Have you ever just stared at yourself in a mirror for what feels like eternity and ask yourself, what is it? What is it about me that guys find so...repulsive? What is it that makes guys not fall in love with me?

For me it's become a daily routine. I come home from school and just stare. I know I'm not the prettiest girl, but I'm not the ugliest either. So maybe I have some unknown flaw.

I ran my fingers through my shoulder length pink hair. I always liked my hair, its unusual and eye catching. I think I'm the only girl in my school with this hair color, so it's like an added advantage. What if guys aren't into that though? I tie my hair up almost every day in a new style...maybe I should let it loose sometime. Most girls do that anyway...but then again, I like sticking out, so scratch that idea.

I pulled on my lower eye lid examining my iris thoroughly. The light topaz color blends well with my pink hair. I've received compliments on my eyes as well...granted they were all from girls, but girls and boys taste can't be that different.

Right?

Besides a lot of girls have this eye color, so scratch that idea also.

I pouted my lips and sighed. I really hope it isn't my lips. My full bow shaped lips are my favourite feature. They always maintain this light pink color, like I'm wearing a lip gloss. However maybe guys can just tell, when your lips are untrained, I mean...I am 16, and I've never been kissed.

I sighed in defeat and walked over to my bed falling in a heap which resulted in me hitting my head on the back wall.

"Shit!" The sound escaped my mouth before I even realised it and immediately clasped my hands over my mouth sitting up frantically.

"Shit? S-hi-t?" I watched the cunning smile spread over her evil face as if she knew.

'Please don't, please don't say it again!' I mentally pleaded as I watched her stand to her full height and pull a microphone out of her back pocket.

"SHIT...SHIT... SHIIIIT! EVE-RY-BODY...SHIT!" She sang in her annoying sing song voice. Her brown pigtails bouncing along her face as she swayed her hips to her new song. Her chubby little hands waving from side to side as she carried the unusual tune.

I could only stare in disbelief as my little 4 year old sister jumped from left to right with her mouth forming a large grin. She was swearing more than my father and mother combined. When they got home from work...I was so dead.

I groaned as I flopped back on my bed pulling my pillow over my face, the song 'everybody shit,' ringing constantly in my ears.

This day, could not get any worse.

/Flashback/

I had my head propped up on my arms barely paying attention to the morning news. I caught minor announcements here and there...nothing I was too interested in. See I wasn't what you would call, the co-operative type. I was on no school sports, due to my athletic inability. I wasn't really a club kinda gal, due to my inability to really care or try. To put it bluntly, I wasn't on a school club, team, volunteer stuff, nothing.

"And last but not least..."

'Finally!' I mentally screamed, I mean announcements are great, they save you at least 5 minutes of learning but they were so...boring!

"The grade 11's will be happy to know their school year dance will be, Friday October 26th." Her monotone voice concluded. I stared at the speaker set as a small smile grazed my lips. Grade 11, dance, boys, 2 weeks...YES!

"Hinamori-San?" A nervous and slightly worried voice questioned.

I looked at my teacher confused. I then realized that I was standing up straight with my arms straight up in the air.

'Crap!' I mentally screamed.

Giggles erupted around me until the entire class erupted in laughter. I felt the heat rising to my face as I slowly sunk into my seat slouching uncomfortably so my face was somewhat hidden.

That was...embarrassing.

The teacher quieted down the entire room and began her lesson. I however had different plans. I pulled out my notebook and began doodling names of some guys I was hoping would ask me to the dance.

I think I'm the only girl in my school that hasn't felt someone else's lips on their own. I think that's why my need for a guys attention is more to that of another girl in my school. My hormones have been deprived too long! I need to get a guy to kiss me, I need to get a guy to notice me, I need to get a guy...to like me. I looked at the boys names I had scribbled and smiled. If one of them asked me to the dance...I would be the happiest girl in the world, seriously.

I heard the screech of chairs being pulled and pushed. I looked up surprised to see my class already pouring out the door. Class was done...already?

I looked at the time and slightly smiled. Correction school was done already. I closed my book and piled out the door like all my class mates, and rushing to my locker so I could get home already.

I pulled open the locker abruptly and looked at all my books. I sighed...there was a lot of homework tonight. I opened my bag and began piling the books in.

"-HE DID!" A high peppy voice screeched followed by an equally annoying scream.

I turned my head slowly in the direction of the annoying sound only to see two girls in my grade, Ran, and Su I believe.

The girl Ran had a slightly darker shade of pink hair than mine, you could almost call it magenta but it was much more vibrant than my own. She had it tied in a high pony tail and I could only watch in awe as it rhythmically bounced from side to side. She had a very cute petit face with the most amazing pink eyes ever. She was the head cheerleader of our school, on almost every school team, and the talk of all the guys. From what I can remember she's dating the school president, Kiseki.

He's cute but a complete ego obsessed person. I swear he's bipolar, one minute he's all for the school the next he's screaming becoming principle. Yeah he's a weirdo, but even I have to admit, he and Ran are such a cute couple.

Ran was jumping up and down clutching Su's hands for dear life as that annoying scream kept emitting from her mouth.

Su was this petit girl with light natural blonde hair. She had them tied in pigtails at the side of her face which added dramatization to her mesmerizing green orbs. Su was the most amazing cook in our school. She often helped out in the cafeteria and was a straight A student in all cooking classes. I heard she is being considered on receiving a scholarship to attend an amazing chef school in Paris.

"Yes he did! I told him I would love to attend the dance with him!" Su's melodic voice rang in my ears as the conversation got so much more interesting.

"Wow! Who would have taught you and Daichi!" Ran's voice screamed happiness evident in her voice.

My heart stopped, Daichi! Aw crap...he was one of the guys I was considering. His cool green hair was such an eye catcher. He had these really cute brown eyes also that I could just melt in. He was so sweet and open to everyone and also the captain of like every sport team. I wanted him to ask ME to the dance...not Su!

My hand tightened on the locker as I swiftly turned back grabbing my bag and shutting the locker, quickly and quite loudly. Ignoring all the gasps and questioned faces I received.

Su was pretty but...I taught me and her were on the same league at least. But here she is date ready and he's so hot and here I am dateless and...un kissed.

I stormed out of the school and rushed home. I opened the door swiftly and closed it behind me leaning on it slightly. That was until a four year old 30 pound child was tossed in my arms, as my parents rushed out the door with the words, "babysitting," traveling right behind them.

/End flashback/

I looked up at the ceiling and sighed. The school dance was 2 weeks away, and I have one goal for it. A sly smile graced my lips as I pushed up of my bed and made my way towards my mirror.

I made kissy lips in the mirror and smiled.

I was going to get a date to this dance...and he would be my first kiss!

A/N: Hey it's me again lol I'm still a huge tadamu fan obviously and I'm having trouble on my sasusaku fic so here I am. Taking a whole different approach with this one...going to be a high school fic and I taught I'd spice it up a bit by making the shuga charas...DUN DUN DUN HUMANNS!

Aha I'm still unsure about how this is going to work but hey that's the joy of writing...PLEASE review If I don't get like 5 reviews in a few weeks I'll drop this story clearly noticing this is a crazy ideas so if you like it REVIEW!

Till next time- Gillian