A Forbidden Love



Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, if you wanna know who its Naoko Takeuchi! Give Takeuchi-san a round of applause for making such a cool anime!

Chapter One: Feelings Shared



17 year old Usagi Tsukino was innocently dreaming only to be awakened by the swipe of a cats claws.

Usagi: LUUNA! Don't do that I'm up! You act as if today is a school day!

Luna: *Rolls her eyes* Well no duh Usagi! Maybe that's because it IS a school day!!

Usagi: Oh please Luna it's Saturday- wait oh my God! It's Wednesday! Oh my God I'm going to be late, I'm out Luna!

In a rush Usagi runs through the house getting ready for school. Downstairs the Tsukino's were heard a loud crash and a child's wailing.

Kenji Tsukino: When will that girl grow up?!

Shingo: Dad! You still believe that she will?! I stopped believing when she was in fifth grade!

Usagi runs downstairs and out the door. The Tsukino family sighs and all go back to what they were doing.

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(School)

Teacher: Okay class today I have an important announcement-Usagi your late again! Detention same time same place.

Usagi had tried to sneak in quietly and take her place at her desk while the teacher's head was to the blackboard, Usagi sighed and nodded then banged her head against the desk.

Teacher: Usagi I assure you that if you don't first crack your skull your sure enough break the desk!

Usagi: *blushing from embarrassment* Hai, gomen nasai!

Teacher: Like I was saying Friday you will have a test tomorrow on Chapter 15, I strongly urge that you study for this, it is worth 30 points! *Glances at Usagi* So STUDY and STUDY HARD!

The bell rang and all the students left for their next class. Usagi was walking with Minako and Makoto complaining about school.

Usagi: It's not fair! I can't have a detention today, I need to talk to Mamoru-chan today, and I mean TODAY!

Minako: *Looking curious* About what Usagi-chan?

Usagi: *sighing* well, I er........I um.......how should I word this? Okay okay! I'm just going to say it are you ready?! I wanna break-up with Mamoru!

Makoto: *staring at Usagi* Demo...........why? I mean he's your future husband and he was your prince in your past life.

Minako: You know Usagi you guys really haven't spent a lot of time together! I mean when we all first met you didn't know of your destiny, Then after that he didn't have his memory so he didn't really remember you. And when Chibi-usa appeared he broke up with you for your safety. And then just last year when went to America! Something is always getting in the way of you two!

Makoto: *nods* You know that's true Minako! Demo my question still stands.

Usagi: Well you know, when he 'came back' from America it was like he was a different person, it didn't feel the same, I think Mamoru agrees with me too....*tosses the ring Mamoru gave her in the air and catches it.* The only reason I've been staying with him is because I love Chibi-usa way to much! Demo........now I just can't take it anymore, I've been fighting my heart, demo...I'm just going to give in and tell him how I feel today after school....*sighs*

Makoto: *looks at Usagi with caring eyes* Well hey Usagi, do what your heart tells you is right, don't feel imprisoned by your destiny, for now destiny can wait...*smiles* I bet you you'll be happier with having to be able to pick anyone you want to be with, you have been following destiny to long, it's time for Usagi Tsukino to take charge of her life!

Usagi: Arigatou Makoto, I will!

Minako: Makoto your right at some parts but I think that you know, maybe.......*starts whispering in Makoto's ear*

Makoto: *laughs* Love Goddess at work!

Usagi: *stands there looking confused* What?

Makoto: Minako want's to play her favorite game with you Usagi-chan, I don't think she'll let you breathe until her little 'game' is completed.

Usagi: *sighs* Not that game, Minako!

Minako: *takes a pencil and pretends that it's a microphone* That's right Usagi Tsukino! You have been chosen as a contestant in my lil game I like to call 'MATCH MAKER!' That's right Usagi Tsukino, all you have to do is tell me what you like and a guy and I the Love Goddess herself will set you up on a blind date with a man I pick that fits your description of your 'Perfect' boyfriend!

Usagi and Makoto: *sweatdrop*

Minako: Well Usagi, what do you want in a man?

Usagi: Well Minako, I think I want a man like.......*says in a low voice* Seiya Kou.

Makoto and Minako: *stop walking and stare at Usagi*

Usagi: *fidgets with her suitcase as she looks up at the two girls*

The three girls walk to their class in silence and all gather around Ami.

Ami: Hey you guys, why are you all so quiet? *looks concerned* Minna?

Minako: *whispers in Ami's ear all what happened*

Ami: *runs and hugs Usagi* Usagi! You love Seiya, I never knew that!

Usagi: *blush* Neither did I.....

Ami: Nani?

Usagi: Just a second ago when you asked me that question Minako, the first person that came to my mind was Seiya, it was like...........a reflex! Demo now I see that I think of Seiya as something more than a friend..........*Blush*

Minako: Aw isn't that sweet!

The bell rings and everyone takes their seat at an empty desk ready for their History teacher to arrive.

Usagi: Hm.....Reylin-sensai hasn't shown up yet!

Student: Maybe she's ditching class!

Student 2: Maybe she's out on a date?!

???: No students Reylin-san has just gone home sick, during her first class she felt dizzy and was nearly about to pass out when one of her students ran down to the nurse's office and explained what happened, lucky for her the student came just in time.

Class: Principal!

Principal: Being short notice we sadly enough don't have a substitute for you all....*was interrupted by cheering of the class* AHEM! Yes well for this period you will be able to have free time, if any of you don't behave like a young adult you will have detention for a whole month understood!

Minna: Hai!

As the principal walks out Makoto, Ami, and Minako all run to Usagi's desk.

Usagi: *moans* Why'd I tell you guys?! You'll NEVER leave me alone now will you?

Three girls: Never!

Ami: So Usagi you truly don't love Mamoru anymore?

Usagi: *looks down* I don't. He doesn't either Ami-chan, I called him last night and I heard a girl in the background laughing, I asked him who that was and he hung up right away! *tears roll down her face*

Minako: *hugging Usagi* Usagi-chan why are you crying? It's okay you'll be better off without him, you'll see.

Usagi: *wipes away her tears* That's not it Minako, I really don't care about Mamoru now, but I still do care about Chibi-usa..............

All of the girls were silent. It was true. If Usagi and Mamoru didn't love each other and marry then the future princess of Crystal Tokyo would be nothing. Usagi then burst out into tears and lay her head on her desk wishing that everything wouldn't be so difficult. Usagi after a couple minutes of crying sits up and wipes away her tears. She forces a smile at Ami and Minako.

Usagi: You know, I really do wish Three Lights were back, not for my sake but I would like to see another episode of with Minako and Ami. How would you guys take that?

Minako and Ami: *Blush*

Ami: Usagi you know perfectly well Taiki-san and I are only good friends!

Usagi: VERY VERY VERY good friends *smiles then turns from the blushing Ami to Minako* What about you? What's your story?

Minako: Well I......um.....*fidgets with a pencil* I er.......well what do you want me to say?!

Makoto: That you love him.

Usagi: I also want you to confess that you have five posters of him plastered on your wall, on your computer that the desktop is a picture of Yaten and also that you have a picture of him on your ceiling so that he's the last thing you see before you fall to sleep and the first when you wake up!

Minako, Makoto, and Ami: *sweatdrop*

Minako: Usagi.........how do you.....k...k..know that?

Makoto and Ami: You mean that TRUE!?!?!

Usagi: *smiles* I have my sources!

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(Afternoon)

Usagi: *looks at her throbbing hand* Ow! My hands are killing me! Why did I have to do so much work during my detention? I don't even think I can pick up a chopsticks.........or maybe I can.........*sits down on a bench and sighs* Usagi you gotta get up, you gotta go and find Mamoru.

*stands up and walks in the direction Mamoru's house is.* Usagi if you want to be there by today run, the sooner you get there the sooner it'll be over with! *Usagi begins running in within minutes she's there.

Usagi looks at the apartment building as if it was a haunted house. She was breathing hard from all the running she had down and finally decided to walk in. She walks up to his door and hesitates. Inside she hears a man and woman laughing and a TV She stared at the door with determination and lifts her hand to knock.

Usagi: Maybe I can come tomorrow........*is about to leave when something inside of her told her to do it now, without thinking she knocks on the door three times.*

Mamoru: Hold on a second please.

Usagi: *feels jumpy and scared*

Mamoru: *opens door* Usagi??!!??!??!!??!!

Usagi: *coldly looks at him* Mamoru...

A girl with short brown hair and green eyes walks up to the door with a movie case in her hands.

Girl: Mamoru I paused the mov- *notices Usagi* hello.

Usagi: Hello, Mamoru I needed to talk to you but you already covered what I was about to tell you!

Mamoru: *turns to girl* Um Niborsa, I'll be with you in a second, I just need to clear something's up with a......friend.

Niborsa: Okay Mamo-chan. *kisses Mamoru on the cheek and goes back in*

Mamoru: *closes door* Usako....

Usagi: To YOU I'm Usagi!

Mamoru: Okay, Usagi......

Usagi: *interrupted* Save it Mamoru! Okay I came here to tell you that I wanna break up, but it looks like you already did! I know that we have only been dating for Chibi-Usa's sake but for my heart I had to do it. Mamoru you and Niborsa have a lovely life together and I will to. *takes off the ring Mamoru gave her* Here you go....give it to her.........

Mamoru: Usagi I'm sorry! Demo I knew that we wouldn't last so I decided to start over......demo I'm sorry I broke your heart Usagi, I didn't mean to hurt you.

Usagi: *tears swell up as she hugs Mamoru* Mamoru-chan I'm sorry I yelled at you! Gomen nasai! I didn't plan on losing control like that!

Mamoru: *gives Usagi a squeeze* Friends?

Usagi: *pulls away* Iie..............Best friends.

Usagi went home feeling lighter than a feather now that that was off of her chest. She now had the choice of who she dates and why. It didn't have to be of destiny anymore! She ran to her room smiling and looked at the stars. They seemed to be happy for her for they were glowing brighter than Usagi had ever seen in her life. All she needed now was the man she loved most to be with her and her life would be complete. Usagi fell asleep smiling to herself, she, Usagi Tsukino now had total control over her life.

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Okay that's Chapter One of my lil story! Hope you liked it so far! This is my second attempt to write even though I love to! Demo also my first attempt on writing a Seiya and Usagi Fan Fic! I'm a Mamoru fan and a Seiya fan. I don't hate Mamoru but I think Seiya and Usagi are cuter! So there will be no(more hehe) Mamoru bashing in this story, at least I don't think! And forgive me I'm only 12 and I just got out of school so if I misspell some things don't hurt me! Okay and last of all flames or comments are welcome at [email protected] Sayonara!

~Kou Usagi