Boo! Surprise!

Yes…I am still among the living. And I didn't forget this story…I have various types of stuff 'n shit going on, but I haven't forgot Ashley and Joan.

I sit down regularly and try to scrape off another chapter…but it just won't happen, I can't get it done, for whatever shitty reason.

I have lots of ideas and "snippets" floating in and out of my mind all the time, but I can't, for the life of me, put anything together that makes sense, partially because the ideas would fit the story only way down the line, from which I'm far away, or because I just can't put them into any context that is logical. I don't even bother to write all those ideas down anymore, because I'm sure I had most of them a dozen times in different variants by now already and I'm getting sick of it.

I have also played through New Vegas again, hoping it helps….but it made things even worse, cause I realized some silly mistakes I made, especially with locations. I won't go back to correct them now (what's the damn point?), but it put a dent into my confidence about this story.

I am touched, however, that even after more than nine months of nothing on this, I still get the occasional favorite and follow. You guys seriously rock!

If anyone has any ideas, suggestions…whatever…feel free to hit me up with messages, you can also use the review function, but those are crappy to reply to.

Buhbye,

Sarah