BPOV

I smile at the security guy who checks my I.D, then head for the elevator. I can feel all the things that have happened to me tonight rushing through my mind. The elevator dings and two girls walk out leaving the elevator all to myself.

I will myself to keep everything in just a little longer. The elevator comes to a stop on the 3rd floor, my floor. I fumble with my keys before finally hearing the sound of my door unlocking. As soon as I get inside I slide down the door and let out a gut wrenching sob. How can I be so stupid, stupid to believe Emmett would actually go for a girl like me? I let myself believe that I had a chance with a guy like him and now my heart is full of so much pain. I get an urge, an urge I haven't gotten since the end of junior year in high school, since I met HIM. I get the strong urge to CUT.

End of sophomore year

"What are you doing you worthless piece of trash hurry up or you'll make Phil late. You think taking you to the airport is the only thing we have to DO!" Renee screams at me outside my bedroom door. I don't dare respond, I keep my eyes to the floor and try to hurry the process of making sure I have everything for my stay with Charlie. You see my mom got engaged to a minor league baseball player Phil. She decided that a teenage daughter would screw up her lifestyle of "living large". So she called Charlie and told him he would finally get a chance to be a father. From the sounds on the phone it actually sounded like Charlie was happy. He would get to see me for a while before I went off to college in two years, one in a half if I made sure I have all my credits.

"Did you hear me Isabella" Renee screams marching towards me and grabbing my hair "Hurry up" she said between bleached white clenched teeth. With that she gave my hair a good yank and left my room stating "If you're not outside with all your stuff in the car in fifteen minutes then were throwing you and your stuff out. You'll have to find your own way to that fucking dreary town. And don't think anyone else is putting those bags in the trunk for you, it will be good exercise fatty."

In less than ten minutes I had all my bags downstairs and outside. This just consists of two big suitcases and a small carry-on. All were full of important things or memories I didn't want to forget which were few but still some. Renee told me whatever I left she was burning or selling and keeping the money. So I made sure to get the more important things like my laptop, the Nikon camera Charlie got me a couple of years ago. Other important keepsakes and the clothes that I really wanted and would be sad to lose.

"Phil put those bags down I don't want you to injure your arm ISABELLA can get them herself" Renee said sweetly to Phil. Phil gave me an apologetic glance and got in the driver's side of the Range Rover. Shrugging my shoulders I lifted the bags and placed them in the truck while receiving a yell from Renee not to scratch anything with my bags. Carefully placing my last bag in the truck I got in the back of the car and took out my old IPod and pressed play to Skylar Greys "Invisible"

The memory flashed through my mind. I don't know how I made my way to my bedroom but for the rest of the night I laid there and cried. I barely even heard Alice asking to come in. I just wanted to be alone for a while.

Emmett's Pov

I was a man on a mission and failure was not an option. Monday morning I was up and out of the bed. I didn't pay much attention to what to wear only throwing on a pair of grey sweats and a black beater. It was slightly cold outside so I put on a grey hoody before I was out the door.

I literally skipped two classes looking for her.

Finally I ran into Alice or correction Alice ran into me. "What did you do to her you asshole? I tell you to apologize to her and you make it worse." Alice screeched earning a few curious stares from other students.

I seriously didn't have time for this. I was tired because I got no sleep last night. I was pissed off because I finally find a girl I can connect with and this is what happens. Instead of losing my temper though on my best friend's girlfriend I take a deep breath.

"Alice I'm gonna need you to stop jumping to conclusions. Did she tell you what happened?'

Some of the fire left her eyes. "No, she just sat in her room crying all night. She wouldn't even let me in."

I inhaled a painful breath. "Okay so you don't know what happened"

Her fist balled on her sides. "No but I know it was something that had to do with you. What happened?"

Instead of telling her to go fuck herself I decided to save myself the headache and explain what happened. So for the next 15 minutes we stood to the side of the hallway as I explained what happened at the party. When I finished for once Alice was silent.

"Damn what a bitch." She looked up at me and I saw a slight flash of guilt before it vanished. "Your still a douche you should have ran after the taxi"

I shook my head in disbelief. How does Jasper do it?

"So can you tell me where she is please?" I asked, the need to find Bella and comfort her almost painful. She was such a sweet girl and I wanted to get to know her. There was so much I didn't know about her. Yeah, I could have asked someone but I wanted her to tell me. I was confident that if I could find her and talk to her that I knew I could get her to forgive me.

Alice shifted from one foot to the other. "Emmett she's been hurt before—"

I growled. "Alice don't give me that bullshit you know I wouldn't hurt her."

"Intentionally, no. Accidently, yes" She said a fierce look in her eye.

Finally I understood.

I smirked slightly.

"Alice, I'm glad you're her friend. She needs someone like you to protect her." I closed my eyes slightly picturing her smiling face. It warmed my heart. "Bella's not like the rest of us, she gentle and kind. I could see that immediately. She doesn't hurt others or say things to hurt people's feelings. She's part of a small group of people in this world who are genuinely kind and good. But it's easy for people like her to get hurt by the rest of the world. All I want to do is be another protector for her. I want to at least have a chance to become something more to her…the right way. I can't say that I'm not going to do anything stupid because I'm only human. But if all works out between us I can promise to try and make her happy"

I sighed slightly not used to voicing my feelings. I didn't know what I was feeling for Bella but I knew that I didn't want it to stop. "Tell me where she is so I can make it right."

Alice stared at me for a while before clapping her hands and jumping up and down. "Aww Emmy your growing up" I rolled my eyes at her antics.

"She's still in our dorm in her room." She pulled pen from her messenger bag and wrote the address down. "There's a spare key on top of the door frame, but that only let's you get into the dorm we have seperate keys for our rooms."

I nodded and smiled before dashing off. But before I could get anywhere a small hand grabbed my arm. "But if you break her heart Emmett there's not a person on this earth that will be able to save you. I mean it Emmett; she's had a hard life."

I nodded in silence before heading towards the parking lot. I hope I can make it right. I drove as fast as possible to Bella's dorm building, even cutting of a guy off trying to park , he flipped me off and I flipped him back, no one was going to slow me down.

Luckily all I have to do is show my campus ID to be let in in the before 11:00pm. So once I'm given the ok I speed down the hall looking for Bella's dorm #, once I find it I get the spare key and enter their dorm.

"Bella?" I yell. There's no response.

"Bella?" I yell again moving toward the door where I hear water running.

I knock on what I believe to be Bella's room and still no response; so I twist the door handle and find its not locked. I enter her room and instantly see water seeping through her bathroom door.

"Bella" I shout now panicked.

I barge through the door to see a limp Bella naked in the bathtub with the water still running, her arm is hanging off the side and thats when I see...