A/N: I know this was a really long time coming, and I'm sorry. But I REALLY like this one!

Book: Mockingjay

Scene: Peeta and Katniss's first kiss after the hijacking. Just after FInnick's death (*tear*)

Pages: 313-314

Point of View: Peeta

Disclaimer: I couldn't even take depressants and be this depressing. I mean, really.

Kill her. Kill her. Killherkillherkillher.

Mutt Peeta pounds against my skull, ordering me to kill her. Kill her. Kill her.

No, I can't...

My breath starts to come faster.

Nononono. I won't kill her. I love her.

Yes. Kill. Kill. Kill.

"Peeta."

Oh, God. That's her voice. I clutched at my hair, gritting my teeth.

Her fingers close around my wrists. "Peeta?"

I let her pull my hands away. Show her my eyes.

KillKillKill.

NoNoNo.

"Leave me," I whisper. "I can't hang on."

"Yes, you can!" she says, leaning in.

No. Don't lean in. Please.

Kill her now!

NO.

I shake my head, trying to clear it. "I'm losing it. I'll go mad. Like them."

Then she does something that surprises both of us.

She leans in and kisses me, hard, on the mouth.

The minute our lips meet, Mutt Peeta is banished from my mind and my cuffed hands reach up to cup her face. Her hands move up to twine her fingers with mine.

All I can think is Katniss, I love you. I love you. ILoveYou.

She pulls away. "Don't let him take you from me."

Without her mouth on mine, Mutt Peeta is back.

Kill. Love. Kill. Love. KillLoveKillLoveKillLove.

"No, I don't want to…"

KillLoveKillLoveKillLOVEKILL

"Stay with me."

LOVE. LOVELOVELOVE.

"Always."

A/N: So, yeah. I really like this. Do you?

Oh, I found a song for Peeta after the hijacking: My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion. I know its sung by a woman, but it works! One of the verses says, "Once more, you've opened the door, and you're here in my heart and my heart will go on…"

See, cause after the hijacking, he saw her for who she really was, instead of perfect but he begins to remember he fell for her. And they always have a possibility of dying.

And yes, the song is from the Titanic. I saw that the other day and I cried. It's so sad, yet Jack and Rose are soooo sweet. My favorite part is when she jumps off the life boat and they run and meet each other and Jack's like "You're so stupid, Rose! Why'd you do that? You're so stupid!" yet he's kissing her all over and hugging her and stuff. SO sweet.

Anyway, review. And another one should be coming sometime this weekend!