Making out with Sesshomaru on the beach, just as the sun was setting was probably the most romantic thing I could've consciously thought of without fucking something up. Not to sound cliché but he smelled & tasted & felt so damn good, that moment just confirmed what I already knew the first time I laid eyes on him: that he was going to be mine.
Once it got dark we went back to my apartment & turned on a movie. Honestly I have no idea what movie it was cause we were too busy making out. From the split seconds I spared a glance at it, it didn't look too interesting anyway. We finally came up for breath once the credits started rolling.
"Why did you wait so long to tell me?" I asked, twirling a lock of his hair around my finger.
He looked away for a moment, looking as if he was embarrassed. "Well I wasn't sure if I was really into guys or not before I met you & then when you came along...I don't know...things started to change & I wasn't sure how to deal with said changes"
"What kind of changes?"
I could tell this wasn't his most favorite subject to talk about. He never did like talking about his feelings but if we were going to try & make this thing work there needed to be communication. "I...felt things that I never felt before. I had such a...strong, very strong...attraction for you. I can't tell you if it was infatuation or I just genuinely liked you so I had to keep you at a distance to sort that kind of thing out"
"So when you first told me you thought you liked guys...?"
"I pretty much knew I did but I wasn't sure how to tell you"
"& you got with Kagura because...?"
"...I honestly don't know. I was losing control & she offered help &...it just went from there"
"Losing control? Of what?"
"I was...in need & she offered what I needed"
"So...basically you were horny & she offered herself as your whore"
I hadn't meant to sound angry, I just making sure I was right. But that's exactly how it sounded: like I was pissed at him for basically using me as an experiment then when he didn't get the results he desired he snatched up the most available ho & deemed her his woman? What the hell?
Sesshomaru sat up from leaning against my chest, looking at me warily. "You're mad"
It was a statement, not a question. I looked away. "No"
"You are. Tell me what's on your mind then if you aren't"
I shrugged, shaking my head in irritation. "Look it's nothing. Let's just go...do something...or something, shit, I don't fucking care"
"So you are mad, or at least annoy-"
"I'm not fucking mad, for fuck's sake! I'm just..." I sighed, running a hand over my face, "How the hell are you going to go from telling me you like a guy to dating some chick the next day? I mean really Sessh, don't you think that would've made me feel a little used?"
He looked down, thinking. "I apologize that you felt that way because of my decision"
"What I don't get is what the hell were you trying to prove?"
Sesshomaru shifted uncomfortably again. He must be able to say something about his feelings again. "I told you I liked men just to see how you would react. I knew you liked men but that didn't necessarily mean you liked me so I had to know. You really pissed me off saying I was only saying that to follow the trend-"
"I never said that, I said you shouldn't do it to follow the trend"
"You accused me of trying to be like everyone else!"
"What? When did I ever say you were only coming out because it was popular?"
I mean c'mon, guys, help me out. Look back a couple of chapters & tell me if I accuse him of that shit. Exactly! I didn't! I was simply pointing it out. I can never win!
Sesshomaru's body language indicated he wanted to let it go but his stubbornness wasn't going to let him. "Then why did you make such a big deal out of it then?"
"What the fuck, Sessh?"
"You just kept bringing it up as if you were trying to get it through to me!"
"Cause you kept fucking accusing me of accusing you!"
"Oh fuck you!"
"I'd love to!"
& then we were back to making out. Actually it went farther than that but I don't think you guys wanna know about that. Oh you do? You sure? Are you positive cause I can get pretty detailed. Alright...
I laid him back on the couch & slipped a hand under his shirt. It was obvious that he was slender, muscular even but I hadn't expected him to have such a developed six pack. Made me a little jealous but I knew if I thought about it too long I'd lose my hard on.
His lips were so much more kissable than I imagined. Soft & tempting I just couldn't get enough. But eventually I moved to his neck so that he could catch his breath. His breath hitched when I began kissing his neck, back arching & his slender fingers running up & through my hair, which I took to mean he really liked it. & I liked kissing that area too, he smelled so good. I ran my tongue over his throat & nibbled the side of it, lightly raking my claws over his side.
"I dare you to bite harder" Sesshomaru said in a rough, seductive whisper. Challenge accepted.
Now usually I'm more of a love-making kind of guy; I like to caress & take it slow, let my partner know it's more to it than just fucking but tonight I was going to be wild & I hope Sesshomaru wouldn't mind. I let out a growl more animalistic than I intended & bit into the side of his neck, shaking my head. I tasted blood on my tongue & kind of froze, hoping I wasn't killing him but his back had arched higher & his eyelids fluttered in ecstasy. I would say he was enjoying it.
I wiggled both of us out of our shirts & began kissing down his chest & abs, stopping momentarily to nibble, lick & pinch his nipples. His hands twitched with every flick of my finger or tongue, his pants getting wild. Out of no where I got this sudden hope that if I could get him to moan my name I would reward myself with a pat on the back & three bowls of ice cream. It was definitely a challenge, considering he was just panting. Usually by now I had the person saying my name. But I had a couple of tricks up my sleeves.
The lower I went, the tighter Sesshomaru gripped my hair. A few times his hands slid up to rub my ears & I couldn't help but groan in pleasure. That was one of my spots. I nibbled at his hip bone, slipping him slowly out of his shorts & boxers. I wasn't actually planning on giving him a blowjob; that was an uke's job. Maybe one day I will but tonight I was going to be the one in charge.
I grabbed him by his slim waist & sat in on top of me. He immediately wiggled me out of my pants, distracting me with a seductive kiss. I've never kissed someone who kissed the way he did: tongue sensuously stroking mine, his fangs grazing my tongue & nibbling very slightly on my bottom lip. It sent electrical charges through my body.
He was ready to ride me quicker than I expected; I didn't notice I had him penetrated until he started to bounce & my eyes immediately rolled back into my head. Damn he was tight! It was so awesoooooome!
Sesshomaru arched back, his claws trailing up his body to tangle in his hair & my hands followed, loving the smoothness of his skin. He & his body were just flawless. He made a figure 8 with his hips, which unexpectedly hit a sweet spot & he gasped, shuddering, his eyes fluttering as they rolled back.
"Holy shit..." I murmured.
Slowly he leaned forward, putting his hands on my chest & began to really ride me. With me lifting my hips to meet his it was like a damn rodeo. His hair bounced along with him, going every which way & he moaned, his head down.
"Oh God, Inuyasha!"
I wrapped a hand around the back of his neck & brought him down to me, kissing him sensuously before biting his neck. I actually hadn't meant to bite him that hard but I guess being so excited I bit him so hard I drew blood. From all his moaning & bucking he didn't mind it though. I licked the blood slowly, bucking harder & faster, trying to get some release. My fucking legs were hurting.
"Ohhhh...ah shit, yes, Yasha...oh baby...oh baby, yes, yes, harder! Oh my God it feels so good! Harder, Yasha! Yes! YES! YES! YES! OH FUCK YES!"
The climax was more explosive than I thought. I actually moaned. Usually after the first three rounds I get bored with my partner but after a 30 second break me & Sesshomaru went at it again. & again. & again. &...well you get the point.
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Several Months Later
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I slowly walked in through the automatic doors & breathed a sigh as the cool air & the smell of fresh baked bread hit me in the face. This was my favorite time to come to the supermarket. Right about now they were baking the foot long sub bread & rolling the sourdough then once that was finished they were going to start on the fresh baked cookies. I wish they gave out samples; I'm hungry as hell.
Reminding myself of the things I needed I grabbed some sausage, French toast sticks, noodles & curry & threw them in my buggy, stopping in the candy aisle to see what they had. Ooh double stuffed Oreos...ohhhh they finally got some Almond Joy! I really couldn't decide what I wanted...so I got it all.
Right as I was leaving the aisle I collided with someone & they dropped their basket, spilling its contents.
"Shit"
"Fucking hell"
I quickly picked up all the things that spilled out. 'Damn I'm so sorry, I wasn't paying atten-"
I looked up into what I could only describe as the face of an angel. He was so gorgeous I had to blink a few times. His eyes were the color of sex on fire,molten gold & flecked with red. His kissable lips relaxed out of their stern, irritated line as he looked up at me & we both stood slowly, still staring at each other.
It was a moment before I spoke. "Have you ever had sex in public?"
A blushed scampered across his face. "No but I've always wanted to"
I grinned & touched his arm gently before walking off, indicating I wanted him to follow me. If he wanted to have sex in public then I was going to be his genie; his wish was my command.
I took him to the back of the store, vaguely noticing the sign above the aisle indicated it was the aisle for interior decorating. I pushed my buggy to the end of the aisle & turned to him to see him slide his basket away & immediately our mouths clashed. He tasted like a cross between chocolate & something earthy; something dark & delicious & so sinful. I wanted nothing more than to get lost in that taste.
His claws skimmed over the skin of my neck, my arms, under my shirt & over my torso. I shivered involuntarily, wishing we could skip the foreplay & at the same time not wanting it to end.
His mouth left mine & clamped onto my neck, his fangs grazing my pulse point. I immediately got hard, hands twitching. My eyes rolled back for a moment & a groan escaped from between my lips on accident. Heat rushed to my groin & a tinkling sensation touched my fingertips, which made me feel a little light headed.
I picked him up & he wrapped his long legs around my waist, surprising me with his light weight. I set him on one of the shelves that didn't have any shelves above it, shedding our clothes. I kissed down his chest & lightly ran my hand over his inner thigh, loving how he ran his claws through my hair, a soft moan bubbling from his mouth.
Fed up with the foreplay, I lifted his legs & slowly entered him. I nearly had a seizure, it felt so good. He clung to my shoulders & pulled me close with his legs, biting back a loud moan. I started the pace off slowly, not wanting to hurt him since I didn't prepare him. At first neither of us minded but then he began rocking impatiently, growling low in his chest.
Demonic sped engaged. I leaned him back a bit & lifted his legs to my shoulders & started thrusting at top speed. His mouth dropped open to let out a moan but he made no sound; he simply arched his back & threw his head back, claws digging into my shoulders. I didn't mind too much; the pain actually kind of turned me on.
"Holy shit baby! Ohhhhhh God uhhhhh yeeeeees!"
I began nibbling on the inside of his ankle, still going at top speed. He was so tight & it felt so good, I could feel the end nearing.
"Oh fuck! Oh fuck! Yes! Yes! Yes! Harder baby, yes! Ughhhhhhh yes daddy fuck me!"
I came quicker than I expected & soon after he did also, moaning especially loud, his arms wound around my neck tightly. The climax was so awesome his eyes rolled back & his mouth opened again to let out a moan but nothing came out. I gritted my teeth to trap the yell that came bubbling to the surface which sounded like a grunt. I kept thrusting for a while, riding out that amazing climax. He shuddered & twitched, his body relaxing against mine as he came off his high, kissing my neck.
"Oh my God...that was amazing" he breathed.
I nodded, snuggling my face into the junction of his neck & shoulder. "We gatta do this again & soon"
We slowly put our clothes on in silence & wandered over to the garden section to sit on the porch swings. We rocked back & forth, his head in my lap.
"Thank you" he whispered after a moment.
"For...?"
"For making this experience so great. I wouldn't have guessed that you still remember what I told you"
"Of course I remembered. I always remember crazy things like you wanting to fuck in public"
He chuckled. "It's not crazy"
"It is. One day we're gunna get busted"
I saw him smile & I ran my fingers through his hair. There's not a set limit to telling someone you love them, I knew that much, but you don't just fall in love within hours, days or even months sometimes. We've been dating for close to a year now & everything in me wanted to tell him I loved him cause I really felt I did. He was more than my boyfriend or lover, he was my best friend. He made me smile like no one else could & even after all this time we've spent together he still gave me butterflies.
"Hey Yasha?"
"Yeah?"
"What would you have done if I stayed with Kagura?"
"I would've had to kill her"
He chuckled. "You would not"
"I would. That bitch got on my damn nerves, thinking she was the shit"
"She thought she was the shit cause she was with me. I'm kidding"
"No you're not"
"You're right, I'm not"
I smiled. "You made her look good though. Without you she's just an ugly hag"
"Yes, that's the beautiful truth"
After a moment of laughter, I leaned down & kissed his forehead. "I love you Sessh"
He looked at me a while, something indescribable racing through his eyes. It didn't seem like he'd answer then he smiled. "I love you more Yasha"
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& there ya have it folks. Mission accomplished. I got the guy & we rode off into the sunset...or something like that. He has his moments when he wants to be an ass & I have my moments but he'll always be my baby. Hey I can be sweet when I wanna be, don't let the looks fool you! He's the only one that sees that side though...because he's special to me.
Alright well anyway I gatta go. Sessh wants a shoulder massage but I know he just wants to fuck me haha. Later!
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Ta-da! Story fini! I'm glad you guys enjoyed it, I enjoyed writing it & reading you guys' review. Don't fret, I'm working on two other stories. No telling when I'll post them though, I have to revise the first chapters & all. Stay fresh my friends. Ja nae ;]