Author's Note: hey people, so i just recently read the book Thirteen Reasons Why, and i recomend it to anyone, but that's not the point...hahaha...the point is that i thought it might make a good idea for a story...but this one is Seven Reasons Why...READ/REVIEW/ENJOY!
Disclamer: I don't own Degrassi, it'c characters, but i do own this story!
Clare's POV:
I know I shouldn't have done this. I know that, now. But, it happened, and now there's nothing anyone can do about it. I'm dead. Watching over Degrassi. Seeing if they understand me now. Seeing if they get why. Seeing if they can understand. I watch as people place notes, pictures, flowers, gifts, and other trinkets by my locker. I see my friends crying. It pains me. It really does, but I can't change what happened. I wish I could, but I can't. It's my fault I'm dead.
Suicide.
A seven letter word that was caused by another seven letter word.
Divorce.
Yes, I killed myself because of my parents' divorce.
But there are other reasons.
And now I sit on my bed of clouds as I wait in anticipation of the people recieving the letters I sent out. The ones containing reasons I killed myself.
Alli Bhandari, Adam Torres, Darcy Edwards, Declan Coyne, Jenna Middleton, KC Guthrie, Elijah Goldsworthy, and Mark Fitzgerald.
One of those doesn't belong, but that person doesn't know it yet.
I have to wait until they go to clean out my locker after school, then all of them will have their letters.
Alli's POV:
My best friend is dead! Gone! Why? My head is pounding with all these unanswered questions. My eyes red and burning from all the tears I've shed.
"Hey Alli." Adam and Eli say to me as I walk to Clare's locker.
Killed herself? Miss Saint Clare? Goody Goody?
I didn't believe it, not until I saw the body. Even then I had to wait until they lowered the casket into the ground for the truth to hit me.
Why?
"Hey guys." I smile lightly. Eli's shaky hand puts in Clare's combination and opens the lock. When the locker door opens a giant envelope falls out. All three of us look to each other. I shrug and pick up the envelope.
Alli, Adam, Eli
I show the front of the envelope to Eli and Adam. Adam's eyes water, and Eli's close as he shakes his head. My own eyes are filled with tears. They're our names. Written in Clare's handwriting. Eli snatches the envelope out of my hands.
"Might as well open it." he says as he tears open the envelope. he pulls out a single sheet of paper.
"Well, read it!" I exclaim.
Eli shakes his head, but obeys.
"Hey Guys. Clare here. Probably didn't expect this of me did you? Well, to find out why go to my house. I assume it's still occupied half by my mom and half by my dad. Well, when you go there some others will be waiting. So Eli, start Morty and get going, you're expected there by four, and if I'm right I assume you waited until after school, so it's at least three thirty because you waited for everyone to be cleared out, right? What are you waiting for? Go!
P.S.: When you get to my house go into my room, there's a shoebox hidden under my bed.
Love, Clare."
Author's Note: So...whatdya think? should i continue? is it horrible? does it not belong? did i do an amazing job?
I'm confused as to if i should continue this or not, this is why i need you people to REVIEW!
PLEASE :)
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