If you looked at our life you would think wow they have it all, I guess we're good at putting that fake front up.

My name is Samantha McMahon, I' m married to Shane McMahon, we got married almost five years ago, I was they wwe diva at the time an eight time women's champion, I truly had it all, and thought I was getting more when I met Shane, I fell for him instantly he was so sweet and kind, we dated for two years and then we got married and at that point the changed.

Why do I sat you ask? I don't know maybe I foolishly bielve he will be like he used to be.

"Jesus Samantha have you even heard a thing I have been saying?" Shane shouted at me snapping me out of my thoughts

"Sorry" I said quietly, he rolled his eyes

"Get yourself presentable my parents will be here soon" he said walking out of the room, I rolled my eyes not knowing what was wrong with my outfit, oh I know it has color to it.

I changed into a cream colored day dress that went to me knees with matching heels. I touched up my hair and make up and walked out of the room, I walked into the living area and poured myself a drink.

Shane came up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist "im sorry love, im just so stressed trying to get these ratings up and all" he told me, I turned around and smiled.

"I know hunny" I smiled as he kissed me.

The doorbell rang making us break our kiss, I smiled as Shane took my hand leading me to greet his family, I smiled hugging Linda and Stephanie, and nodded to Vince and Paul.

We all went back to the living area and sat down while waiting for dinner to start, the men of course talked business, the business I so desperately missed.

"Samantha were did you get that dress?" Stephanie asked me

"um in new York last month when Shane and I went" I told her truth be known I probably got it at target or some department store she would never be seen walking in.

I grew up in new jersey right by the boardwalk, raised by a single mother and the youngest of eight kids.

I thanked god when Rosa came out and said dinner was ready, I refilled my drink and followed Shane to into the kitchen.

"thank you Rosa" I told her when she put my plate in front of me, she smiled, I heard Stephanie huff knowing she hated the fact I treated our maid with respect I don't even know why I have one to tell you the truth.

We got through dinner and I couldn't be happier to have a meal over, now the guys will go to the study for brandy and a cigar and talk business and us women to the living area.

"I really hope your farther fixes the women's division" Linda said looking worryingly towards the door, Linda wasn't so bad, I could stand her, she had brains and didn't just live off of daddy's and husbands hard earned money.

"What's wrong with it?" I asked, already knowing the answer, the majority of the women is just eye candy, when it was myself, Amy , Trish, joenie, Lisa and Jackie we had a kickass woman's division, now its mostly eye candy, we all know what happened to me, and jonie well yea, Jackie got tired of Stephanie's princess ass along with Lisa and left the company.

Its just Trish and Amy, the new Lisa aka Victoria she's pretty good as well but is only smack down.

"there's no real talent, not like when you were there" Linda said

"yea I kind of noticed that" I said noticing this is the only time Stephanie was quiet the whole night.

"to bad you and Shane are trying so hard for that baby, or I would say for you to come back!" Linda said, I looked at her shocked, baby? Hell I just went to the doctors and got my birth control shot today "oh don't looked so shocked Samantha my kids tell me everything you should know that by now" Linda said, I almost laughed.

"oh I just was surprised is all Shane said he didn't want to tell anyone until we were pregnant" I said keeping up with his story.

A little bit later the men came out and everyone left, I sighed pouring another drink before walking up to the bedroom, Shane was already in bed and of course looking over something for the company.

I sat down at the chair brushing my hair, I started to take off my jewelry "so how could you be trying for a baby Shane when I just went and got my birth control shot today" I asked him, as I stood up unzipping my dress, I heard him sigh and put the papers down.

"im sorry mom keeps asking, so I just told her were trying get her off my back" he said calmly I nodded climbing into bed.

"its fine just caught me off guard is all" I said putting lotion on "she uh said something funny about me coming back to help the women's division but couldn't since were trying for a baby" I told him, I looked at him as he chuckled.

"you're my wife now Sam, you don't belong in that ring tearing up the beautiful body of yours, you belong here with me" I wanted to roll my eyes but I didn't I laid my head down and just nodded, I felt tears in my eyes.

"do you want to go back?" he asked me, I sighed looking at him.

"Shane I love you I do, but since I stopped wrestling I feel like I lost a part of me" I told him

"I just don't want to see you get hurt" he told me, I nodded this is how this conversation always is, I faked a yawn not feeling like fighting with him tonight, I leaned up kissing him.

"Good night I love you" I told him and turned over on my side going to sleep.

The next morning I woke up hearing what sounded like arguing down stairs, I quickly put on my robe and walked down there.

"Why not send Stephanie back on screen dad? Oh because Paul doesn't want her to be? So send my wife" Shane hissed

"Shane I love your sister but she doesn't have the skill to bring the women's division, we lost even more ranking last night, people don't want to see just tna they want tna with skill, and Sam has that!" Vince yelled back, I cleared my throat making my presence known.

"Sam honey I know you and Shane are trying for a baby but would you be willing to put that on hold for six months and come back to work?" Vince asked, I sighed feeling in rock and a hard spot.

"Vince you know I would love to but I couldn't with out Shane being okay with it" I said hoping that would defuse Shane, Vince looked at him, he sighed walking over to me.

"I guess if I want our children to be raised in this company we have to save the women's division, so I guess your going back, but its temporary" Shane said looking at Vince who nodded happily.

"Good good. I got to go to the home office set this up I will call one of you this afternoon with set plans" he said while walking out the door, I looked at Shane who sighed walking past me up the stairs, I sighed sitting at the bottom step, why cant I just be happy?