and could tell she was smiling when she said, "Foiled again. I was thinking of all sorts of ways I could make you come back at a moment's notice."
Naomi began to kiss her neck, "How many of them involved you being naked?"
Emily laughed, "Quite a lot of them actually."
The blonde trailed her hand down Emily's back and across her buttock before parting the redhead's legs and pushing two fingers inside her. "That would definitely get me on a plane home. So are you ready for your first present?"
Emily moaned as Naomi began to slowly move her fingers, "Yes please."
Naomi continued to kiss the redhead's neck as she moved inside her, "I love you so much."
Emily moved her leg so the blonde's thrusts could go deeper, "Oh God Naomi, I love you too."
Naomi shifted slightly before whispering, "Although this is a total turn on it does have its disadvantages.
"Really? Because it feels pretty good to me." Emily replied breathlessly.
The blonde smiled, "I'm glad, but I still have limited access to the rest of your body."
"Oh I see, let me help you out with that." Emily moved onto her front and raised herself onto her hands and knees causing Naomi's breath to hitch.
"Fucking hell Em." Naomi said biting her lip.
Emily turned her head to look at the blonde. "Better?"
Naomi moved so she was kneeling just behind Emily's legs before entering the redhead with her fingers again, "My access has dramatically improved" she said before reaching over with her other hand to caress Emily's breast.
She began to move her fingers in and out and the redhead moved her hips each time to meet the blonde's thrusts.
"The only downside now of course is that I don't get to kiss you," Naomi stated.
Emily smiled, hardly interrupting the blonde's rhythm she moved backwards until she was practically sitting in Naomi's lap. Immediately the blonde started kissing her neck. Emily leaned her head back as she reached behind her and pulled the blonde towards her. "Kiss me properly."
Naomi covered the redhead's lips with her own and pushed her tongue into Emily's mouth. The blonde used her knees to further open Emily's legs and moved her other hand between the redhead's thighs. She began to stroke her in time with the thrusts of her fingers.
Emily broke the kiss and bit her lip as Naomi stared deeply into her eyes. The blonde licked her lips before pushing another finger inside the redhead, causing Emily to gasp. They continued to stare at each other as Naomi gradually increased her speed and their breathing became more laboured.
"Oh baby." Naomi said breathlessly as she kissed Emily again.
Emily pulled away and stared at Naomi with a pleading look as she continued to move her hips against the blonde. "Harder."
Naomi smiled as she increased the pressure of her hand against the redhead and thrust her fingers deeper inside Emily. The redhead tilted her head back and moved both hands behind her head; she pulled Naomi towards her. The blonde buried herself into Emily's hair which was cascading over her shoulders and inhaled her scent.
"God you're beautiful, I can't believe you're mine." Naomi whispered.
She felt the redhead tense up and grip her more tightly as she pressed her hands hard against Emily.
"Oh, Jesus Christ Naomi..." was all Emily could manage before letting out a loud cry as she came.
They collapsed forward onto the bed, both of their bodies covered in sweat.
Once she had got her breath back Emily moved on top of Naomi and ran her tongue across the blonde's neck.
"Mmmm, salty." She said with a grin.
Naomi smiled back, "Fucking hell that was sexy, I almost came myself."
"Well I'll just have to see what I can do about that won't I?" Emily said as she started to move down Naomi's body.
Naomi began to protest, "But it's your birthday, I should be concentrating on giving you pleasure."
Emily raised her eyebrow, "Babe, believe me this is going to give me a lot of pleasure. It's time for present number two, where I get to find out if you're as turned on as I think you are."
Naomi let out a low moan as she felt the first flick of Emily's tongue.
"Who am I to argue?" she asked rhetorically as she allowed thoughts of the redhead to totally consume her mind.
Emily sat in the kitchen watching Naomi making them breakfast, "Are you sure I can't do anything?"
Naomi shook her head, "No baby, I've already told you I'm going to spoil you today. I'm am sorry I had to make you get up and couldn't bring you breakfast in bed."
Emily smiled, "I had a very nice breakfast in bed thank you. Are you going to tell me where we're going?"
Naomi stopped, "Jesus Em, what is it about you and not understanding the word surprise?"
"It's not my fault I like to know what I'm doing." Emily replied.
Naomi smiled at her, "Alright control freak, I'll tell you. We're going to Thornbury Castle. I've booked us some spa treatments today so we can be pampered and then we can have dinner and spend the night in the hotel."
Emily beamed at her, "That's why you told me to take tomorrow morning off too?"
Naomi nodded, "I didn't want us to have to rush. This way we can enjoy our breakfast and still get into work by lunchtime."
Emily sighed contentedly as Naomi placed a plate of food in front of her, "You're wonderful, you know that?"
Naomi kissed her, "I love you and want to make you happy."
"You do, more than I ever dreamed possible." The redhead replied.
They had just finished eating when they were interrupted by the laptop ringing signalling they had a skype call. Naomi got up and answered it.
"Hey guys, it must be early. What are you doing calling at this time?" Naomi asked.
"We wanted to wish Em a happy birthday. George is up for work and we knew you had plans for today." Dani responded.
Naomi sat in the chair and called out to Emily, "Babe, George and Dani are here, they want to speak to you."
Emily walked into the room and sat in the blonde's lap. George and Dani started to sing happy birthday to her and Emily laughed as they finished, "So no improvement to the singing voices I see."
George laughed, "Hey Em, happy birthday, I hope you enjoy your pamper day."
Emily eyed Naomi suspiciously, "So once again I'm the last to be let in on the secret?"
Naomi smiled, "Sorry baby, but I only keep things from you for your own good."
They chatted for a while before George said, "Naomi, I need to talk to you, can I give you a call?"
Naomi nodded, "Of course, you can talk to Dani for a bit can't you babe?"
"When will the taxi be here?" Emily enquired.
The blonde smiled, "In about an hour, don't worry we'll get to the hotel."
Emily shrugged. "I'm not worried, I just wanted to make sure I had enough time for a shower before we left."
Naomi leaned over to kiss her, "I was hoping that might be the first thing we did when we got there, there's a spa bath in the room."
Emily raised her eyebrow, "Is there indeed, well in that case we've got plenty of time."
She watched the blonde walk into the kitchen to take the call before turning back to Dani.
"Sorry Dani, I wasn't being rude. How are you?" Emily asked.
Dani stared at her for a while, "I'm not sure why but I have a feeling I've just witnessed something quite dirty being discussed that seemed very innocent on the surface."
Emily smiled, "You know us, if you adopt the assumption that we're being filthy as your default position you won't often be wrong."
Dani laughed, "I forgot how bad you two were. So what's the fascination with a whirlpool bath?"
Emily shook her head, "God I can't believe how unimaginative some people are. I won't be explicit but let's just say that I discovered in New York that the jets from a spa bath can be very relaxing after a long day, especially if you know exactly where to put them."
Dani frowned before a grin broke out on her face, "Oh my God, you mean...?"
Emily nodded, "Yep, I thought people were going to complain about the noise and Naomi was very appreciative afterwards. I thoroughly recommend it."
Dani smiled, "Another Emily Fitch top tip." She paused, "So how are you feeling?"
Emily sighed, "About what? The fact it's my birthday and my girlfriend is about to move to the States without me?"
Dani nodded.
"I feel a bit shit to be honest. I mean we talked about it for ages and deep down I know it's the right thing to do, I couldn't let her miss this chance but I can't not finish my training either. It just feels horrible at the moment although I'm sure it'll be fine. I know I'll miss her like crazy but it's not forever." Emily replied.
The Latina smiled ruefully at her, "I think you're being really great about all of this and at least we'll get to hang out once a month."
Emily smiled, "See, every cloud has a silver lining."
In the kitchen Naomi finished her conversation with George and hung up. She immediately dialled Cook's number; the phone rang a couple of times before being answered.
"Cook, it's me. Have you given Katie her present yet?" she asked.
"Of course I have, that was always going to get me brownie points so the earlier I did it the better. In fact Katie has just finished showing me exactly how grateful she is." Cook said with a laugh.
Naomi frowned, "Shit, I was hoping it was still a surprise and we could wait until the party on Friday."
"Sorry Naomikins, but you forget that was pretty much my main gift. Without it, Katie would not have been happy. We can't all afford spa days and hotels as well you know." Cook reminded her.
Naomi sighed, "I know, sorry I didn't mean to be thoughtless. Can you put Katie on the phone?"
There was a short pause before Katie spoke.
"This had better be good Naomi, you've interrupted me getting a birthday shag." She said in an annoyed voice.
"Well it's about time you found out what it feels like, maybe you'll be more sympathetic next time you disturb me and Em." Naomi responded.
Katie tutted, "As well as this being important, it had also better be quick. You've got thirty seconds before I put the phone down."
Naomi panicked, she knew full well the twin wasn't joking, "Right Katie, you can't tell Emily that we're going away together as I want to keep the present a secret and give it to her at the party."
Katie hated to admit it but she was intrigued, "Why do you want to wait?"
"No real reason I just want to spread things out a bit to take her mind off the fact I'm leaving next week." Naomi replied.
There was a pause, "I don't believe you, you're lying."
Naomi was adamant, "It's the truth, if you chose not to believe it that's not my problem."
"Listen bitch, you need me to agree to this so I'd be a lot nicer if I was you." Katie said.
Naomi rolled her eyes, "Alright. Please Katie, I'd be really grateful if you do me this favour."
"Hmmm, 'two business class plane tickets to the States' grateful?" Katie ventured.
"Oh fuck off Katie, you must be joking." was Naomi's first response.
Katie immediately replied, "Fine have it your way, I'll just phone Em to talk about our amazing city break."
Naomi knew she was trapped, "Wait, what about I pay for one economy ticket and then you only have to find the money for the other one."
"It's ringing Naomi. Time's running out. Tick, tick, tick." Katie said as the blonde heard Emily's mobile start to ring nearby.
"Final offer, two economy tickets." Naomi.
"Throw in a dinner at a posh restaurant and we've got a deal." Katie countered.
Naomi looked in horror as Emily came into the kitchen about to answer the call.
"Fine, dinner as well, anywhere you want." She hissed down the phone.
"It was a pleasure doing business with you." Katie said as she hung up.
Naomi sighed with relief as she heard Emily answer the call to her twin and it became apparent over the course of the conversation that Katie was keeping her part of the deal.
When Emily had finished she walked over to Naomi, "Are you ok baby? You seemed flustered when I came in."
Naomi smiled at her, "I'm fine honestly."
"Are you sure your call with George was ok?" Emily enquired.
The blonde nodded, "It was nothing really just some minor details, maybe that's what made me seem flustered when you walked in."
The redhead looked confused, "But you weren't on the phone to George when I walked in, she came back to the computer about 5 minutes before that."
Shit, I forgot we were on skype, Naomi thought, before recovering quickly, "No I phoned the hotel to make sure everything is confirmed. Maybe I was a bit nervous in case something had gone wrong, which it hasn't by the way, and that's what made me look anxious."
Emily stared at her for a while before smiling and glancing at her watch, "You're probably right. We'd better go and pack if we don't want to keep the taxi waiting."
"Actually, I've already packed for us both, so all you have to do is check I've got the right things." Naomi replied.
Emily wrapped her arms around the blonde's neck, "See I knew one day all my hard work and training would pay off, I think you're finally becoming the perfect girlfriend."
"I told you I'd catch up to you one day." Naomi responded.
Emily raised her eyebrow, "Steady on, you're not that perfect."
"Well, you have set the bar impossibly high." Naomi smiled before leaning down to kiss her.
Emily sighed, "But you're definitely going in the right direction."
Naomi checked her watch as she lifted the redhead onto the kitchen table. She leaned down and ran her tongue up the inside of Emily's thigh.
"I am now" she replied with a grin.
Later that night they sat in the restaurant eating dinner. They had enjoyed their day together.
As soon as they arrived at the hotel Naomi ran the bath and turned on the jets.
"For research purposes naturally." She smiled at Emily.
Emily smiled back, "Of course, it's important we compare and contrast."
Afterwards Naomi lay back against the redhead, "So Em, New York or the West Country? Which one has the edge?"
Emily laughed, "They both have their charms. Which one was better for you?"
The blonde sighed contentedly, "Both were equally as good, because you were there."
Naomi had booked them both massages and facials and they had spent the rest of the day wandering round the grounds before going back to their room.
The blonde looked up as she finished her dessert, "You ok Em? You look miles away."
Emily nodded, "I've had a wonderful birthday, thank you so much for my presents."
Naomi smiled, "You're welcome. Actually I have one more gift but I'm going to wait until your party on Friday to give it to you and I don't care how much you protest it is going to be a surprise."
Emily narrowed her eyes, "You know I don't like surprises, can't you give it to me now?"
Naomi shook her head, "No, this one has to wait."
Emily smiled, "Ok, I trust you, but if I pull a pouty face you only have yourself to blame."
Naomi bit her lip, "I don't think you will but I'm prepared to take the risk."
Their plates were cleared and they sat in silence drinking their coffee. Naomi glanced up and caught Emily staring at her.
"What is it baby?" the blonde asked.
Emily raised her eyebrow, "I was just wondering how much longer you were going to take to finish your coffee."
Naomi smiled, "And why would that be?"
Emily shrugged, "I'm tired and I want to go to bed."
Naomi looked confused, "Oh, ok I didn't realise. It has been a long day, I'm sorry."
Emily snorted, "God you're dense sometimes. I do want to go to bed, but I have no intention of sleeping when I get there."
Naomi grinned at her, "Good, neither do I. Come on."
They got up and walked back to their room, "So Em, what do you intend to do when we get to bed?" Naomi asked, smirking at the redhead.
Emily paused and stared at her for a while.
"Anything you want me to." she replied causing the blonde to shiver with anticipation.
The following lunchtime they stood outside the office. As promised they'd had a leisurely breakfast before checking out of the hotel and making their way into work.
Emily leaned up and kissed Naomi, "Thank you for making this one of the best birthdays I've ever had."
Naomi smiled at her, "It was my pleasure. I'm just sorry we have to come into work today but I've got a lot to sort out for next week."
Emily's face clouded over, "I'm really trying not to think about that, I don't want anything to spoil my birthday."
"Then don't let it baby, remember how nice the hotel was and try to focus on your party. How are the plans for that coming along by the way, I expected a bill from Katie by now." Naomi stated.
Emily smiled, "The plans are going very well, Katie is a natural. The venue, DJ, food in fact everything is booked. You'll be getting your part of the bill shortly and when you do just remember how much you love me."
Naomi squinted at her, "I don't like the sound of that. I really wish you'd let me set a budget because I know how extravagant Katie can be."
Emily pouted, "Don't you want me to be happy?"
"Of course I want you to be happy, but not if it bankrupts me." Naomi replied.
"You're such a meanie sometimes Naomi." Emily complained.
Naomi spluttered, "A meanie? So taking you to Thornbury Castle was me being mean was it? The fact that you've still got another present to come on Friday proves I'm a penny pincher? Stop being so manipulative Em, it makes you sound like a money grabbing spoilt brat again."
Emily huffed, "Oh alright, I'll stop being childish, you're one of the most generous people I know. Just don't grumble about the bill ok? I'm worth every penny."
Naomi laughed, "Alright I'll pay up without moaning because I'd spend everything I had if it made you happy."
The redhead smiled shyly, "I know you would but that's a sweet thing to say. There is an upside of course."
"Which is?" Naomi enquired raising her eyebrow.
Emily leaned over and softly whispered in her ear, "I'll be very, very appreciative."
Naomi stared at her before smiling; "Now you sound like a prostitute."
"Oy you, that's not a very nice thing to call me." Emily protested as she took a swipe at Naomi.
The blonde moved quickly as Emily went to hit her and managed to pin the redhead's arms by her side.
Now it was her turn to lean forward and whisper in the redhead's ear, "I didn't say I was complaining, the dirtier the better as far as I'm concerned."
Emily smiled and turned her head towards the blonde, "Don't worry babe, my imagination has already gone into overdrive. I think you'll be pleased."
Naomi moaned softly, "Oh God, I can't wait."
They were interrupted by the sudden noise of Naomi's phone ringing, which made them both jump. Naomi looked at the caller, it was George.
"Hey George." She answered.
Emily watched as Naomi nodded at whatever George was saying.
"Ok give me two minutes to find a room and I'll call you straight back." The blonde replied.
Naomi hung up and turned to Emily, "Sorry baby, I have to take this in private. I'll see you later though ok? I love you."
She gave the redhead a peck on the lips and rushed into the office. Emily watched her go in surprise, wondering why Naomi couldn't take the call in front of her.
Oh well back to reality it is then , the redhead thought with a sigh as she entered the office.
Later that day Katie and Effy were on the bus making their way back to the Fitch's home. Katie was dying to show Emily her presents and wanted to hear all about the trip to Thornbury Castle. As Emily was on a half day they hadn't managed to meet over lunch. Emily had stayed at work a bit later to catch up on a few things but had said she'd meet them at their parent's later. They were chatting away when Katie happened to glance out of the window.
"Hey isn't that Naomi in the window of that restaurant there?" Katie said.
Effy looked over and saw the blonde sitting at a table with a woman she didn't recognise. As they watched, Naomi laughed as she said something and the woman reached over and took her hand.
Effy frowned, "I'm sure Em said Naomi was working late tonight. I suppose it could be a client."
Katie snorted, "It looks far too cosy to be a client if you ask me" she stopped, "Oh God you don't think Naomi is seeing someone else do you? I'll kill her."
Effy shook her head, "Katie I'm sure it's all very innocent. She wouldn't do that to Emily."
Katie turned to her, "But it can't be a client, they're being far too familiar with each other for that."
Effy shrugged, "I'm sure it's nothing, I mean she'd hardly sit in full view of everyone if it was something clandestine."
"I suppose so. Do you think we should tell Emily?" Katie asked.
Effy sighed, "She probably already knows, but we can ask her later."
They arrived at the house and found Emily already there chatting to Jenna in the kitchen. They said their hellos and sat down.
"I thought you were going to be late?" Katie asked her twin.
Emily smiled, "I finished earlier than I thought and I got a cab over here, I couldn't be arsed waiting for a bus. Mum was just showing me a picture of the villa in Nice, very swanky."
Katie shifted slightly, "Yeah, I'm really looking forward to it, Cook really pushed the boat out. I'll show you more later on the internet. So tell me about Thornbury Castle."
Emily beamed as she filled them all in on the overnight stay at the hotel. When she had finished she sighed contentedly, "I can't believe how lucky I am sometimes to be with someone who spoils me and loves me as much as Naomi does."
Katie looked uncomfortable, "Hmmm, so where is she tonight then? Working late again?"
Emily nodded, "She's got tons to sort out before she flies to the States next week. I'm surprised she took time out to go to the hotel to be honest."
"So she didn't have dinner plans with a client?" Katie asked tentatively.
Emily looked at her in surprise, "Not that I'm aware of. Why?"
Katie blushed, "Errr, look Em I'm not sure if I should say anything..."
Jenna stared at her, "Katie, spit it out whatever it is."
Effy tutted and rolled her eyes, "We saw Naomi in a restaurant on our way here. She was sitting in the window with another woman and they appeared to be friends. Em, it's probably nothing, I mean she was in full view so it's not like she was trying to hide anything."
A frown crossed Emily's face, "Well she definitely didn't say anything to me. You didn't recognise who she was with?"
Both Effy and Katie shook their heads, "Never seen her before."
"Hmmm, it sounds a bit odd but I'm sure there's a rational explanation. I'll ask her when I get home. So come on Katie, let's have a proper look at this villa then." Emily said changing the subject.
Effy and Katie looked at each other and shrugged. Katie pulled out her laptop and switched it on, I suppose I shouldn't be bothered about Naomi if Emily isn't worried, she thought.
Later that evening Emily and Effy let themselves into the flat, they could hear noises coming from the kitchen so they knew Naomi was back.
Emily walked into the room and Naomi smiled as she saw her, "Hello beautiful, did you have a nice time at your Mum and Dad's?"
Emily kissed her, "Yes thanks although Katie was boasting about this villa in the South of France Cook is taking her to. It looks really expensive, I'm not sure how Cook can afford it."
Naomi paused, "I guess he saved up for it."
Emily laughed, "Cook? Saving up for something? Come on Naomi, you know that's far too sensible behaviour for him, he's always taking the piss and telling me I'm boring when I talk about saving some of my salary for a rainy day."
Naomi shrugged, "Well maybe it's his way of showing Katie how much he loves her."
Emily snorted, "Yeah right, it's all on his credit card more like."
Naomi finished emptying the dishwasher and turned as Effy came into the kitchen, "Hey Eff, how was your day?"
Effy shrugged, "Same old, same old. We did get fed surprisingly well by your future mother-in-law though."
Naomi looked shocked and checked her watch, "God, we should make a note of the time and date for posterity. We need to record the exact moment that Jenna Fitch finally cooked an edible meal."
Emily pushed her, "Don't be so rude about my Mum. Anyway I told you our cooking lessons had been going well, she's quite a quick learner."
Naomi sighed, "Well I'm glad you enjoyed it. I managed to grab something at my desk between meetings today, I've been rushed off my feet."
"So you've not really eaten a proper meal today then?" Effy asked.
Naomi shook her head, "Not unless you count processed crap wolfed down in 10 minutes as a proper meal."
Emily frowned at Effy before asking, "And that's all you've had all day?"
Naomi smiled at her, "Yes baby. I'm going to watch a bit of telly before I go to bed, are you coming?"
"I'll join you in a bit, I'm just going to make a cup of tea first." Emily replied.
The blonde kissed her before leaving, "Ok, but don't be long, I want a cuddle."
Once she had moved into the lounge Emily turned to stare at Effy, "I don't understand why she didn't mention the restaurant."
"Neither do I." Effy said with a thoughtful look.
"Ah well, she'll tell me what's going on when she's ready I expect." Emily said with a shrug as she put the kettle on.
Effy got two cups out, "So you're not worried then? I mean you don't think Katie might be right and she's seeing someone else?"
Emily smiled at her, "Eff, I trust Naomi, I know she'd never do that to me. I agree it's odd, but there'll be a good reason why Naomi hasn't told me."
Effy took her cup of tea and shook herself, "You're right, let's go through."
They walked into the lounge and Emily sat beside Naomi while Effy sat on the other sofa. Naomi put her arm around Emily, and pulled her close.
"Hey watch my tea." Emily said with a smile.
Naomi rolled her eyes, "Well put it down then. I want that cuddle and I won't leave you alone until I get it."
Emily put her cup down and as soon as she had, Naomi grabbed her and pulled the redhead onto her lap, Emily giggled as she wrapped her arms around Naomi, "So does this mean you'll leave me alone now?"
Naomi raised her eyebrow, "Do you want me to?"
Emily smiled at her, "Not particularly."
Naomi leaned in and slowly kissed her before starting to tickle the redhead, who began to squeal. "Careful what you wish for Em."
"Naomi, stop it." Emily said between her snorts of laughter.
"Not unless you make me," the blonde replied.
Emily started to fight back, "Now that sounds like a challenge."
Effy watched them wrestling and laughing. She shook her head, it was ludicrous to think Naomi would have an affair. Note to self, she thought, next time Katie starts making you paranoid, tell her to shut up.
The following day Effy and Katie were in the canteen at lunchtime, it was Friday and Katie was talking non-stop about her and Emily's party that night.
"Have you seen Naomi yet, I want to give her the bill as she'll have to sort it out before she leaves next week." Katie asked.
Effy shook her head, "She was gone by the time I got up this morning and I'm not sure she'll have time to eat lunch."
They scanned the tables and spotted the blonde sitting next to the woman from the restaurant, who was whispering something in her ear. Katie turned to Effy, "I don't fucking believe it. I thought you said Emily wasn't worried, she might be a bit more concerned if she could see that. Come on I'm getting to the bottom of this once and for all."
Effy followed her as Katie stormed over to where Naomi was sitting. Naomi looked up in surprise as the twin roughly threw her lunch tray on the table, "Hey Katie, I thought you'd be excited about the party. Is everything alright?"
"I don't know Naomi, why don't you tell me?" Katie responded sharply.
The blonde looked confused, "Why don't I tell you what?"
"If everything is alright." Katie said.
Naomi turned to Effy, "Have you got a clue what she means?"
Katie stared at her, "Don't act like butter wouldn't melt in your mouth Naomi. You know exactly what my problem is."
Naomi stared back, "Katie, what the fuck are you on about?"
Katie pursed her lips, "I'm on about the fact that you're sneaking around behind my sister's back with some... some... floozy." She motioned towards the woman sat next to the blonde. "Don't think we don't know you went to dinner with her last night, we saw you from the bus. Emily seems to think it's no big deal, but if I find out you've been cheating on her I will tear you limb from limb and let a pack of dogs feed off your entrails while I force you to watch."
Naomi raised her eyebrow, "Wow, that was quite descriptive, it must be a family trait. But Katie if I'm sneaking around with my floozy, why am I sitting in full view of everyone in the canteen where there's every chance Emily will walk in any minute?"
Katie scowled at her before she sat down. "That's the bit I can't make sense of but I know something's not quite right."
Naomi turned to Effy, "As for you, how long have we been friends? I can't believe you'd allow yourself to get caught up in all of this, I suppose you've been planting stupid ideas into Emily's head too?"
Effy looked embarrassed, "Sorry, it's Katie, she gets carried away, she's like a dog with a bone."
Katie pointed at Naomi, "Stop changing the subject. I know you've been lying to Emily and spending time with a strange woman."
Naomi rolled her eyes, "Look I haven't exactly lied to Em, I've not been able to be totally honest about what I've been doing. Not because I didn't want to but because I couldn't, it was confidential between us and a client."
Katie snorted, "Hmm, a likely story."
Naomi sighed and turned to the mystery woman, "Do you see the crap I have to put up with? I'm a senior manager in this place and I get talked to like that."
Katie tutted, "Oh fuck off Naomi. I'm not talking to you as a senior manager, I'm talking to you as my sister's girlfriend. Emily won't be pleased if she sees her here, whoever she is."
Naomi smiled, "I wouldn't be so sure. In any case I'll do the introductions. Katie, Eff I'd like you to meet….."
Suddenly they were interrupted by a squeal of surprise. "AAAGGGGHHH. I don't bloody believe it, the girlfriend stealing yank."
Katie shot a look at Effy as the woman rose up and replied, "It's the uptight British bitch" before flinging her arms around Emily who hugged her back tightly.
"Oh my God George, what the hell are you doing here? Is Dani with you? You didn't say a word about this on my birthday. Are you staying for the party tonight?" Emily fired off question after question.
"Whoa there Em, first answer I'm over meeting some clients. Second, sorry Dani had to stay behind in New York as she had some business to attend to, but she sends her love. Finally, Naomi mentioned the party and I'd love to come if it's ok with you both." George looked at Katie as she finished.
"Of course it's ok, right Katie?" Emily responded.
Katie shrugged, "We haven't even really been introduced, but I suppose so."
Naomi sighed, "I did intend to introduce you but you were too busy glaring at me. Katie, Effy please meet George, my friend and boss in the States. George this is Effy, my best friend and flat mate and Katie, Emily's more highly strung twin sister."
They all shook hands and Naomi said, "So now is it ok for George to come to the party? I am paying for a lot of it after all."
Katie nodded and reached in her bag, "Speaking of which I want this settled before you leave the country."
She pushed a white envelope over the table towards Naomi, who opened it and nearly went the same colour, "Fucking fuck, fuck Katie, how much? Is the venue made of gold for that price?"
Katie stared at her, "It's the going rate for somewhere decent and this was actually cheaper than normal as the owner wants to sell so it's effectively free advertising. I was very clear Em and I were always going for a high end sophisticated party not the low budget crap you and Cook would have organised."
"But I mean come on who pays that for a DJ? All they do is play records one after the other, I could do that." Naomi responded.
Emily looked at her, "Naomi, remember what we agreed. L'Oreal?"
The blonde paused and then smiled, "Alright, because you're worth it. I'll transfer the money this afternoon."
Katie slightly smiled at her, "Thanks, it'll be amazing, you'll see."
Naomi rolled her eyes, "I know it will Katie, you don't need to tell me how good at your job you are."
Emily turned to George, "So you're the mystery woman from dinner last night?"
George nodded, "Guilty as charged. Naomi wanted to tell you I was here honestly but we really couldn't, I'm sorry."
"It's ok, I knew there would be a simple explanation. So can you reveal any more details now?" the redhead asked with a smile.
Naomi shook her head, "Not at the moment but we've got a meeting with David this afternoon to iron some things out and I'll tell you as soon as I can."
George looked at her watch, "Speaking of which, we need to go."
Naomi rose from the table and was followed by George, "Well it was nice meeting you both and I'll catch up properly with you later Em."
Emily smiled, "Definitely. Naomi, please try not to be late ok?"
The blonde walked over and kissed her, "I've already promised you I'll be there on time and don't worry Katie I have a change of clothes too. I wouldn't dream of letting the fabulous Fitch twins down."
Both Katie and Emily sighed as they watched the pair leave.
"Oh for fuck's sake I don't believe this." Effy said looking from one to the other.
"What?" Katie asked staring at the brunette.
Effy raised her eyebrow, "I have to put up with Emily's puppy dog looks at Naomi all the time, but now you too?"
Katie tutted, "Effy it's totally different. Emily moons over her because she's a sap and they're in love. My puppy dog look is temporary and is only because she's helping to pay for what is probably going to be one of the best parties any of us has ever been too."
Emily laughed, "I see you haven't become more modest as you've got older Katie."
Katie looked at her as if she was mad, "Em, I am being modest. If I was being truthful I would have said it is definitely going to be the best party you'll ever go to."
Effy checked her watch, "Speaking of which we'd better get back to work if we want to leave early for the party of the decade."
Katie got up, "Make that party of the Century and you'll be closer."
Effy and Emily looked at each other and started to laugh, "See you later."
Katie stared after them as they made their way back to their department. Honestly, why do I keep wasting my genius on these losers, she thought humbly as she went through the party plans one last time.
Naomi and George walked into the venue, they were a little bit late but Naomi hoped Emily would be too busy having a good time to notice.
The American stared round her and simply said "Wow, this place looks amazing. This was all Katie's doing?"
Naomi nodded, "I told you, she's one of the best, even if it pains me to say so sometimes."
George looked thoughtful, "We can definitely use her at one of the launches, maybe we should fly her over for all of them?"
Naomi groaned, "Christ she'll be even more unbearable after that, but it makes sense."
The blonde stopped as she caught her first sight of Emily, she was wearing the Donna Karan dress and Louboutin boots she'd bought in New York and she looked stunning.
George smiled at her friend, "Well that's put paid to any sensible conversation for the rest of the night. Naomi close your mouth, you're drooling."
Naomi snapped out of her daydream and picked up a glass of champagne as they made their way over. As they approached Emily saw them and her face broke out into a broad grin.
The redhead checked her watch, "I'm impressed, you're not as late as I thought you'd be."
Naomi smiled at her, "I like to call this fashionably late."
Emily kissed George on the check before turning to her blonde girlfriend, who leaned over and kissed her.
"You look incredible by the way." She said taking in the simple black cocktail dress Naomi had bought for the occasion.
"As ever, you look absolutely beautiful." The blonde replied.
Emily waved her hand, "What this old thing? You've seen it before."
Naomi wrapped her arms around the redhead, "I know, but you still took my breath away."
Emily blushed slightly and smiled, "Thank you. So George, what are your first impressions of a 'Katie Fitch special'?"
George laughed, "I was just saying to Naomi, I'm really amazed that she pulled this off. It's quite an achievement."
Emily rolled her eyes, "God please don't tell her, she'll be insufferable."
Out of the corner of their eye they caught sight of Katie barking orders at some very scared looking waiters with canapés. She walked over to them.
"Jesus Christ, how hard can it be? Fish canapés go one way, meat the other and vegetarian ones interlace between them. You made it then?" She said looking George up and down with a slight sneer.
The brunette woman looked slightly taken aback, "Yes, thanks again for inviting me. I was just saying to Emily how great everything looks, in fact I've been to a lot of events and parties organised by teams of Short & Milner employees and can't believe this was pretty much all your doing."
Katie puffed her chest out, "Well, I am one of the most promising trainees they've ever had and I did have a lot of help."
George smiled and handed her a business card, "Give me a call in a couple of weeks as there are a series of launch events for a new client I think you'd be perfect for."
Katie took the card and smiled warmly, "Thanks George, I'll do that." She turned to Emily and Naomi, "Come on losers, let's get this party started."
They watched her strut away and Emily turned to George, "Yeah thanks George." She said sarcastically.
The American looked puzzled, "What have I done wrong now?"
Naomi laughed, "I didn't think it was possible, but I think you've just made Katie even more big headed."
George grimaced, "Sorry."
"Oh don't worry too much George, that monster was around long before you came along." Emily responded with a weary sigh as she dragged them into the centre of the party.
Later that night Emily sat down next to Effy, "Hey Eff, are you having a good time?"
Effy nodded, "It's brilliant so far, I just needed a bit of a break."
Emily nodded, "I know what you mean, I wanted a breather too and it's my party."
Effy smiled at her, "Apart from that, are enjoying yourself?"
"Absolutely, Katie was right and it might just be the best party I'll ever go to." Emily replied.
They glanced around at everyone talking, laughing and dancing. Effy noticed a slight cloud pass over the redhead's face and she followed her gaze over to where Naomi was chinking glasses with George. She reached over and placed her hand gently on Emily's arm.
"Is everything ok?" she asked tentatively.
Emily sighed, "I'm fine honestly. Naomi and George were just raising a toast to them working together and it struck me that this is one of the last times we'll all be together for a while, hence the need for a break."
Effy smiled sadly, "I'm going to miss her too. I mean I know it's not the same as for you but we've shared a house for so long it'll be weird without her here."
"Do you want another drink?" Emily asked as a waiter walked nearby, Effy nodded and the redhead picked up two glasses.
"Em, can I ask you something?" Effy said as she took the drink.
Emily smiled, "Of course, you know you can talk to me about anything."
The brunette paused, "Are you worried at all about how you'll cope being apart from each other?"
"What do you mean? Am I worried in case one of us meets someone else or something?" Emily replied.
Effy shook her head vigorously, "God no, I know you trust each other totally about that. It was purely about the fact that you'll be away from each other. I mean you've pretty much been inseparable since you got together."
Emily frowned, "I know and it is going to be a massive wrench; we're pretty much joined at the hip most of the time. I suppose in the back of my mind I am a bit concerned that one or both of us will suffer but we have to make this work. I love her too much not to try."
Effy smiled, "If it was anyone else I'd think the strain would be too much. I'm not sure Freds and I would be strong enough to do it. But I know you'll manage, you two are destined to be together."
"Hmmm, yeah we are." Emily replied with a thoughtful look.
David Stevens walked through the crowd and Naomi smiled as he approached, "Hey David, are you having a good time?"
"Surprisingly, I'm enjoying it immensely, although I have lost a lot of money in the casino. Katie certainly knows how to throw a party." He shouted back to the blonde over the noise.
Naomi nodded, "Yes she does, especially when someone else is picking up the bill."
David raised his eyebrow, "Surely you don't mind for Emily?"
Naomi's face softened as she looked over to the redhead across the room, "No, I'd die for her if I had to."
David smiled, "Have you seen George? I wanted to speak to you both?"
Naomi nodded, "She went outside to make a phone call. Actually, I could do with a fag so shall we go and find her?"
David pressed his finger to his ear, "Good idea, the music is starting to make me a bit deaf."
They walked outside the club and found George ending her conversation, "Bye baby, I'll see you soon. I love you too."
She smiled as they approached. "Hey I was just coming to find you."
"Well we thought we'd come outside instead." Naomi said, lighting a cigarette. "Everything ok with Dani?"
George nodded, "Great thanks, I've sent her the e-mail and she's really excited. We both are."
"Well perhaps I can increase that excitement." David said to them both. "I've just had the contracts through and it looks like we're ready to go."
Naomi turned to George and smiled, "So that's it, it's all is agreed. Thank you so much David, for everything."
He smiled, "You're more than welcome. We'll miss you but the head of section in Bristol is yours anytime you want it, although I suspect it'll be a step backwards after your collaboration with Ms Parker here."
Naomi finished smoking, "Right we'd better go back inside, if our ears can take it that is."
They re-entered the building laughing.
Emily stood inside watching them through the window, she jumped as someone grabbed her arm.
"Jesus Katie, you nearly gave me a heart attack." She said to her twin.
Katie rolled her eyes, "What are you looking so miserable for? This is your party too you know."
Emily smiled, "Sorry, it's fantastic Katie, your best yet. I'm just feeling a bit down about Naomi leaving."
"Come on Em, you promised. Happy face at the party, frowny face afterwards." Katie reminded her.
The redhead laughed, "Ok, I'll cheer up. Where's Cook?"
Katie sighed contentedly, "He's out making sure the fireworks are ready. Look at us Em, both in long term relationships, good jobs, surrounded by family and great friends. When did we suddenly grow up?"
Emily shook her head, "I've always been the grown up one but I suppose I've matured even more since I've been with Naomi. She's my world."
"I know she is, which is why you were prepared to make such a big decision and let her go to the States alone. It shows how far you've come." Katie replied.
"What do you mean?" Emily enquired.
Katie shrugged, "It's not a bad thing. I was just thinking about how you used to be at school when you were in love with Emma. You acted like it was a disaster if you went a day and didn't see her. Now you're with Naomi and she's about to go to New York for six months and you're dealing with it like an adult."
Emily stared at her before frowning, "But that's the thing Katie, I wasn't in love with Emma. Ok it felt real at the time but it was a crush, I know that now. Naomi is the one who has taught me what it means to really love someone, to feel safe and loved back."
Katie stared at her like she was mad, "I know, that's what I just said moron."
Emily shook her head, "No it isn't. What you said was that I would have done lots of things for Emma, the object of my 15 year old crush. But when it comes to the love of my life, someone who I can't imagine my future without I'm prepared to let her go to another continent without me."
"Emily that's not what I meant. It was supposed to be a compliment." Katie protested.
Emily looked at her, "I know but I feel like shit. If this is being mature then it sucks Katie."
She was still frowning when Naomi came over to her, "Hey baby, what's wrong?"
"Nothing, I'm just going to miss you that's all." Emily said.
Naomi smiled and kissed her, "I know, but you're not supposed to be thinking about that. Come on let's go and watch the fireworks."
The redhead smiled ruefully as she took Naomi's hand and was led outside to watch the display.
Everyone stood outside as the last rockets were let off in a grand finale. They all cheered as the night sky was lit up with a rainbow of colours. Emily was standing with Naomi's arms wrapped tightly around her waist and the blonde's head was resting on her shoulder. The redhead glanced up at Naomi's face, which was bathed in light and she felt tears pricking in her eyes.
Naomi turned towards her, "Oh Emily, don't get upset. It's your party."
Emily tried to smile, "I know, but I feel sad because you're leaving. I love you so much."
Naomi smiled, "I love you too and it'll be fine, trust me. Hey, I know what might cheer you up, do you want your final present?"
Emily sighed, "I suppose so."
The blonde rolled her eyes, "There's no need to be so enthusiastic, you'll like it I promise. Come on."
They went back into the club and made their way to where the others had gathered. The DJ was taking a break so for the first time that night they didn't have to shout to be heard.
Naomi sat down and pulled the redhead onto her lap, she signalled to Effy and smiled as the brunette handed her an envelope.
"Happy Birthday baby." The blonde said as she kissed Emily and handed her the gift.
Emily sat up as everyone looked at her to see the reaction the present caused. She opened the envelope and pulled out a photo of the villa. She looked at Naomi in confusion.
"Isn't this the same place Cook is taking Katie?" she asked.
Naomi nodded, "It's a joint present, we're all going together for a long weekend in June."
Emily continued to stare blankly at the piece of paper, "It's a long way to come back from New York."
Naomi smiled, "I know, but..." she stopped abruptly as the redhead's face crumpled and she burst into tears.
The blonde looked wildly at Effy, Katie and Jenna as Emily buried herself into her neck and the redhead's shoulders began to shake as she was overcome by sobs.
"Not quite the reaction I was expecting." Katie whispered as she shrugged at Naomi.
Naomi stroked Emily's hair and whispered, "Shhh, baby please don't cry." Emily tried to speak but the blonde couldn't understand what she was saying partly because the redhead still had her face buried into her neck and partly because she was weeping so much. Eventually Naomi was able to make out a few words.
"Not fair...love you...lonely...coming too." Emily said.
Naomi squeezed her tight and whispered, "Em, you're not making any sense. I don't understand what you're trying to tell me."
Eventually Emily had almost stopped crying, she sat up and sniffed, "I've changed my mind. I'll need to speak to David but I'm handing in my notice. I'm coming to the States with you."
Naomi looked at her tenderly as she wiped away some of the redhead's tears with her thumb, "You'd do that? Give up your life here for me?"
Emily nodded, "Naomi, I love you more than anything else in the world. I'd do anything for you."
Naomi's eyes filled with tears "I'm sorry Em, I can't let you go to New York."
"Naoms it's just a stupid job, I'll get something else. I can't be away from you for that long it would kill me." Emily countered.
Naomi smiled, "I know, I hate being apart from you for six minutes, let alone six months."
Emily stared at her in confusion, "So why don't you want me with you in the States? I thought you'd be pleased."
Naomi rolled her eyes, "I can see the subtle approach isn't really working. Emily, I don't want you to go to New York as I won't be there."
Emily's frown deepened, "What do you mean? Where will you be?"
Naomi smiled, "I'll be here in Bristol."
"But I don't understand, you were excited about working with George earlier." Emily stated.
The blonde nodded, "I will be working with George, the only difference is that we'll be working over here. Baby, we were so caught up trying to think of a compromise for one of us we forgot that there was third person involved. George could see how unhappy we both were so she suggested an alternative. She's moving over to become VP of our European Division and I'm going to be her deputy. It will mean more travel but it'll mainly be short haul and I'll get to come home to you most nights. It was a secret until just now when we got our contracts through."
Emily turned to George, "What about Dani?"
George smiled, "She's moving over too, so we'll get to see a whole lot more of you guys."
Emily stared, "What about the bar, she loves that place."
George nodded, "I know she does and it is a big sacrifice to sell it. But she loves me more."
"Great, so Dani decided in two minutes what it took me weeks to work out." Emily said with a sigh.
George laughed, "Hey, don't beat yourself up about it. This is a totally different decision. For a start I'm moving permanently not on a six month secondment. A job like yours is pretty hard to come by, Dani can run an awesome bar anywhere in the world. In fact I sent the details of this place after Katie said the owners were looking to sell, we both think it'd be perfect."
Emily turned back to Naomi and smiled shyly, "Oh God, I love you. So you're really not leaving me?"
Naomi shook her head, "Never."
The redhead looked unsure for a minute, "You won't resent me for this will you?"
Naomi smiled, "Emily I could never resent you for anything, ever. I love you so much, it's a no brainer."
"But you're always saying that you won't be manipulated, that no one can force you to choose." Emily said timidly looking at her hands.
Naomi raised Emily's chin, she leant down and gently kissed the redhead before breaking away and looking into the beautiful chocolate brown pools that were staring adoringly at her. "You're right I always believed that everything was about free will, that there was always a choice. But it turns out I was wrong, because when it comes to us, I am powerless. The choice is simple and it's already made. No matter what the situation, I love you Emily Fitch and I will always, and I mean always, choose you."