R/L really rubbush sometimes lost harry it was cancer that cause all the grief but he no longer suffering been a month today since i lost him i was going write more but you dont want listen to me moan so here the next chapter once i read back see what i got so far. this chapter dedicated to my Labrador harry as he got me three it in the begining.

Harry woke up still shocked to be told his aunt petunia was gone, he gotten very close to his aunt she be came a second mum, he just lied awake refusing get up he didnt see the point in moving he felt like he had no will power to move he just lied there for how long he didnt know .

his door was pushed open Praelia came in demanding he wanted go out for walk and to be fed. Harry just rolled over and ignored him hoping he go away he wanted be left alone but he didnt he just stood and starred exspecting harry kept glancing over and being stared down praelia refused to give in climbed on the bed and stuck his nose in his face the feeling over the wolf fur gave some comfort he wasnt alone harry took a deep breath and what felt like a huge effort got up out of bed. to go care for the annoying wolf

Harry would only admit it to himself but he was glad the wolf was there he felt comfort felt the world wasnt collapsing around him

harry had done same routine for a week before the wolf came to stay until late afternoon he wouldnt move from his room stuck in his own grief.

Sirius and Remus were away and Remus didnt want leave the wolf alone so begged lily to take care of him until they got back lilly straight out refused but Harry had grew attached to him and was only praelia he seemed to respond to so reluctantly agreed.

after that walking the wolf relaxed him he could go miles an just look out at top of hills and just let things go that were troubling him even when Sirius and Remus returned the wolf s showed up demanding harry go walk with them . After a time things did become easier there were times when he really thought long an hard about things but he never felt down as much as the week he refused get out of bed an refused talk to anyway praelia came is familar someone he could talk to when he felt things get to much .

A/n so very long but i hope i was able get my point across cya later

kellyhp