(This is my first Hellraiser fanfic so be nice, This story is really good I think and some chapters mite be base off songs, and dreams I had of it. Well I don't own none of the song's or the people from hellraiser there owned by Clive Barker or anything from Saw. All I own is Mai, Dr Robin and Mai's mom and dad, I mite add more of my own people to it maybe. And its has Romance/Hurt/Comfort/Horror/Humour/Drama/Angst/Tragedy. Well enjoy)

Whispers in the Dark

Chapter: 1

Understanding

Warning; this fiction may contain some or all of the following;

Strong Sexual Themes,

(Boy-on-girl or Girl on girl)

Sexual Harassment,

Illegal Activities,

Self mutilation,

Alcohol Use,

Language,

Violence,

Drug Use,

Rape,

Abuse,

Gore,

OC's

This chapter has lots of Drama/Tragedy and Hurt/Comfort

Kristy Cotton was sitting on the couch in Dr Robin's office trying to remember her past, but there was no such luck. Kristy could not remember anything from what happened with her father Larry or even her ex husband Trevor, it was all a blank.

"You hold the answers deep within your own mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the imprint is always there." Dr Robin said while writing stuff down. Dr Robin wore a gray business jacket, pants and a red tie. And her wore a white button up shirt with black dress shoes. He wore glasses and he had black and greyish hair and a gray and blackish beard and must stash. He looked like he was in his late 40's.

Kristy walked over by the window to see the rain cover the city of New York. She always loved the rain it always made her feel so clam about everything. "We're supposed to try and be real. And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real." She said to Dr Robin without even looking at him.

Dr Robin walked over to her and placed both his hands on her shoulders. "You're not alone, dear. Never…Never." He said while rubbing Kristy's arms up and down.

"I just don't know…if I will ever remember what happened to me." Kristy said placing her hands on Robin's.

"Just remember what I said, the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten." Said Robin.

Kristy hugged Dr Robin and whispered into his ear, "I feel like I'm dying deep down inside me…Deep in my very soul, maybe death is the only way to stop this pain I feel." She cried.

"No don't say that Kristy, death will not save you." He held her closer to him.

"Death is easy peaceful, but life is harder…Too much pain and suffering, what's the point on living in such pain and suffering. Suffering it's a waste of good…" But she stopped. Because she could not remember the rest.

Dr Robin pulled away from her and looked down at her. "Suffering is a waste of good what? Do you remember something?" He asked.

Kristy closed her eyes, then reopened them again and gazed into his dark down eyes behind his glasses. "No I'm sorry Doctor, I cant. I can sometimes hear a deep voice saying that to me but I cant remember the rest of it." She explained.

Dr Robin looked at his watch and saw that there time together was over, he hugged Kristy and kissed her on the cheek. Dr Robin always had a thing for Kristy, even thought she was patient of his but, he never saw such a beautiful woman like her in so much pain. He always wanted to dated her and take her from the pain of her past but he knew he couldn't not until she would stop seeing him. "Well Kristy my dear, the time is up. Again next week?"

Kristy nodded her head and graded her gray hooddy and walked out of his office. She put her hood on so she wouldn't get wet from the rain plus, she didn't really like people seeing her how she looked now. She was all pale and had dark circles under her eyes. Kristy walked all the way to Calhoun junior high. It was across from Central park, She had to Pick up a young girl named Mai Springs. She was a 13 years old girl, that was emo/goth but the thing Kristy hated about her the most, was that she was a big time brat and a stuck up bitch. She didn't know why a 13 year old girl would need a babysitter but Kristy got paid good money to watch her for 6 hours.

"It's about time you got your slow ass here! I've been waiting in this shit box weather for 20 minutes!" Mai snapped. Mai was 5 foot 3 with short black hair that went to her shoulders and some of her hair covered her left eye, like most emo's have. And she wore black belly top with a creepy goth doll. She also was wearing a very short mini skirt that had skulls all over it. She wore two stud belts and black boots with studs, buckles and skulls on them. She also wore pink and black stockings and last she was wearing black fingerless gloves.

Kristy rolled her eyes at her. "I was at my appointment with Dr Robin remember! I go every Monday." She said.

"Oh right the shrink, so how is that working out for you? Did you fuck him yet? Or is he too old for you?" Mai said while walking with Kristy down the street.

"What! I'm not fucking him. He's helping me remember my past thank you very much, and what do you know about fucking your only 13." Kristy said while waiting for the street light to turn.

"Just because I'm 13 don't me a retard you know. I had sex more times then you ever had in your whole life. I know everything about sex so don't get me wrong but I'm not a slut or anything like that, I just like to have sex with all kind's of guys. That's what a pussy is for right?" Said Mai.

Kristy's eyes looked like they where going to pop out of her head from after hearing that. "Umm I guess so…" She said trying not to get in this convocation with a 13 years old girl that she baby-sits.

Both Where in the Theatre district in time square. That's where Kristy's apartment was, it was an okay apartment not the best but what can she do. And the whole babysitting thing was for a friend that she knew named Sarah from work. But Kristy's best friend's where Joey and Tiffany, but Joey was always busy with work and Tiffany was never around. So most of the time Kristy was alone with no one to talk to but Mai or Sarah.

After they made it to Kristy's apartment on the 19th floor in room 1908. Kristy went into her room to get her pills that Dr Robin gave her to take every day at the same time. She didn't really know what it is for. She guessed for relaxing or for helping her remember stuff. Kristy took out her razor blade and went to the washroom to do her daily cutting at her inner legs. While Mai sat on the couch watching T.V and drinking coke.

Mai knew very well what Kristy was doing in the washroom but she, didn't say anything she didn't want to get into that. And also she didn't care, she didn't care about much things in life. Anyways all she knew was everyone has to look out for them self.

After Kristy was done in the washroom she came out and got dinner started while lighting up a smoke. "Would you like to eat Mac and cheese?" Kristy asked Mai would was laying around and watching T.V.

"Yeah sure…You know you need a ps3 or a xbox360." Mai bitched.

"Well I have a n64 if you want to play it and I have lots of games for it." Kristy said while boiling the water.

"What! And you never told me! Where is it?" Said Mai while getting up off the couch looking for it.

"I think it's in the closet down the hall." Kristy yelled out. She put the Mac in the water to cook while watching the news and smoking her smoke.

The body of Kyle Young was found today in a old building with his ribcage ripped open, reports say that it was the work of the Jigsaw again.

Once Kristy heard the name Jigsaw her blood ran cold as ice. Even thought most of her memory of her past was blocked but she very well knew all about Jigsaw, since she played one of his games a year ago. She was the one who had that nutcracker thing on her head that would snap open her jaw and kill her, if she didn't get the key in her jail mates stomach, but she won that game, she got the key and took the thing off her head. Kristy knew that one day Jigsaw would come back to make her play his sick games once again, only because she is not being good to herself. Like in cutting herself and taking drugs to stop the pain of her past.

"I'm hooking it up now Kristy!" Mai yelled, that made Kristy snap out of her thoughts.

"Yeah sure whatever go for it." Kristy hated babysitting but it was more money for her plus she thought of Mai as a little sister in a way. "Dinner is ready come get some."

Mai came in the kitchen and sat down at the table by the window, she looked out the window to see that it started to rain harder then before. "I'm so lucky I have a car for my mom to drink me home in I wouldn't want to walk in that like you do."

Kristy rolled her eyes and gave her a bowl of the Mac and cheese and a glass of milk to go with it. She took a seat across from Mai and started eating.

Mai could hear her favourite singer Adam Lambert singing on T.V singing the song If I had you. "Wow he's so sexy and I love his music." Mai said looking at the T.V.

Kristy looked over at the T.V and saw him. "He looks like someone off that gay movie Twilight." She said drinking her milk.

"What! He is not gay. And the movie twilight is not that gay, its just a little gay." She said, showing Kristy how gay the movie was with her fingers.

Kristy couldn't help but laugh at that since that was pretty funny.

Later that night Mai had falling asleep on the couch with the T.V on playing some show. Kristy washed the dishes after they ate to keep her kitchen clean, she hated a dirty house she always had.

She looked at the clock to see that it was 9:46pm, she knew Sarah was running late today but she knew that she was a busy girl. Kristy took some coke out of her fridge and some rum to mix together. She love to drink that it helped to relax, and to get her mind off things. Kristy walked out on her balcony to look over the city of New York. It was still raining hard like it was earlier. she hoped it was not going to rain again tomorrow.

She closed her eyes to relax but then, she could hear a man was saying. "No tears please, it's a waste of good suffering!" Her eyes snapped open and felt like she was going to jump out of her skin from that.

"Hey! Kristy my mom is here she just buzzed up, so I'll be going now see you again after school." Mai said while leaving the apartment.

Kristy was happy that she gone. She wanted to have some time to her self, and relax and maybe watch some T.V or do the next best thing. She pulled out her white dust that Kristy liked to called it, she took out a straw and started to snort it up. "That's what I call fun."

Not long after. Kristy passed out on her couch sleeping. Having her odd dreams that she always had. The ones about her past, the stuff she couldn't remember. But she knew deep down inside her very soul and heart there was someone that she was madly in love with, but she could never see his face in her dreams. She could only hear his voice, it was deep, cold in away but she knew very well that he was her soul mate the one who will save her from the life she was living.

"The box you opened it…We came! Now you must come with us and taste to our pleasures!" She could hear it in her dreams, but still could not see the face. "No more games Kristy! It's your flesh we want not your skills of barging."

"No deal…just information. Just information!" She yelled.

"Fine, but trick us again child and your suffering will be legendry even in hell!" He yelled. But still no face, just darkness.

Kristy woke up from the sound of her cell phone going off. She picked it up and looked at the time, it was 7:27am. She had to get ready for work in an hour.

She jumped in the shower and washed her hair. Her job was not that big but it paid for rent and got her by plus babysitting for her friend Sarah helped too. Kristy worked at a diner downtown, she work the mornings and lunch while Sarah worked the night sifts. Sarah sometimes works lunch but not much. The diner looked like a 50's diner, it was pretty cool looking and the food was really good as well.

After Kristy was all ready for work she ran down the street to catch the bus to take her to work.

After she made it to work she put her stuff in her locker and went out to take orders. Like she did everyday, sometimes people where nice but most of the time people where very rude to treated her like shit.

Six hours later Sarah came in looking pretty pissed off, but Kristy guessed it had something to do with Mai. "Wow you look like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed!" She asked.

"Oh don't get me started…Mai started her time of the month last night for the first time, and tell me it was a nightmare. She started to freak out, and saying that she can get knocked up now. God! That child pisses me off!" Sarah explained. Sarah had long dark brown hair that went to her shoulders, and she had blue eyes and pink full lips. She also wore a lot of clothes that showed her body off, so everyone can see how nice her body looked.

"Oh wow! I didn't know she just started her period? But yeah now she can get knocked up easy now." Kristy said while taking the next order to table seven.

Sarah got ready and also started taking orders. "I'm happy you watch her until I'm done work, oh I need to ask a favour from you." She asked.

Kristy rolled her eyes she had a feeling what was coming up next, but she just let her say it. Kristy started to think that Sarah only used her to watch her child so she can go off and drink get laid and party. "What is it?" She signed.

"Well next week is spring break for Mai right, but I have to go away for a week for something to do with my mother and all. So I'm trying to say is can Mai stay her spring brake with you?" Sarah asked with this cute smile on her face.

"And why cant you bring her with you?" Kristy said getting very annoyed with her.

Sarah knew that was coming but she just smiled and did the next order and came back. "Well my mother is having me do this thing for her…Umm like cleaning her house up and other small jobs like that, and I know very well Mai would hated it, so I'm asking you."

Kristy now knew that she was laying to her face about something. "Okay where does your mother live?" She asked.

Sarah gave her an evil glare and her smiled faded. "Well if you must know! Its in Laguna beach California! Okay anything else you need to know like my mothers name or her phone number!" She snapped.

Kristy knew right there and then she was going to use spring break to party not to see her mother, but if Kristy would say anything else she knew very well that Sarah would bitch down her throat. When Kristy looked at her she could see how annoyed Sarah was getting and the anger building up in her. If she said one more thing about her week long trip she would have a bitch fit and storm out of the diner and not talk to her for a week or two.

"I will think about it okay, I mite have something planed that week myself." But just saying that set her off in the bad way.

"What the fuck do you mean! You mite have something planed that week! Who the fuck are you gonna see! You have no friends really and I think you just don't want to do it!" She yelled.

"Umm I do have friends there just busy with work and stuff, and if I didn't want to do it I would just go right out there and say it!" She snapped.

"I pay to baby-sit my child! And you cant even do that for a fucking week! Maybe I should tell my step brother Andy Robin not to see you anymore! Since you want do this one fucking thing for me!" Sarah shouted.

Kristy knew that she saw Dr Robin to help her remember her past but Sarah had right right to tell him not to take her in, because she was having a little bitch fit cuz she cant go out a party and get laid. "Okay now you being a baby, I just said I will think about it and your bitching like I said no, like fuck grow up!" Just saying that was the one thing you never say to Sarah.

"Grow up? Grow fucking up! Who the fuck do you think you are telling me to grow up! You at you miss I cant remember my past! Boo fucking ho bitch! I need to know now if your gonna watch Mai for that week because I have to get my ticket tonight so what is it going to be!" Sarah snapped.

Kristy rolled her eyes and then came back from bring food to table three. "Okay fine I will if will get you off my fucking back. Like god I have a life too not just you!" She said.

But Sarah just rolled her eyes and went back to work not even talking or even looking at Kristy. "Pick Mai after you see Dr Robin at my house okay so she can get her stuff."

Kristy went to her locker and got her stuff and left to pick up Mai from school to watch her for the day plus all of next week. She did work long shifts at work, she worked from 8:05am to 3:47pm everyday besides Sundays, they where her day off.

After Kristy made it to Mai's school she saw that Mai was not in a good mood. "Hey Mai?"

"Oh hi, I guess my mom told you about me getting the cures last night." Mai said.

"Yeah…we have to talk about your spring break? And I don't think your gonna like it." Kristy said while walking with Mai down the street.

Mai didn't like where this was going but she just listened to Kristy. "Umm what's going to happen to my spring break? I'm sp post to be going to L.A to visit my friend."

Kristy let out a small sigh. "Well your mother said you have to stay with me for your spring break. Because she has to go too your grandmas in Laguna beach California." She explained.

"What! My grandma don't live in Laguna beach California! She lives in Salt lake City! Damn my fucking mother! I hate her so much!" Mai snapped. "She's only going there to party and have lots of sex!"

"Hey how do you think I feel, I was going to see my best friend Joey but now I cant." Kristy said while taking the elevator up to her floor.

After they where in Kristy's apartment, Mai took her bitch fit in the washroom. While Kristy took her pills and got dinner started.

"Kristy…I guess I have no choose but to stay with you but. We are going to party while I'm off got it!" Mai said while helping Kristy with dinner.

"Fine after I go see Dr Robin on Monday we will start our party week us the two of us." She smiled.

Both Mai and Kristy got dinner ready and started to eat it. Another night of the same thing.

Next Monday in Dr Robin's office.

( Well chapter one is done. Hehe I hoped you like it, I know Pinhead was not in it but he will be in the next Chapter, so I hope you liked this chapter I know its slow but its good to know what happened to Kristy in the years after Trevor' death. The next chapter will be called The face of Darkness has come hehe )