This story has nothing to do with any of the Morganville Vampire books just an idea! Hope you like it, please read and review!

It was a usual day for Claire; she woke up, got ready and went to Texas Prairie University, went to her morning classes, got coffee and chatted to Eve, went to her afternoon classes and then headed to Myrnin's lab. It was Myrnin's 'Clean Out Day' today and he was floating round the lab fiddling with piles of books in his bunny slippers. "I thought we agreed you were throwing those out!" Claire exclaimed. He laughed, although he was slightly offended. Claire picked up a big, dusty book that was probably centuries old. She flicked the book open and began to read-

"No!" Myrnin snapped. "You can't read that. It took me centuries to find and I wouldn't want it getting in the wrong hands." He explained. Yep, he's right I can't be trusted, but I need that book! Claire tripped over one of the boxes and then the room went black.

Claire could not believe it. She had got the book from Myrnin's lab and it was far from what she expected. It was a diary, Myrnin's.

Entry 1

Amelie gave me this diary, she said it will help in case I go missing. For evidence or something. Anyway, I have a new student, young Claire Danvers- who I'll admit I have taken a shine to. She is very pretty and smart and not a vampire. It's funny how I never thought I'd meet somebody like Ada but I have. Is it weird to say I love her?

Claire blushed. He loves me! He loves me. She wasn't sure whether to be happy about that or worried- anyway, she loved Shane. The next day, Claire paid a visit to Myrnin early. He didn't look too happy. "You took the book." He said, arms folded. Claire nodded. "How did you like it? I might publish it." Myrnin replied. Claire laughed, he didn't care. "So you don't care about the fact I nearly killed you with poisonous gas in order to take the book?" Claire asked. He smiled. Myrnin sat on the floor with Claire next to him, he put his arm around her and he looked into her eyes. I can't believe it. Are we….having a moment? Claire pulled away from his grip. "I can't do this. I'm sorry, you're a good friend but nothing more." Claire explained. Myrnin looked broken, and Claire was sure she could hear his heart breaking into a million pieces….she went to the door and eased herself out, with Myrnin chasing after her.

"Claire! I can't let you leave. I love you, I love you more than I've ever loved anyone and I won't take no for an answer." Myrnin explained, tears streaming down his cheeks. "I'm sorry, Myrnin. I've already found the love of my life…its Shane. You're my best friend. And I do love you-" Claire started. But Myrnin's lips were on hers. Claire stopped. "I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me, Claire. I don't mind if you hate me for life, I don't blame you." Myrnin said. Claire watched tearfully as Myrnin wandered into the complete darkness.