Anew

Summary: 6 months after Kendall's awful heartbreak with Micah leaving, he seeks comfort in the arms of his best friend and crush Logan. So now that they are finally together, things should start anew... right?

Kendall's POV

"Logan!" I pounced from my crouched position behind the couch.

"Ah! Kendall!" Logan yelped and groaned as I jumped over the back of the couch and landed on him. "Get off!" He laughed.

"Why?" I asked, stroking his cheek.

"Because you are heavy." He smiled.

"Fine." I smiled, and moved to sit next to him. "You ready to go and sing for the next 8 hours?" I asked, as I laid my head in his lap.

"I guess..." He shrugged, running his fingers through my hair.

"You two are sooo loud..." James moaned and wandered out of his room, still in boxers and a tanktop and hair ruffled from sleep. "It's only 8:30..." He yawned, and slumped into the bathroom.

"Morning..." Carlos yawned and walked in the living room, still in a pair of pj pants.

"Morning Carlos." Logan smiled.

"Morning." I stood and hugged the Latino.

"Hey… hey..." Logan stood and pulled me from Carlos' grasp. "Mine..." He stuck his tongue out and hugged me protectively.

"Oh Logie... I won't steal Kendall... I don't like his eyebrows..." Carlos snickered and walked back down the hall to his room.

"Jealous much?" I asked, and smirked down at Logan.

"No… Well okay... maybe..." Logan shrugged.

"It's cute though." I kissed the top of his head.

"I'm so glad I changed my mind about you..." Logan smiled.

*Flashback 3 Months Ago*

"Kendall! Come on lets go to the pool!" Carlos knocked on my bedroom door.

"I don't wanna." I yelled back, from under my mountains of blankets... and sorrow.

"Why not?" Carlos asked, opening the door and walking in. "We can go scope out the hotties... I'll even answer you if you ask me if a certain guy is cute."

"I don't wanna hottie scope... I only want one guy..." I mumbled, pulling the blanket over my head.

"Logan?" He asked.

"Yeah..." I sighed, and removed the blanket. "But he keeps telling me that I'm just going through the 'break up crush'."

"Break up crush? You? Nah... you really like him..." Carlos stated.

"So why doesn't he see that!" I jumped up.

"You should prove it to him..." Carlos smiled.

"I will!" I stormed out of the room, and out to the living room. "Logan!" I yelled out to the brunette sitting on the couch.

"Kendall?" My mom asked out from the kitchen.

"Mom, Katie. Can you two give me a minute alone with Logan? Please?" I asked.

"Yeah sure hunni. Come on Katie." She led my little sister out the door.

"What's going on Kendall?" Logan asked.

"Logan... Look... I'm not suffering from post break up sadness... or anything like that! I'm not still sad that Micah moved... I'm ready to love again... ready to love you..." I told him.

"Kendall I told you, you don't really love me..." Logan paused, as I gripped his shoulders.

"But I do! I love you so much! You're my first crush. My first love. And I want to be your boyfriend!" I told him, and pushed my lips to his. "I love you! Why don't you see that?" I asked.

"I do... I just don't want to be hurt myself... or hurt you..." Logan whispered, moving his nose against mine.

"I won't ever hurt you Logie... I love you..." I whispered. "Please be mine..." I asked once more.

He nodded slowly. "Okay. I will." A smiled spread across both our faces.

"I'm so happy!" I hugged him tightly. "I love you."

"I love you to Kendall." He finally told me.

"Aw! Kendall and Logan are together!" Carlos ran out.

"Finally!" Katie walked into the apartment. Logan blushed brightly.

"I'm so glad!" I wrapped my arms around him.

*Flashback End*

"Oh you tell me that everyday!" Logan smiled.

"Because it's true!" I kissed his cheek.

"Come on you two, Kelly just texted me and told me she is on her way." James stated, emerging from the bathroom.

"Okay." I smiled, and took Logan by the hand.

"Morning boys." Kelly smiled and waved as we approched the car.

"Hey Kelly." I waved with my free hand.

"Aw. I love that you two are together and not fighting." Kelly smiled as we climbed into the car.

"Heh. Thanks? I think..." Logan chuckled.

"I'm jsut glad to be happy." I stated.

"It is nice." Carlos smiled.

"Yeah." James agreed.

"Come on you four, you have lots of work to do today." Kelly told us as the car pulled into the parking lot.

"Morning Gustavo." We all said out loud as we watched the man walk around his office.

"Something wrong?" Kelly asked.

"Nah. Just getting things ready for when my brother comes into town tomorrow." He stated. "Well to the recording booth."

The four of us crowded in the tiny room.

"Okay. Nothing Even Matters. From the top." He stated.

"Cause the world stops when I put my arms around you, around you. And nothing even matters. And nothing even matters." I started the song off. It was my favorite song. One that I liked to sing to Logan, since it seemed to say what I was always thinking.

"It's like one for the haters, two for all of those who try to shut us down. They don't really know. There ain't nothing they can do that can tear us apart. No. I don't care about the money, don't care about the clothes. When we're together, baby, anything goes. We don't even need to prove what we feel in our hearts. No." Logan sang, smiling brightly to me, and taking my hand.

"This wall we built together, there ain't no way of knocking it over. We'll be here forever, getting closer, and closer baby." I sang harmonized with Carlos. "Cause the world stops when I put my arms around you, around you. And nothing even matters. And nothing even matters. They can all talk, say what they want about us, about us." I sang, pretty much to Logan.

"And nothing even matters. And nothing even matters." I sang along with James.

Carlos started to sing. "It's like the sound goes off and the people all freeze. They disappear and it's just you and me. Anything you want to do, anything that you please. Forget about our problems, forget about our past. I've seen the future and I know we're gonna last. Every second I'm with you just goes so fast."

We all paused, as a strange man walked into the room. "Knock knock!" The man smiled.
Gustavo stopped the track and stood, pulling him into a hug. "Oh Levi. How are you?"

"Good. Good. You?" The man asked.

"Good. I thought you weren't driving the kids up till tomorrow." Gustavo wondered.

"Eh. I figure why not drive them up here a day early? Is it okay?" He asked. I looked over to Logan, who just shrugged.

"Who's the guy?" Carlos leaned over to me.

"Gustavo's brother I think..." I said back. Gustavo looked over to us, and nodded. I guess he left our microphones on.

"Kids!" The man stuck his head out the door, and yelled.

We watched as a young girl walked in first.

"Hi Leah." Gustavo smiled down to the girl.

"Hi Uncle Gustavo." She sighed, and hugged him lightly.

"Michael!" The father yelled out the door once again. "I swear if you two don't get in here I will flip out!" He yelled.

"We're comin dad! Jeez!" We heard one yell.

"That's not my name dad! For the millionth time!" Another one stated.
I watched as the two walked in.

"Kendall... is that?" James gasped.

"No... it can't be..." Logan gasped as well, grabbing my forearm.

I just stared in shock as the two boys looked over at us.

"Kendall!" The familiar strawberry blonde asked out.

"Micah..." I whispered.

"You know each other?" Gustavo asked out. We all stood in silence. My eyes not leaving Micah's. I could feel Logan's hand pressed against my own.

I blinked a few times, before leaving the room, and running down the hallway. Away from everyone else. I stopped outside Gustavo's office.

"Kenny..." Logan ran after me. "Kendall... you okay?"

"I think so..." I whispered.

"So why are you crying?" He asked, pulling me to face him.

"Oh I don't know..." I sighed, and wiped my eyes.

"Hey! Kendall! You okay?" James and Carlos ran over to us.

"Yeah. I'm fine..." I sniffed.

"Kendall..." Micah spoke up. I looked up from the ground to see the familiar boy.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"Visiting my uncle... I don't know your band was the band he produced... You never told me..." He looked at the four of us.

"I never had a chance to tell you much... you know... before you LEFT!" I spat.

"I'm sorry that I left... I had no choice. My dad made me..." He took a step towards me.

"No." Logan stated, stepping between the two of us. "You aren't gonna have another chance to hurt him."

"Oh I see... you finally got your wish. To be with Logan..." He chuckled slightly. "You moved on... so why can't I?" He asked, looking over to me.

"It didn't take much..." I said.

"Dogs! What do you think you are doing?" Gustavo ran over to us. "We have to keep rehearsing."

"Sorry Gustavo." Logan apologized.

"Well come on. You can come to Michael."

"Uncle Gustavo, I changed my name to Micah a couple years ago." Micah told him.

"Oh. I didn't know. Your father called you Michael."

"That's because he's a dipshit..." Noah scoffed, from his spot against the wall.

"Don't call your father that." Gustavo scolded.

"He's a shitty father... what kind of parent doesn't know his own son's name, or shows up randomly and makes his kids move across the United States?" Noah rolled his eyes. "I just can't wait till I can move out..." He shook his head and walked back to the booth.

Gustavo followed, with Micah behind him.

"Did you know his name used to be Michael?" James asked me.

"No. I didn't know... but what does it matter?" I sighed, and took Logan's hand in mine. "I have Logan now, and that's not gonna change because Micah showed up." I stated. "Now lets go and keep recording, like nothing is different..."