Very well all the reviews got to me I am attempting to remake this and jump start my muse. the first chapter is being betaed and hope to have it out soon. When I do I will post a chapter here so you can read the revamped version for now here is a taste of the revamped ch. 1

I always thought that when I died that it would just end; it's the only way I can do the things I must and still be sane. On the off chance that there is an afterlife then maybe I would get a chance to see Rita once more, to beg forgiveness and apologize for all the lies and deceit. At least, before they take me to where I belong, with my kind, the dwellers of the dark reaches of the mind. Those of us not altogether… Human. But no, I don't get of that easy. While I held young Harrison in my arms covered in My beloveds lifeblood I hear a click followed by a huge roar.

I hope this tides you over for now