I KNOW I KNOW. I haven't updated in weeks or months maybe. I really have no excuse. Being lazy maybe (: But I am back, so yeah… chapter 8.

"Bella, love? Are you sure you are okay?" Edward asked concerned as I leant my head against the window of the car, relishing the cold.

Maybe I am stressed. Maybe I just have a bug. Maybe… no. I can't think big and be let down hard. I'll just see a doctor tomorrow. A real doctor. One that doesn't have to look at my vagina to do his job.

"Yeah. I probably just have a bug. I'll go to the doctors tomorrow." I gave him a weak smile.

He still looked worried, but he let it go. "Alright, well I'll take off and go with you."

"No, no. Not necessary. I can drive myself to the doctor. You can take me if I am still sick tomorrow."

"Alright love." He said grabbing my hand and squeezing it before we pulled into the drive. "Go up to bed, and I'll be up after I finish some work."

"Okay. I was going to kiss him on the cheek, but when I twisted my stomach, I felt like I was going to puke, so I stayed put.

Once I carefully got out of the car, I crawled into bed in my bra and underwear. I laid in bed thinking. What if I was pregnant? I mean, I've been pregnant before and this is exactly what it felt like. I can't handle it if I lose another baby.

"Loosen up Bella. More stress will only do worse." I said to myself.

"Who are you talking to, Babe?" Edward asked, walking into the room, removing his shirt.

"Myself." I muttered, turning over.

He got into bed and wrapped his arms around me so my back was to his chest. He rested his chin in my neck.

"Bella, have you thought about moving yet?"

I sighed. I knew this was coming. He has been bringing up hints, and he was actually getting blunter about it.

"No Edward. I don't want to think about it now. We have built our house, our friends, and we are trying to build a family. You have your job, and I have everything I need, except, well.. yeah, but why move?" I stuttered through every sentence.

"I guess you're right. I don't mean to put stress on you Bella. It's just, So far, our family isn't working. I'm about to lose my mind and you stay strong through it all. I am so proud of you, and I want you to be proud of me." Tears were pricking in my eyes.

I turned in his arms and cupped his face in my hands. "Edward" I said looking into his eyes. "I am so proud of you!" I said clearly. "SO proud. And you need to know that. You paid for this house. You pay for everything I need. You are helping me build a family, Edward! I have everything I need, and it's because of you!" I breathed.

He kissed me, but I got the sick feeling, so I stopped him and laid my head on his chest and closed my eyes.

"Goodnight, love" He whispered.