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(Bella's p.o.v) Chapter 1

That same sentence running in my head. I don't want you, I don't want you, on and on again like a tape recorder. Edwar- it hurts to even think about him, but I can't help it!I love everything about him like, his hair,his face,his eyes-BELLA STOP, it's not healthy. Well, I don't care. Oh great I'm officially crazy. Its been officially one week since they left me. I'm a totally wreck, my hair is dull, my skin is paler than usual ,my eyes oh my eyes look flat and lifeless. Basicly I look like a zombie. I spend my days in my room, the only time I get out is when I go to school, eat, or go to the bath room. Anything else nada. And if you are wondering "What do you do all day in your room?" Well, I just really just sit on my bed and stared at the wall. I wish I can just die. I have nothing else in life to live for. All I am is a stupid, pathetic, stubborn human! It would be all different if I was a vampire. A fast,strong,beautiful,immortal vampire. That way I wouldn't let him go, I would keep him forever. But I'm not I wasn't strong enough, or fast enough, or beautiful enough. He never cared about me. I bet that he already has a goddess like mate. I wouldn't blame him for leaving me. I'm just plain Jane ,nothing special. Wow I have low self-esteem. But what else is new, huh? Knock,knock, I jumped when I heard that. I literally laughed at myself."Who is it?" I lamely said."Your Father, you know the man you have known and love, can I come in, please?" Charlie said.' "sure" I whispered. I'm surprised he heard me. He stepped in here and than sat next to me on my bed then said,"Bells, I was wondering if you would like to go to La Push with me?" he said. Humm... I guess I could, I have nothing better to do."Sure dad." I said lifelessly. I have been trying my hardess on getting better for Charlie, because I know he can see the pain of my face every day. But I can't help it, I'm so depressed these days."k get dressed"he told me.

(15 minutes later)

Charlie (my dad) and me are in his cruiser. Gah! I hate this car! So we finally made it to Jacob's house. Oh my corn on the comb it's been a while since I have seen him! Oh my gah the first time in ever I am actually excited. Charlie turned the engine off and opened his door and steped out, I did the same. Then I walked up the steps and opened the door...

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